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after three months’ occupation by the North,

hope was everywhere.

By a low shack where the stream’s murmuring was always heard

outside of north Jaha Gate, Seoul,

surely the apricot trees would blossom next spring?

The daughter of that house, as she lay in bed sick,

was raped by a man in a UN jacket.

She collapsed,

the man spat, then vanished.

On roadside telegraph poles, flyers were posted:

Long live President Syngman Rhee! Long live General MacArthur!

Hope was everywhere.

Young Jun-ho

After scattering his father’s ashes

over the fast-flowing stream

from the dusky bank of the Seomjin River,

the boy looked up

toward Nogodan Ridge.

It was shrouded in cloud.

From now on fourteen-year-old Jun-ho,

wherever he is, will live without a father,

starving one day in three.

The wind will always be against him.

The boy takes after his father, chip off the block.

Commie’s kid,

Commie’s kid:

that name will stay with him all his life.

Bachelor Kim

Prisoner number 7501.

They called him ‘number seven thousand five hundred and one’.

They called him ‘seven five o one’.

Sometimes,

they called him

Bachelor Kim.

He came in aged 27 –

forty-five years of solitary confinement in a tiny cell

The day came when he was released, aged 72.

At dawn his cell door opened.

‘You’ve had a hard time,’

his first warm greeting.

A firm conviction that still sometimes blazed up

was lodged firmly inside his withering body,

utterly unchanged.

Bachelor Kim.

He entered as a youthful bachelor,

exited an elderly bachelor.

His clear, high-pitched voice

was rarely heard

under a forehead sunk like a weathered grave.

He was taciturn.

His real name was Kim Seon-myeong.

He was a soldier in the People’s Army, then a POW.

Despite the Geneva Convention

he was first sentenced to death,

then to life imprisonment.

As a child, all the land

for miles around was his family’s.

He was the son of a man whose land yielded ten thousand bushels,

10,000 bushels, annually.

Afterwards,

the war between South and North

immured one young man in prison for so many years.

He once said to someone that living is better than dying,

— sure, living.

Bachelor Kim’s remaining life was the life of a stone

sunk in water all on its own.

Man-su’s Grandma

They barely avoided the miseries of a refugee camp.

They built a shack at the top of Dodong hill opposite Seoul Station.

The family of five felt blessed.

However, Mansu’s grandma had lost her wits

amid the crowds of people fleeing

in the winter of 1950.

‘Let’s go,

let’s go,

let’s go home,’

she used to insist after pissing on the floor.

Her son Sun-gon was a porter at the railway station.

Her grandsons Man-su and Man-gil delivered newspapers at dawn.

They ate dark brown soup with dough flakes twice a day,

around a small circular table.

The old woman poured out curses

at her daughter-in-law in the kitchen:

‘You bitch, you brought me here,

bitch, you brought me here to kill me,’

and then she sobbed,

and continued to shout:

‘Let’s go,

let’s go,

Sun-kon,

let’s go home.

Let’s leave that bitch behind and go.’

The nights were all hers.

She had never been more than a mile or so from home.

Born at the foot of Cheonbul Mountain in South Hamgyeong province,

on marrying she moved to the nearest village

over the hill,

lived there for sixty-six years.

Then she was brought hundreds of miles down to unfamiliar Seoul.

‘Let’s go,

let’s go,’

that was all she said,

never removing the towel wrapped round her head.

The House with Wooden Tiles

Sacred, truly sacred, is the smoke rising as evening rice is being cooked!

Until August 10, 1945,

Korea was a single whole.

Since August 10, 1945,

Korea has been two.

America it was that proposed dividing the peninsula at the 38th parallel,

American forces occupying the South,

Soviet troops the North.

The Japanese surrender

on August 15, 1945

was supposed to signify the liberation of Korea.

In fact, it signified

the division of Korea.

The 38th parallel passed through an old wood-tiled house,

a house built by slash-and-burn farmers

on a hilltop above the Soyang River in Inje County, Gangwon province,

at the waist of the peninsula.

Northern guards occupied it.

Southern guards challenged them.

Both shouted: It’s our house,

it’s our land.

Each threatened the other,

firing blanks.

Then someone had a bright idea:

What about demolishing

the house altogether?

That’s it!

The house roofed with wooden tiles in that remote valley,

a house inhabited by four generations,

vanished.

The owner, Im Bong-sul, aged sixty-four,

and his granddaughter Im Gasina, aged fourteen,

left carrying bags and bedding.

The old man wept all the way, without shedding tears.

The little girl did not cry.

She stared down at the Soyang River below,

a river she would never see again.

Homecoming

At the end of June 1950

5th-year middle-school student Kim Myeong-gyu enlisted as a volunteer.

His regiment

kept retreating on the pretext of relocating.

While Dabuwon above Waegwan

was captured and recaptured dozens of times,

he survived.

How is it that he survived?

one of just nine survivors in his platoon?

His face was covered with pimples.

After Seoul was recaptured,

he came back home,

carrying his rifle.

His long-widowed mother

and his older brother Se-gyu

had been killed by the withdrawing communists.

The neighbours held a welcoming party for him.

He spent one day

at his mother’s grave

and his brother’s grave.

He even paid a visit to his father’s grave,

whom he had never seen.

Late that night, a shot rang out.

He had killed himself.

A couple of soju bottles lay beside him, toppled over.

Yang Hyeong-mo

Snow drove furiously down