A knot formed in her gut. He’d never seemed the suicidal type, but those words weren’t like him, and this was just the kind of thing she kept dreading would happen.
Sloane fell off her borrowed couch and fumbled around looking for her omni. She found the thing and almost dropped it twice trying to get it activated. Nervous, she tapped with a shaking finger through the menus until she found it.
“Sorry I didn’t get to say goodbye,” she read aloud, though at a whisper. “Should be back in a few months. Thanks for the opportunity.” That was it.
“What. The. Fuck,” she added, without even noticing the growing anger loaded on each word. Sloane slumped back against the cushions and stared at the wall. Months for what? “What goddamn opportunity?”
Kandros had given no details. Which meant he assumed she already knew what he was talking about. Sloane pushed herself upright, turned and marched, fists balled, toward Operations.
Sloane stormed past the two techies at the console, in their fruitless vigil. “Any sign of the arks?” she asked, not waiting for their answer because they always replied with the same damn thing.
“Negative,” they said to her back.
Sloane laughed, sardonically.
Tann was at the main navigation table, stooped over one of the maps, one hand at his chin, finger tapping away. He lifted his big eyes at her entrance and his face brightened considerably. “Welcome ba—”
“Where’s Kandros?”
“I… errr…” Her tone, as she’d hoped, had him already backpedaling.
“Where. The fuck. Is Kandros?”
“Aboard the shuttle called Boundless,” Tann said.
“So I would assume, then,” she replied, “that if I were to stroll down to the Colonial Affairs hangar, I’d find him there?”
“Ah, well, of course not.” Tann gestured to the table in front of him, and Sloane finally focused on what he’d been so intent on reviewing when she’d come in. A three-dimensional map of the space around them, crudely done, but the Nexus at the center gave it away. Tann pointed at a small glowing icon some distance away from the station.
“They’re here, now. Roughly speaking, I mean. We have no way to be precisely sure.”
Sloane came around the table, grabbed the salarian by his chin, and squeezed hard.
“Why is the ship gone, and why is my officer on board?” He could barely mouth a reply. Sloane eased up, but only just.
“Spender—”
“Spender,” she repeated. “Enough said.” She patted Tann on the cheek and walked away.
William Spender. The name wormed through her mind as she stormed toward his quarters. He’d taken over a glorified closet near one of the empty hangars they’d converted into storage space. Her omni-tool said he was there, and she could have just ordered him to come to her, but somehow it felt like a personal visit was in order. Her omni-tool told her other things, as well. It wasn’t just Kandros.
Eight of her officers were missing.
Sloane positioned herself in front of the door to his little cave and rapped hard on it.
“What now?” an annoyed voice asked from within.
“Open up,” she shot back. “Or do I need to kick the door down?”
“Oh,” the reply came. “Sloane. Thought it was that thug from life support again. Nnebron.”
“Sorry to disappoint. Open up.”
“Just a minute.”
“No. Immediately.” She heard rustling within. “I’m giving you five seconds, and then I’m going to see just how sturdy this door is.” She’d barely uttered the last of that when the door pulled suddenly inward.
Spender squeezed himself out of the pitch-black room and yanked the door closed behind him. “Sorry. Room’s a mess. We can talk in the commons, maybe?”
He took a step in that direction, avoiding her gaze. Sloane slammed her fist into the wall, a mere centimeter from his nose, and held it there. Spender slowly turned to face her.
“Okay, here’s fine.”
“I want you to explain to me why Kandros and seven other officers under my command are no longer aboard the Nexus.”
“The scouting mission,” Spender replied.
“What scouting mission?”
The man blinked, his brow furrowed slightly. “You don’t know?”
“Obviously I don’t know.”
“Seems to me you need to speak with Tann and Addison.”
“I’m here, now, speaking to you. Start talking.”
He looked like he’d just swallowed a hunk of rancid meat. Sloane didn’t budge, not even a little, and the man withered under her stare.
“It was decided that eight ships—”
“Decided by whom?”
“Well, Tann… with you and Addison in support, naturally.”
Sloane filed that. She could guess the rest, but watching Spender squirm proved oddly satisfying. Sloane twirled a finger. Go on.
To her extreme annoyance, Spender grinned at her. “You weren’t consulted,” he said more to himself than to her. Then he glanced at her fist. “Can’t say I’m surprised.”
“Spender, I’m going to send you on a solo scouting mission, unsuited, if you don’t tell me what I want to know.”
The weaselly grin faltered only a little. “I was informed that you guys had decided it was time to send a few CA ships out to the nearest star systems. Look for supplies, you know?”
Sloane leaned in until her nose almost touched his. “Stop assuming what I know or don’t know. Just talk.”
“Okay, okay, jeez.” He licked his lips. “Addison informed me of all this. The decision, the plan.”
“She said I was in agreement?”
“Er, I don’t recall the exact words. She didn’t say you weren’t. I didn’t ask. It was implied, I guess.”
Sloane frowned. “Keep talking.”
“Well,” he said, “she said they—you—they wanted to send eight shuttles, with full crews, and that I was to draw up the lists of who would go.” Before she could ask the question he raised his hands, palms out, pleading. “I thought you were aware. Okay?”
“Why Kandros? You know how much I rely on him.”
“Addison,” he started. “No, wait. Don’t go blaming her.”
“I’ll blame whoever the fuck I want. Just give me the facts.”
“Addison sent me this message, while I was prepping the rosters. About how Kandros was ideally suited to lead one of the ships.”
Sloane couldn’t argue, but that wasn’t the point. Spender continued.
“I thought that meant she’d cleared it with you. I mean, you were gone with the krogan, how was I supposed to know? How’d that go, by the way?”
“What? How’d what go?”
“With the krogan.”
“Don’t change the subject. I’m the one asking questions.” Sloane lowered her arm, though. Her anger had transformed. Blinding rage to the more thoughtful sort. Addison and Tann had done this. Spender was just a tool, in every sense of the word.
“Get the hell out of my sight.”
He straightened his coat, looked her up and down, then walked off. Seconds later she stood alone in the hall, staring at the door to his quarters through which he’d emerged like a snake from its hidey hole.
Sloane stood there for a long time, fists clenching and unclenching. Half of her wanted to march back to Operations, throw Tann into the wall and swing him around by the feet until she could toss him into Addison and watch the bosom buddies tumble to the ground.
The other part of her wondered what the point was, though. They’d teamed up against her. It was easy to think that. Easy to assume, as Spender had. Assumptions were dangerous though, and Sloane could make other assumptions, too. Could hear Tann’s reasoned, nonchalant excuses already.