All waited eagerly to see what Sforza would do then; Lucrezia waited … in trepidation.
PESARO
Even with such baits held out to him, Giovanni Sforza was reluctant to return to Rome.
There was unrest throughout Italy, and Sforza was fully aware of this. This time it was not warring states of the peninsula which cast a shadow over the land; there was a mightier enemy.
The King of France had renewed his claims to the throne of Naples and had informed Alexander that he was sending a mission to the Vatican that the matter might be discussed.
Alexander, with his clever diplomacy, received the French mission graciously; and his reception of them was viewed with such disfavor throughout Italy that there were rumors that before long Alexander would be deposed. Della Rovere was alert; he was determined that next time the Papal throne was empty he would sit on it.
Alexander however was not perturbed. He had infinite belief in himself and was sure that he could make the best of a situation however ominous it seemed. Ferrante of Aragon had died and his son Alfonso was now King. Alfonso determined at all costs to keep the Papal friendship, and offered great bribes to Alexander in order to cement it. It was not in Alexander’s nature to refuse the bribes, so he now allied himself with Alfonso; meanwhile the French were dissatisfied and threatened invasion.
In his retreat at Pesaro Giovanni Sforza watched what was going on but could not make up his mind which road to take. Ludovico of Milan had shown him quite clearly that he could not be trusted to help his relative in an emergency. The Pope was obviously strong since Alfonso of Naples was suing so ardently for Papal friendship. Therefore Giovanni Sforza decided that he would return to Rome.
Lucrezia was waiting. Her hair had been freshly washed, her body perfumed. At last she was to be a bride.
The Pope had welcomed his son-in-law as though his absence had been a natural one. He had embraced him warmly and declared that he was glad to receive him and that his nuptial couch was waiting for him.
There were banquets and the usual crude jokes. It was almost like another wedding, but Lucrezia could not enjoy the celebrations so light-heartedly as she had the real wedding. That had been a masque with herself in the principal part; this was reality.
Her husband’s attitude had changed toward her; she sensed that. He took her hand and she felt his breath on her face. At last he had noticed that she was beautiful.
So they danced together, the dances of Italy, not the Spanish dances which she had once danced with Giovanni on that occasion which was so like this and yet so different.
And then to that nuptial couch.
He was quiet and said little. She was prepared for what must take place—Giulia had prepared her—but she knew that it was going to be very different from Giulia’s experience.
She was a little frightened, but serene as always, and she knew that if she did not experience the ecstasy for which she had longed, at least she would be able to endure it.
When they were alone in the great bed she said to him: “Tell me one thing first, Giovanni. Why did you wait so long before you came back?”
“It would have been foolish to return,” he mumbled. “There was plague and … matters were uncertain.”
He turned to her, impatient after all the months of waiting, but she held aloof with the faintest sign of fear in her big light eyes.
“Did you come back for the consummation … or for the dowry?”
“For both,” he answered.
It was strange, bewildering, as Giulia had said; and yet it was not as Giulia had said. She was aware of excitement, of the discovery of a new world which seemed to be opening before her, of delights undreamed of. She knew that with another it would have been different; but even with this man it was adequate.
Yet with some …
She lay back smiling.
She had grown up overnight. Alexander and Giulia, who had noticed it, discussed it together.
“I am sorry for her,” mused Giulia. “My own experience was so different. Poor Lucrezia with that cold and nervous creature! Holiness, you should dissolve the marriage and give her a real man.”
Alexander clicked his tongue playfully. “Such ways to talk of marriage! Oh, she is young yet. She has her whole life before her. I do not however shelve the idea of arranging a divorce, but divorces are not easy to arrange. The Church abhors them.”
“But if the Holy Father decided, the Church would fall in with his wishes,” Giulia reminded him.
“Ah, wicked one, you mock. I must devise a punishment for you.”
“I will say ten ‘I love yous’ and throw myself in worship at your feet, and cry ‘Do with me as you will, Holy Father, for my body and soul belong to you.’ ”
“My Giulia … my little love. What should I do without you! But you will look after my Lucrezia, will you not? You will advise her, wise woman that you are!”
“How to take lovers and deceive her husband. As I did.”
“ ’Twas no deceit. Poor little Orsino, he was willing that it should be so—most willing.”
They laughed together while she assured him that she loved Lucrezia as a sister and that she would look after her as such.
Giulia wished though to discuss other matters. She was eager that the Pope should arrange a grand marriage for Laura, since she wanted all Italy to know that the little girl was accepted as his daughter.
“I will do it. Dearest little Laura shall have as fine a husband as you could wish.”
He kept her with him. He needed the relaxation his relationship with her could give him. There were dark clouds over Rome at this time and he did not care to think of them. So he would be gay with his Giulia; he would make love as a young man while they both rejoiced in his virility.
That was the very best antidote to trouble, he had discovered.
They were in Lucrezia’s apartment—Lucrezia and Giulia. Their hair was loose about their shoulders. Giulia’s reached to her feet, and Lucrezia could sit on hers. They had been washing it once more.
“There is sun on the balcony,” said Giulia. “Let us go there and dry it. Drying it in the sun should make it more golden than ever.”
“Should we go on to the balcony?”
“Why not?”
“Could not infection reach us there?”
“Oh, Lucrezia, are you not tired of being shut in the Palace? We must not go out … not even for a minute. I am weary of it all.”
“It would be more wearying still if we caught the plague.”
“I suppose so. I shall be glad when the hot weather has gone. Perhaps it will take the pestilential air with it.”
Giulia rose and shook out her damp hair. “I shall go on to the balcony.”
“Did you not promise the Holy Father that you would not?”
Giulia grimaced. “I did not mention the balcony. I said I would not go out.”
“He may have meant the balcony.”
“Then let us pretend he did not. I am going out there now. I am going to sit in the sun and dry my hair.”
“No, Giulia, you should not.”
But Giulia had already gone.
Lucrezia sat down thoughtfully, looking at the figure of the Madonna and the lamp before it.
“Holy Mother,” she prayed. “Let all be well soon.”
There was much that was wrong, she knew. It was not only the plague; that was a frequent visitor. There were ugly rumors about her father. She had heard the servants whispering; she had not told anyone she had heard, because servants might be whipped or even more terribly punished for saying some of the things which she had overheard. They had said that the Pope’s position was insecure and that there were many who wanted him to be removed and a new Pope set up in his place. Invasion was threatened by the French, and there were some who said that the Pope was a secret ally of Italy’s enemy.