volunteer
at the hospital at Maryville, the flatulent man moves his finger lightly over the anatomical diagrams, noting: They will open me here. And here. They will make their way past the duodenum. The twisting jejunum. And then my gifts will be exposed! A shadow passes over the page. M. Pujol looks up from his diagrams and sees that an enormous woman with very small wings is hovering outside the window and obscuring the light. He stands and raps upon the pane. Madame, he says. I must beg you to move. One moment! One moment! the woman gasps. She shakes at him a handful of broadsheets: I have agreed to distribute these! With a little kick against the window, the woman pushes off, and agitating her wings, maneuvers herself until she is hanging directly above the walled garden. Here, the hospital’s inmates are taking their daily exercise. The matron marches in their midst, instructing them to lift their faces to the sunlight, to inhale deeply the smell of daffodils. The patients would very much like an excuse to lie down in the grass and loll about. So when a flurry of paper comes floating down from above, and the matron begins excitedly blowing upon her whisde, the inmates take this opportunity to stretch out on their backs, cross their ankles, and examine at their leisure the curious broadsheets, just as a Parisian would idle in the park with his morning paper. But rather than reading the news of the day, they read about the arrival of an astonishing phenomenon. They see, in tall red capitals, the letters of his name. They gaze at his picture: a man delicately parting the tails of his coat. His light restored, M. Pujol takes up where he left off. His finger finds again its place on the elegant diagram. This display of seriousness prompts the director to pause in the doorway and smile, Never before has a patient demonstrated the same eagerness he himself feels when undertaking an operation. It touches him, strangely. And in order not to dampen the subjects enthusiasm, he has restrained himself from mentioning certain risks.
smooth
I have left the hospital behind me, Adrien thinks, his gare. fixed on the horizon, but sure enough, like a litde dog or a servant girl, a sheet of paper comes flying out from behind the hospital gates, as if trying to delay him. It catches against the back of his knees and, stuck there, rusdes plaintively. The photographer twists about, freeing the paper from behind his legs, and though it flutters in his grip, he manages to read its tall red letters. His face brightens. Oh yes! He squints at the trembling page. I knew there was something I had forgotten to do. Show him the poster; persuade him to come. He remembers her hot, small body next to his in the cot. Her sticky hands. Her voice whispering. A poster. His name. The people in my town. “What else had she sad? The two of you— You wanted to be alone. And the photographer s face goes suddenly smooth, with the same sharp swiftness that Mother snaps the bedcovers straight— all thoughts, all creases, banished. He crumples the paper into a ball and pushes it deep inside his pocket. He refastens his eyes on the road ahead. I have left the hospital behind me, says Adrien to himself, again.
math
of all the things that she can do with her fingers, what Madeleine enjoys most is counting on them. She also likes to use them while giving orders. For instance, she can put her index finger to very imperious purposes, such as when she points at a high-backed chair and says, Move it over there. Then she can hold up her fingers and count, nine chairs — plus a milking stool, a piano bench, a daybed — after which she loudly announces, We need thirty-six more. The children have thrown themselves entirely into the spirit, of the enterprise. Among the items that Madeleine counts are four curtain rods, two chests of drawers, seven candlesticks, a cuspidor and, unrequested, eight brittle teacups from Limoges. Perhaps refreshments should be served during the intermission. The more sensitive audience members might require it, weakened as they will be after laughing so helplessly at the feats performed onstage. After shouting, howling, writhing, staggering; and some will probably begin to suffocate. Madeleine counts the number of tickets she must supply, then counts the little footlights that will illuminate the stage. But no matter how many times she figures it, one calculation continues to escape her. Girl, photographer, flatulent man. Any lesser number, will not suffice. For she and the flatulent man are exquisitely shy, incapable of looking one another in the face. While she and the photographer are capable only of groping. And the two men, together, do not exist unless she is there to gaze on them. What does that leave her with? The intractable number three. As she counts it once more on her fingers, she is comforted unexpectedly by the arrival of a wonderful thought. She holds her fingers up to the light.
restoration
I can stroke, she thinks, with the tip of this finger, the soft hair growing on the back of his neck. I can do it so gently, she thinks to herself, he will not even know that he has been touched. Excuse me? asks a scratchy voice at her elbow. She looks down into a smudged face. I think you dropped this. The boy hands her a braided cord she had been holding, just ‘ a moment ago, with the intent of attaching it to the curtain. Taking it between her fingers, she tells him, Thank you. He smiles hugely. But before she knows it, he has fallen down onto his knees and leapt back up again. He is handing her, once more, the braided cord. Here, he says. You dropped this. A second time. She reaches out to grasp the cord, but seems suddenly to change her mind. She tucks her hands behind her back. She says to him, “Why don’t you hold it for me? Which the boy is more than delighted to do.