I’ll tell you more about the place later, as I’m short of writing paper. I’ve got some important news to tell you. They say we will have to take another oath of allegiance shortly. To the Führer himself this time. There’s been some grumbling among the men. I don’t like the idea myself. Veegaete was against it too at first, but changed his mind double quick when we were summoned by the Hauptmann. “Have you turned Politically Unreliable all of a sudden, Norbert?” he asked. “You’ve sworn so many oaths of allegiance already, why balk at this one?”
Veegaete hasn’t shown his face much lately. Ashamed, probably. Anyway, I’ve been transferred. I’m with the Grenadiers now, so I’ll have a good view of the Russians when the fighting starts. And at least I know what I’m fighting for. For Flanders, not for the Moustache. Politically Unreliable indeed! I hope, Cyriel, that you will soon join us. We need you. Men with ideals are thin on the ground here. There are only three or four who know our glorious Flemish songs. I got up a sing-song a while back, which was a great success.
Thanks, Anna, for the photos, I’ve put them all up on the wall by my bed. I keep thinking of the good times we used to have in the homeland, and sometimes I have to stop the memories from getting in the way. Thank goodness there are quite a few men from our part of Flanders in our camp. From Lauwe, Bavel, Welle. We’re all standing firm.
Give my regards to everyone, especially my sister and Henri. Not all my letters may arrive, you never can tell. It may be some time before you hear from me again. We’ve been given marching orders. The Eastern Front beckons.
A hearty handshake and a warm ‘Hail’ to you all.
Comrade SS Grenadier Marcel Ornelis
Feldpostnummer 01496E
I folded the letter again and slipped it into the collar of the shirt I had taken from Marcel’s trunk in the attic. I tied the sleeves piously with a rosary given to me by Sister Cécile, which I was glad to be rid of. I stuffed the bundle into the tin and pressed down the lid.
No one had seen me. No one had heard me. Under the trailing vines in the conservatory with its floor of beaten earth the uncles dozed in their wicker chairs. The din in the kitchen had died away. Aunts and nieces would have moved to the parlour by now, putting their legs up unashamedly and nodding off with their buttons half undone to allow for their lunch to settle.
Soon Stella would start cutting the cake and grinding coffee beans, and everyone would wake up. In a moment the entire company would be straggling down the garden paths. The grandfather would sally forth, head high, for all the Colorado beetles had vanished since the day he sprinkled some suspicious looking powder in the watering can.
The uncles had long since lost interest in my little garden, each and every one of them. They would grin, straighten their caps, put their hands in their pockets and turn their backs on my wilderness.
I had no time to lose. I set the biscuit tin at the foot of the rowan tree and seized the trowel. “In paradisum te deducant angeli.” I started digging furiously. Rooms aplenty in the earth.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
ERWIN MORTIER (born 1965) made his mark in 1999 with his debut novel Marcel, which was awarded several prizes in Belgium and the Netherlands, and received acclaim throughout Europe. In the following years he quickly built up a reputation as one of the leading authors of his generation. His novel While the Gods Were Sleeping received the AKO Literature Prize, one of the most prestigious awards in the Netherlands. His latest work, Stammered Songbook, a raw yet tender elegy about illness and loss, was met with unanimous praise. Mortier’s evocative descriptions bring past worlds brilliantly to life.