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Clutching his comrade’s hand

he died.

He did nothing really to contribute to the independence movement,

not one act to speak of.

His forearms were so strong an awl could not pierce them.

He was good at the violin, good at sports,

good at singing at drinking parties.

Yi Jong-nak stood briefly on a small corner of his times, then went away.

The Lock-seller

Even a wooden shack had to have a lock.

Anyone who went to sleep leaving the front gate open was a fool.

Anyone who went to sleep without locking the door to his room was a fool.

Midsummer evenings,

while people were killing and being killed on the front,

in the rear thieves made their rounds by night.

Everyone had to have a padlock.

Safely locked in,

they had to hear in their dreams

the waves of the night sea.

A dusty wind was blowing in Gongdeok-dong in Seoul.

At the entrance to the alley

a seller of locks and keys

walked by, metal locks jangling from his clothes,

dressed in clothes heavy with clumps of iron.

Buy my keys!

Buy my locks!

Keys repaired. Locks repaired.

Buy my locks!

You can trust only to locks.

Buy my locks, buy my keys!

Two passing middle-school boys asked:

‘Hey, Mister!

What’s better, keyhole or key?’

The lock-seller laughed.

‘Hey kids, I don’t know,

go home and ask your parents.’

Yi Yohan the Orphan

Not one child was crying.

On the plaza in front of Busan station in 1952

there were children five-years-old,

six-years-old,

eight-years-old,

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five? six? eight?

Some bigger ones were eleven.

Some smaller ones were nine.

The children, wearing old woollen hats,

had been sent from Daegu, were headed

for Zion Orphanage at Songdo, Busan.

Gap-toothed children

deaf children

children with long trails of snot.

When they passed through tunnels

they were covered with coal smoke

in trains without windows

None was crying.

Crying was cowardly. Crying was shameful.

One of those children

was named Yi Yohan.

He had been given the family name of a pastor at a Daegu church.

His Christian name was that of John the Evangelist.

He knew nothing of his mother,

nothing of his father.

Later, this child

grew up to be one of the policemen who opened fire

to suppress the students protesting

in front of the Presidential Mansion

during the April Revolution in 1960.

Police sergeant Yi Yohan.

South Gate Street, Suwon

Soldiers,

gum sellers,

horse-carts,

ox-carts,

piles of droppings in the wake of the carts,

paper-boys,

combs, fine-toothed bamboo combs, glass beads, cheap necklaces,

urchin beggars,

Japanese-era trucks,

American army trucks.

One old beggar lay prostrate all day long.

No sign of human pity anywhere.

The hungry grew hungrier.

The cold grew colder.

In Suwon’s South Gate Street,

Myeong-gu

had no shit inside him today as the day before. None.

He could get no food

anywhere round the city gate.

For three soju bottles, he could get a few crumbs of bread.

But here there was nothing like that in sight.

Only, only

the world.

Myeong-gu’s only thought was for a bowl of rice.

Hey, monks in mountains, what use are those koans you’re contemplating?

Cheonggye Stream

The clothes they were wearing were American-made,

trousers from relief supplies,

and dyed American military jackets –

but

in the university’s French department

students dreamed of themselves as Sartre,

Camus,

André Malraux.

America outside,

France inside.

Perhaps for that reason,

the long Cheonggye Stream

flowing through Seoul between Jong-no and Ulji-ro

was not Korea’s Hudson River

but Korea’s Seine.

There was the Café Seine in Myeong-dong, too.

The Seine was a place for washing clothes,

the Seine was a sewer

with melon-sized balls of shit floating down.

The Seine was a rubbish dump.

A little farther down the Seine

on the bank toward Gwansu-dong

was Division Four of Cheonggye Stream

where the shanty town began

and battles for survival were intense.

Girls working in clothing factories along Cheonggye Stream

lived in rented rooms in shanties.

The owners were kind-hearted by night,

full of abuse by day.

It was one month since Jo Ok-ja had come to Seoul

as a factory girl.

Every one of her fingers ached.

She worked all day at a sewing machine,

with nothing to eat but five small pieces of bread.

During overtime one night

she felt dizzy, collapsed.

She liked nights.

Sometimes, in her dreams,

she saw her mother.

Heukseok-dong

One dim bulb dangled from the ceiling

of the comic books reading-room.

The shoe store stank of leather.

Flies tended bar, no customers.

In the barbershop, honey soap.

Cheap bread stands.

In the mending shop, an old worn-out sewing machine.

All the way along, nothing but wooden shacks,

steep alleys barely wide enough for one

all the way along

There was a single water tap down below.

People lined up with empty water-cans

and a 10-hwan coin; once the cans were filled,

they carried them panting up the alley.

While people were living like this,

on the battlefront people died

and at the rear, people were born.

One woman gave birth two days ago,

and here she was out carrying water.

Her breasts hung

dangling from beneath her blouse.

She gave the child the name

of its father’s North Korean home.

Yu Seon-cheon.

Seon-cheon! Seon-cheon!

Our darling Seon-cheon!

A sliver moon rose early

to shine over this slum-village on a hill.

The Porter at Seoul Station

At 5 a.m. the night train from Busan arrived,

an hour after the end of curfew.

He had to be ready at the exit.

Soon the passengers debarked.

The haggling over porterage was brief.

One large suitcase,

one sack of grain,

one small case,

all loaded onto the A-frame,