She pondered this question for a long moment. "I'm not in the mood for games."
"Neither am I. Charabi-Mahmoud Charabi. And the fact that she could write confirms she was wounded, not dead, and now we know who took her."
"Do we? You're sure about the letters?"
"Am I positive?… No."
"And you're sure she wrote them?"
"Handwriting authentication is tough when the victim finger-paints in her own blood." I told her, "The letters, however, are not Arabic, they're Roman."
"Okay… I would agree that is suggestive."
"You shouldn't argue with anything, Phyllis. Nothing else makes sense."
"No, it's the only explanation you've thought of. But it's still speculative, isn't it?"
"Interpreting evidence is always speculation. Footprints, fingerprints, DNA samples-until you ID the criminal, you're guessing what they mean and how they relate to a crime." I said, "Bian was writing something we could interpret. Something she knew we would understand." I added, "She wasn't a random victim. She was hunted down and kidnapped."
"Explain that."
I put my hand on her shoulder and said, "Somebody tipped Charabi about this investigation, and about Bian, and probably about me. That doesn't surprise me, nor should it surprise you-from the start of this thing, everything has leaked." She acknowledged that grim reality with an unhappy nod, and I continued, "The moment Bian drove out the gate yesterday, his people were waiting, they recognized her, and they ambushed her."
"How did they know she was here? At Camp Alpha?"
"How did they learn she was investigating Charabi?"
"You're implying an inside source." She then asked in a skeptical tone, "And who would that source be?"
"I have no idea." Though we both knew I was lying, and we both knew who the prime candidates were: Waterbury, and via him, Tiger-man and Hirschfield. I recalled how Waterbury had fled Camp Alpha the day before. I had assumed he was gaining bureaucratic traction from a failure, but there was an equally plausible reason: As a former cop, he knew absence of presence nearly always equals absence of suspicion.
Clarior e tenebris-literally, the surrounding darkness emphasizes the light. Waterbury, and by extension, his cronies, were worried. About how much Bian and I knew and how much of a problem we were. And about how close we were to the truth. There was only one way to find that out: They needed either Bian or me-alive. And why not? This was the one place in the world where a kidnapped American raised no particular suspicion.
Nothing else made sense. But if I verbalized that connection, Phyllis would terminate this conversation immediately. So I ignored that mystery and continued, "Charabi's people followed her, and as she drove through a Shiite neighborhood, they struck."
"I see. And why would Charabi care about her?"
"How would I know?"
"For an accusation of this scale and repercussion, you had better know." She thought for a moment, then asked, "Do you know what I think?"
I was sure I did, but she told me anyway. "Guilt, Sean. She left without you and you feel responsible. That's natural, and it's wrong. She made a foolish, irresponsible choice, and probably a mortal one.
It was not your fault." She added, "To take it a step further, you're obsessed with Charabi. I warned you about this several times, and that's what worried me from the beginning. Now you're seeing Charabi everywhere you look."
"Where I'm seeing his name is in blood on the dashboard of Bian's car. That's not obsession, that's physical evidence. Were I to present it to any disinterested jury, I assure you they would be persuaded."
"Implying that I am not disinterested?"
"You have to answer that yourself, Phyllis."
She did not reply to my innuendo, but stared at the Toyota with a thoughtful expression. Eventually, she asked, "Were you to take this to a judge, is there sufficient evidence for a search warrant?"
"We're in Iraq. The occupiers make the rules."
"Answer my question."
"It would depend on the judge, and on the lawyer making the argument."
She looked at me a moment and said, "Get Tirey."
I did, and a few moments later the three of us were huddled about a hundred yards from the nearest prying ears. Phyllis looked at him and said, "Jim, I'm about to tell you an explosive story. This is probably the most dangerous secret you've ever heard, and it must remain that way. It involves very powerful people, and if anybody finds out about it, I won't have to destroy you. Because they will."
Jim did not look shocked by this preamble, though he did look concerned. Phyllis then launched into a quick-fire version of Clifford Daniels's death, the relationship between him and Mahmoud Charabi, the investigation we had pursued, and she then made the possible connection to the disappearance of Bian Tran.
When she finished, Tirey did look shocked, surprised, and a little frightened. Frightened for Bian, frightened about this case, and frightened for himself. He asked, "Why are you telling me this?"
"I think you know why," she replied.
"Okay… maybe I do." He looked at her, and then at me. He said, "You understand that Mahmoud Charabi stands a very good chance of becoming the next prime minister. At the very least, he'll be a very senior government minister. This is not a man to mess with."
"Worry less about him," I advised, "than the President of the United States. You now have his balls in your hands. If he finds out, he'll want your balls in his pocket."
Phyllis looked at him and asked, "What do you think about Drummond's assertion regarding Charabi?"
"I think it's an interesting story and a compelling suspicion. Were this the States, I would be talking to a federal judge instead of you."
"About what?"
"About probable cause. About a search warrant. Of course that's never a sure bet-but when the victim leaves such a strong lead…" He let that trail off.
Phyllis looked at me and asked a lawyerly question. "Charabi's office is located inside the Green Zone. It's an international zone, but his office is on U.S. property. Who can authorize a search warrant?"
I replied, "For an Army search, the commander. But the FBI doesn't report to the military. I would guess Jim authorizes himself."
"That's correct," Jim said and then asked, "Shouldn't we… Hey, look… maybe I should contact headquarters. Get a proper clearance. Or… at least notify the embassy. They'll throw a conniption if we do what I think you're asking."
Phyllis said, "Absolutely not. They're not cleared to know."
I added, "This is an in extremis hostage situation, Jim. They could be torturing Bian as we speak. In such situations, as you and I know, the law allows you certain latitude for independent judgment."
"I understand… but…"
"Speed, Jim. The diplomats will write a thousand position papers and hold a hundred meetings, and the answer-if there ever is one- will be yes, no, and maybe."
"Then Bureau headquarters. That can't be-"
"Wrong. In D.C. there are possible coconspirators, some of whom might be involved in the decision. We don't know how far this goes, or how wide. If word leaks to Charabi, Bian's body will be carried out with the morning garbage."
Jim Tirey had suddenly become a visibly conflicted man. He wanted to do the right thing-save an American citizen in distress- and he wanted to do the right and proper bureaucratic thing-save his own ass.
Phyllis took his arm and said, "Under no circumstances will this search leak out. That's best for Charabi and that's best for the U.S. government. Charabi will not be publicly embarrassed, and if offered the option, I am sure he'll want this kept quiet. The embassy and Washington will never know about it." She looked at him and emphasized, "I think that's best for us." She asked, "What do you think?"