‘You have promised this before,’ his wife reminds him.
‘I am very sorry. I will break no more promises.’
He’s forgotten the revelation he shared with us when he first woke up. His conversation with the fire-eater is a dream that’s lost to him. Now that the morphine is draining from his system he knows only pain. It’s a bringer of clarity.
‘I am finished. I cannot ask any more of myself. I have given everything. I will ask God to release me from this debt and show me an alternative path.’ He examines the plaster on his arm, clucks his tongue disdainfully. ‘This plaster work is very shoddy, the joins are too rough. I will change when I get home. Come, we must go. I cannot stay here, a hospital is not the place for me. I will die if I stay here, these doctors know nothing.’
He peels his wife’s fingers from his neck and tries to move. A jolt of agony pins him down.
To know that he feels pain with me is a consolation. I want him to be human again and mortal. His time as a god only brought worry to the people who love him. To love him now is to convince him that his special properties are all exhausted. To save him is to remind him that he’s just like me.
The nurse disapproves of Bibhuti’s decision to bear his pain naturally. There’s no talking him round. He’s alive again and he wants to feel it, every spasm and firework. It’s the price he must pay for his former arrogance. His prize for poking death in the eye is to spend the rest of his life respectfully running from it, as everybody else does. Milk and turmeric await him at home.
The nurse opens the door to leave with her tray of redundant painkillers. Ellen reaches for the tray and steals a handful of morphine vials, quick and nerveless. She hides them in her hand until the nurse has gone, then she slips them into her purse.
‘Just in case,’ she says when I look at her. Her daring fills me with admiration. I could love her all over again.
Vijay Five is waiting on the other side of the door. The TV news reporter cranes behind him for a look inside the room. She’s heard the commotion of Bibhuti’s revival and expects to see him bathed in a golden light, dispensing immortal wisdoms for the evening bulletin. She raises her iPhone to record his account of the afterworld.
Vijay Five shuts the door on her before she can follow him in. When he sees Bibhuti upright and talking a childish grin breaks out and the nights of vigil are forgotten. He slips Bibhuti’s hand in his and the two men laugh together. The air in the room is charged with the levity of spring. It’s only when Ellen makes the mistake of opening the window that the weight of consequences intrudes. Bibhuti cocks his head to the noise outside, an understanding blooming quickly of the gouge his actions have made in the ground of his city.
The crowd has been alerted to his comeback and their voices are raised in testament to the miracle of it.
‘Are they for me?’ Bibhuti asks.
‘They have waited for you,’ Vijay Five says. ‘Everybody was there. You are big news.’
Bibhuti can’t hide his excitement. ‘What was the coverage?’
‘Everybody. Local and national. Jai, Zee 24, TV9, ESPN, BBC, CNN, Live India, they were all there. All the newspapers. I have been in charge of the Times coverage, everything is passing from me. The city is full of you, BB, everybody wants to know you will pull through. When you are feeling better I will take an interview from you, everybody will want to hear your words.’
‘You can take the interview now, there is no sense in delaying it.’
‘You must rest, BB. I will take it later. I will keep the other press away from you, they will not disturb you. The Turbanator is downstairs, he will make sure they don’t get in. This woman outside will not leave but I am looking for the right moment to take her phone, I will destroy anything she has recorded. You are a Times man and we will take care of you.’
I hide behind the curtain and look down. The crowd is sparse now compared with its prime. The place looks like the site of a plane crash. The earth is scarred with errant fires and smoke hangs heavy in the air. The world came to a premature end while Bibhuti’s life hung in the balance and now that he’s awake it needs to repair itself. The hardcore followers have stayed behind to lend their hands to the restoration. The priests and the firebrands have nowhere better to be. The taste of war and its groping aftermath is salt on their tongues. When the soil knots again over the scalp of the earth they’ll mark a new beginning in a splash of my blood. I raised the bats to Bibhuti and there should be redress. I meant to slaughter India and her sons will slice revenge from me as a warning to others who might come after.
I see the bobbing pink head of the Turbanator as he scuffles with an interloper at the hospital doors. He has the rival pressman in a headlock. His prisoner’s arms are flailing behind him and his heels dig in to the mud. They caper in a dim-witted waltz while the rubbish fires flicker. Bibhuti commands a loyalty that turns men into happy maniacs and I feel no shame in counting myself one of them.
The constables prod me down the stairs, the heads of their lathis nuzzling the small of my back. Their inspector gives me a lazy shove to keep his hand in. Ellen takes offence at their roughhousing. The Inspector moves to help her down the last flight of stairs and she swats at him with her stick, catching him across the shin. He curses and shoves me harder.
We’re taken out the front way so we can meet my public. Jeers warm my cheeks and placards are hastily raised above bedraggled heads. They’ve wilted and been humbled by the rain.
The kung-fu fighters freeze mid-air and snarl at me. A contingent from Bibhuti’s karate class, I recognise some of the younger faces. A week away from the regimen of the dojo has made them restless. They’ve brought their twitchy limbs to the hospital grounds to parade their angst for the watching world.
I look for Kavita but she’s not among them. I can only guess at the damage she would have inflicted on me in revenge for her sensei and wonder if adulthood’s obligations will put a halter on her wrath or only provoke it into greater and more destructive feats. I think she’ll become a nail bomb. I only wish I could be alive to see the hole she’ll punch in the world.
The casual protesters have gone back to the relative comforts of concrete and dial-up internet, or to face whatever horrors the storms have visited on their loved ones in their absence. The police guard at the door has thinned in reaction to the decreased threat. The diehards who remain are kept in check by menacing looks alone. Word of Bibhuti’s awakening has seeped like milk through the ranks of the abandoned, soothing their burns to itches that can be pacified with hateful remarks and the limp rattling of a fist.
The constables let their hands stray to the grips of their lathis, a challenge to anyone who might want to make a run at me.
Bibhuti has already cleared my name. He met the Inspector’s interrogation with a steady insistence that I had no crime to answer to. We crossed the line of reason together, hand in hand. What I did in taking up the bats against him was an act of charity. The Inspector hadn’t taken kindly to Bibhuti’s version of events. He’d asked him to take a look at himself, broken and humiliated and writhing in pain.
‘If I gave you a shake you would rattle like chipdya.’
‘Then do not shake him,’ Bibhuti’s wife had suggested.
The Inspector had recited a summary of the record and the specifics of its execution. Those particulars had only brought a flush of excitement to Bibhuti’s cheeks, provided stirring images that he could grip on to ride out the pain. The Inspector had pouted. There’d be no speedy incrimination or legitimate beatings to follow.
He leads me to the patrol car and a waiting cell. He’s not finished with me yet.