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‘We mustnt miss Cassie’s daunce. The poor girl would be dreadfully offended.’

‘Jojo tell me about yourself, how have you been?’

He shook his head and made a broad gesture with his draped arm. ‘Ah let us sit upon the ground and tell sad stories of the deaths of kings.’

‘Oh Jojo I’m sick of this sort of thing… It’s all so silly and dowdy… I wish I hadnt let them make me take my hat off.’

‘That was so that I should look upon the forbidden forests of your hair.’

‘Oh Jojo do be sensible.’

‘How’s your husband, Elaine or rathah Helenah?’

‘Oh he’s all right.’

‘You dont sound terribly enthusiastic.’

‘Martin’s fine though. He’s got black hair and brown eyes and his cheeks are getting to be pink. Really he’s awfully cute.’

‘My deah, spare me this exhibition of maternal bliss… You’ll be telling me next you walked in a baby parade.’

She laughed. ‘Jojo it’s lots of fun to see you again.’

‘I havent finished my catechism yet deah… I saw you in the oval diningroom the other day with a very distinguished looking man with sharp features and gray hair.’

‘That must have been George Baldwin. Why you knew him in the old days.’

‘Of course of course. How he has changed. A much more interesting looking man than he used to be I must say… A very strange place for the wife of a bolshevik pacifist and I. W. W. agitator to be seen taking lunch, I must say.

‘Jimps isnt exactly that. I kind of wish he were…’ She wrinkled up her nose. ‘I’m a little fed up too with all that sort of thing.’

‘I suspected it my dear.’ Cassie was flitting selfconsciously by.

‘Oh do come and help me… Jojo’s teasing me terribly.’

‘Well I’ll twy to sit down just for a second, I’m going to dance next… Mr Oglethorpe’s going to wead his twanslation of the songs of Bilitis for me to dance to.’

Ellen looked from one to the other; Oglethorpe crooked his eyebrows and nodded.

Then Ellen sat alone for a long while looking at the dancing and the chittering crowded room through a dim haze of boredom.

The record on the phonograph was Turkish. Hester Voorhees, a skinny woman with a mop of hennaed hair cut short at the level of her ears, came out holding a pot of drawling incense out in front of her preceded by two young men who unrolled a carpet as she came. She wore silk bloomers and a clinking metal girdle and brassières. Everybody was clapping and saying, ‘How wonderful, how marvelous,’ when from another room came three tearing shrieks of a woman. Everybody jumped to his feet. A stout man in a derby hat appeared in the doorway. ‘All right little goils, right through into the back room. Men stay here.’

‘Who are you anyway?’

‘Never mind who I am, you do as I say.’ The man’s face was red as a beet under the derby hat.

‘It’s a detective.’ ‘It’s outrageous. Let him show his badge.’

‘It’s a holdup.’

‘It’s a raid.’

The room had filled suddenly with detectives. They stood in front of the windows. A man in a checked cap with a face knobbed like a squash stood in front of the fireplace. They were pushing the women roughly into the back room. The men were herded in a little group near the door; detectives were taking their names. Ellen still sat on the couch. ‘… complaint phoned to headquarters,’ she heard somebody say. Then she noticed that there was a phone on the little table beside the couch where she sat. She picked it up and whispered softly for a number.

‘Hello is this the district attorney’s office?… I want to speak to Mr Baldwin please… George… It’s lucky I knew where you were. Is the district attorney there? That’s fine… no you tell him about it. There has been a horrible mistake. I’m at Hester Voorhees’; you know she has a dancing studio. She was presenting some dances to some friends and through some mistake the police are raiding the place…’

The man in the derby was standing over her. ‘All right phoning wont do no good… Go ’long in the other room.’

‘I’ve got the district attorney’s office on the wire. You speak to him… Hello is this Mr Winthrop?… Yes O… How do you do? Will you please speak to this man?’ She handed the telephone to the detective and walked out into the center of the room. My I wish I hadnt taken my hat off, she was thinking.

From the other room came a sound of sobbing and Hester Voorhees’ stagy voice shrieking, ‘It’s a horrible mistake… I wont be insulted like this.’

The detective put down the telephone. He came over to Ellen. ‘I want to apologize miss… We acted on insufficient information. I’ll withdraw my men immediately.’

‘You’d better apologize to Mrs Voorhees… It’s her studio.’

‘Well ladies and gents,’ the detective began in a loud cheerful voice, ‘we’ve made a little mistake and we’re very sorry… Accidents will happen…’

Ellen slipped into the side room to get her hat and coat. She stood some time before the mirror powdering her nose. When she went out into the studio again everybody was talking at once. Men and women stood round with sheets and bathrobes draped over their scanty dancingclothes. The detectives had melted away as suddenly as they came. Oglethorpe was talking in loud impassioned tones in the middle of a group of young men.

‘The scoundrels to attack women,’ he was shouting, red in the face, waving his headdress in one hand. ‘Fortunately I was able to control myself or I might have committed an act that I should have regretted to my dying day… It was only with the greatest self-control…’

Ellen managed to slip out, ran down the stairs and out into drizzly streets. She hailed a taxi and went home. When she had got her things off she called up George Baldwin at his house. ‘Hello George, I’m terribly sorry I had to trouble you and Mr Winthrop. Well if you hadnt happened to say at lunch you’d be there all the evening they probably would be just piling us out of the black maria at the Jefferson Market Court… Of course it was funny. I’ll tell you about it sometime, but I’m so sick of all that stuff… Oh just everything like that æsthetic dancing and literature and radicalism and psychoanalysis… Just an overdose I guess… Yes I guess that’s it George… I guess I’m growing up.’

The night was one great chunk of black grinding cold. The smell of the presses still in his nose, the chirrup of typewriters still in his ears, Jimmy Herf stood in City Hall Square with his hands in his pockets watching ragged men with caps and earsflaps pulled down over faces and necks the color of raw steak shovel snow. Old and young their faces were the same color, their clothes were the same color. A razor wind cut his ears and made his forehead ache between the eyes.

‘Hello Herf, think you’ll take the job?’ said a milkfaced young man who came up to him breezily and pointed to the pile of snow. ‘Why not, Dan. I dont know why it wouldnt be better than spending all your life rooting into other people’s affairs until you’re nothing but a goddam traveling dictograph.’

‘It’d be a fine job in summer all right… Taking the West Side?’

‘I’m going to walk up… I’ve got the heebyjeebies tonight.’

‘Jez man you’ll freeze to death.’

‘I dont care if I do… You get so you dont have any private life, you’re just an automatic writing machine.’

‘Well I wish I could get rid of a little of my private life… Well goodnight. I hope you find some private life Jimmy.’

Laughing, Jimmy Herf turned his back on the snowshovelers and started walking up Broadway, leaning into the wind with his chin buried in his coatcollar. At Houston Street he looked at his watch. Five o’clock. Gosh he was late today. Wouldnt be a place in the world where he could get a drink. He whimpered to himself at the thought of the icy blocks he still had to walk before he could get to his room. Now and then he stopped to pat some life into his numb ears. At last he got back to his room, lit the gasstove and hung over it tingling. His room was a small square bleak room on the south side of Washington Square. Its only furnishings were a bed, a chair, a table piled with books, and the gasstove. When he had begun to be a little less cold he reached under the bed for a basketcovered bottle of rum. He put some water to heat in a tin cup on the gasstove and began drinking hot rum and water. Inside him all sorts of unnamed agonies were breaking loose. He felt like the man in the fairy story with an iron band round his heart. The iron band was breaking.