"Hey, come on now, it'll be all right, it's over. You just sleep and never mind explaining it, they can all wait till tomorrow." He tucked the covers in around me and gently brushed my hair from my eyes. I watched him, content, feeling safe now, feeling better. I was in safe, protective hands. Billy would never do such a terrible thing to me as that man had done. No one would. Ever.
CHAPTER FIVE
Of course, they never found the man who did it and Billy never got his chance to beat the hell out of him, as he said he would. I recovered, but the incident left me a cripple as far as sexual intercourse was concerned. From that day on the thought of it was repulsive – any mention of the word "fucking" brought that moment back into my mind, that ugly, sick moment on the porch with that ugly, sick man.
The incident also made me turn even more often to my brother for sexual release. I needed to suck him every time I thought about the horrible incident on the porch. I needed to fellate him every time I became horny, for fear that I would start having nightmares about the incident. I needed Billy's cock in my mouth to satisfy me, to pacify me, to relieve my fears and frustrations, and to make me happy.
The summer drifted by and soon school would be starting and Billy would be moving away from home. I dreaded his going, and more than I wanted him to stay, I wanted to go with him. I was very excited about the prospects of living in a big city, away from the farm, away from parents and strict morals.
The day before Billy was to leave for college, we packed a picnic lunch and walked far into the woods behind our property and spread our blanket and spent almost the entire day there together. We stripped off all our clothes and ran through the trees like carefree children.
We found a little stream and stepped into the cold spring water, splashing around in it for a few minutes. On the other side of the creek was a soft path of green thick grass, and we jumped across the water and fell down there together.
"You know, watching you so beautifully naked today has made me realize how good you look. You have a beautiful body. Better than anyone I've ever seen," he said sincerely.
"Thanks. So do you."
He grinned. But his words stuck with me for a long time. I decided then and there that someday when I could get away from the farm, I would let my beautiful body work for me.
"Kiss me," I said, and he did, the way he always did, right between my legs. He pressed his lips to my cunt lips and nibbled softly, flicking my hairy mound with his tongue. I gently spread my legs and let my body relax on the grass. The sun was shining in my eyes and I closed them tightly.
Billy reached over to the water and dipped his fingers in the cool stream, cupping some in his hand, and then poured the icy water over my pussy. I moaned and immediately he replaced his warm lips to my vaginal opening and made me hot again.
He started moving his tongue in and out of my pussy, sending shivers of excitement through my body. I grabbed the grass and pulled on it with my hands. His tongue was lashing against my pussy lips, flicking inside me, touching my hard little clitoris, causing me to feel wet and warm inside.
Then Billy lifted my legs and pushed them back so they rested directly above my face. My buttocks were spread before him and he held me in that position until I could feel the sun burning against my tight anal entrance. I grabbed my feet with my hands, so Billy could use his hands to pull my buttocks even farther apart.
He touched his fingers near my anal opening and pulled to each side. The tight lips parted a bit and he brought his mouth to the nub, licking it warmly with his tongue. He licked up and down, nibbled with his teeth at my fleshy buttocks, and poked at the entrance with his tongue. Finally it entered me just a bit and I felt another surge of excitement run through my body.
I dropped my legs to either side of Billy and again his tongue fitted into my pussy. This time I worked my hands near his face, pulling the lips apart for him, slowly slipping a few fingers into my vaginal opening next to his tongue. The sensation of his tongue running along my fingertips as well as my vaginal walls was a marvelous one. He began licking my hand as I played with my hot little clitoris. I knew I could come like that, but I wanted to do it my favorite way this last time we would be together. I wanted to masturbate myself as I fellated him.
I pulled my hand from my crotch and sat up, my legs spread on both sides of my naked brother. He looked like a God there in the afternoon sun. His cock was standing tall between his legs.
We got up and I led him back to the trees searching for one with a branch just high enough for him to sit on so I could suck him while standing. I found one and led him by his hand to the place I wanted him to sit. Billy did so, smiling, his cock harder than I had ever seen it.
Billy jumped up on the tree branch and made sure he was steady. Then he spread his legs and let his balls hang so they touched the branch.
I stood in front of him. My nipples were only inches from his standing cock, as I stood between his legs. He took hold of his penis in his right hand and brought the tip of it to my breast. They rubbed together, and Billy pulled back on his cock a few times to produce a small white pearl of cum at the tip. I, in turn, held my breast and touched the nipple to the wetness on his penis. The white drop sat on the tip of my hard nipple as I looked down at it. I wanted to keep it there, hoping that it would dry and stay there forever. I wanted Billy's semen all over me.
He braced himself with both hands on the tree branch as I stood between his legs and took his cock in both hands. He watched me intently, begging me to take it into my mouth. I played with it for a little while, drawing even more drops of semen to the tip.
Finally, I couldn't stand it any longer. I had to have it in my mouth, so I slid my head down over the long hard shaft as quickly as I could. I could immediately feel the rounded head deep in my throat. Billy's penis had grown in the time since I had seen him in the barn playing with himself. His cock was fatter now, longer too, and his entire body was more muscular than it had been, and he looked more mature.
I sucked his cock like I had never sucked it before. I sucked with all the power still left in my almost breathless lungs, nipping like a hungry pecking animal on the hard organ positioned between my viselike teeth.
I touched his balls with my hands, rubbing them as they bloated in their sac as his excitement grew. My parched lips pressed down and gnawed their way into the thin ridge beneath the huge tip of his penis.
Eagerly I took my mouth all the way off his penis. He held his breath, waiting for me to sink my lips back over the head. It was wet and shiny all over and my mouth was tingling from having sucked so hard. I started flicking it with my tongue, on its underside where it was the most sensitive, licking it from the top to the nest of pubic hair at its base. Then I licked over the sac, sucking on it, drawing both of his testicles into my mouth, swirling them with my tongue.
I moved my head back up the shaft of the organ and stuck my tongue out and fitted the tip into the little slit on the tip. I used my teeth again, holding onto the big tip of the organ while moving my tongue over the head, across the slit, then I quickly opened my mouth and took the whole head and everything inside.
I was dizzy with excitement. I reached down and stuffed my fingers into my pussy. I felt very wet as my fingers slid in easily. Immediately I found my hard clitoris with my index finger and began playing with it.
My mouth started moving faster and faster on Billy's familiar cock until the head felt swollen and ready to burst in my mouth.
My tongue was working harder than any other part of my body, squirming around the organ, over the tip, along the underside. Pleasure was rippling through my body. I tickled my pussy hairs with my fingers as the feeling raced through my entire body. My knees felt weak and I thought I was going to fall to the ground…