Since Madeline's passing, Remy and Marlowe had felt more than a bit lost. Remy had hoped a trip to the house in Maine might have been good for them both, a change of scenery. A needed distraction.
He took a deep breath and gazed out over the porch rail at the falling snow. "I'm not sure how great this idea was," he said and sighed.
It had been spring the last time they'd come, before everything had been thrown on its ear.
Before the cancer.
They'd had a wonderful weekend, taking the day off from the office and driving up early Thursday afternoon. He'd felt something special even then, remembering how he'd experienced a weird kind of euphoria as he'd gotten out of the car and hauled their bags from the trunk.
Madeline had already gone inside, leaving the door to their getaway wide open. And as he had climbed the stairs to the front porch, watching his wife move about, pulling up shades and opening windows to air away the winter staleness, Remy had experienced a moment of perfect contentment.
This was what he had been waiting over a millennium for.
It wasn't as though he hadn't been happy until then. He'd been on the earth for hundreds of thousands of years, and there had certainly been moments of happiness, but right then and there, at that specific moment, Remy Chandler was fulfilled.
Since leaving Heaven after the Great War against the Morningstar, he'd been searching for something. He'd always known he would find it on the Almighty's greatest experiment, among His most complex creations.
And he did—it had just taken a little while.
It had all started to fall into place when he'd made the decision to live as a human. Suppressing his angelic nature, Remy had walked among them—learning from them—trying so desperately to be one of them.
But it had taken a purpose, a job, to finally set him on the right path. Choosing the name Remy Chandler, the angel Remiel now worked as a private investigator, and had at last found what he had been searching for. The job allowed him to see every facet of humanity, the depravity, the cruelty, the kindness, the passion. It allowed him to observe and to learn from them, and for three hundred dollars a day plus expenses, he helped them.
He'd been around humans for what seemed like forever, but they still had so much to teach him. And that was never more obvious than when he had first met the woman who would eventually become his wife.
Madeline.
She'd shown him what it truly meant to be human. She be- came the anchor that allowed him to keep the nature of the divine being he truly was at bay. After all he had lost in the Great War, Madeline had become his island. She had become his Heaven.
Now she was gone, and he feared that the skin of his humanity would begin to slip away, to slough off like that of a reptile, revealing what he had always been beneath.
"We could have stayed in Boston and been just as miserable," he said to his companion while rubbing the top of the dog's blocky head.
And as if in response, the wind picked up, blowing snow across the porch, showing that the harsh New England season still had plenty of bite left.
Marlowe turned his nose into the breeze. "Cold," he said softly, but loud enough for Remy to hear.
"Is it?" Remy answered, not having allowed himself to feel much of anything since his wife had died.
The Labrador placed his face in Remy's lap.
Marlowe's pack was now incomplete, and Remy could only imagine how difficult it was for him to understand that Madeline wasn't coming home. It was like attempting to explain the concept of death to a very young child.
"Sad," the dog said, and it just about broke Remy's heart.
"I know, I'm sad, too." He bent forward to whisper softly, lovingly, into the animal's ear. "What would make you happy?"
"Madeline come back?" Marlowe lifted his head excitedly. His ears perked up, and his thick tail wagged so hard that Remy thought for sure the dog would topple over.
"No, Madeline can't come back."
He remembered the strange experience he'd just had, and the feeling of his wife's hand in his. It was almost as if she had been with him again.
He kissed the bony top of the dog's hard head. "I wish she could, but she can't. Is there anything else that would make you happy?" Remy asked his four-legged friend.
Marlowe thought for a moment. "Pig's ear," he said, an excited little tremor in his voice.
"A pig's ear?" Remy asked, pretending to be surprised. "That's just gross."
"Pig's ear good," the dog answered. His muscular tail continued to wag.
"Y'think?" Remy wrinkled his nose in an expression of distaste.
"Yes!" Marlowe barked, stepping back, at full attention now.
"All right, then." Remy pushed himself up from the chair. "Let's go get you a…"
He sensed it at pretty much the same time that Marlowe did, and the promise of a pig's ear was momentarily forgotten.
Marlowe started to growl, low and rumbling, the thick black fur around his neck and above his tail rising in caution.
Remy walked across the porch to the top of the stairs. He looked out at the woods surrounding the property, the cold wind causing the little vegetation that was able to survive the winter to sway and rustle.
In spite of how it looked, he knew that they were no longer alone.
There was a disturbance in the air near the driveway and Remy watched as a human figure gradually materialized in a walk toward them.
The male figure was tall, dressed in a finely tailored gray suit, but wasn't a man.
Marlowe was by Remy's side now, barking crazily.
"Quiet," he ordered. "It's all right."
"Greetings, Remiel," the angel Sariel said with the slightest hint of a bow. The angel was tall, his features pale and perfect, as if sculpted by a master from the finest Italian marble. He adjusted the sleeves of his suit jacket as he looked around him.
Sariel was the leader of a host of angels called the Grigori, messengers sent by Heaven in the earliest days of humanity to guide God's latest creations. They had became corrupted by the early decadence of man, and soon found themselves on the receiving end of the Lord's wrath.
The Grigori had been robbed of their wings and banished to Earth, there to await the Almighty's forgiveness before being allowed to once more pass through the gates of Heaven.
Sariel and his brothers had been waiting for a very long time.
"What can I do for you?" Remy asked the angel.
Marlowe continued to growl, his eyes locked upon the immaculately dressed angel standing in the snow-covered pathway leading up to the house.
"Is this where you've come to mourn?" Sariel asked.
"Excuse me?" Remy felt his anger begin to rise.
"I heard about your mate's passing," the Grigori leader stated flatly. "And I wonder if this is where you've come to mourn your loss?"
The dog was becoming extremely upset, and Remy reached over to place a calming hand atop his head.
"Shhhhhhhhh, now," Remy said, hoping to quiet his own growing anger as well.
"This is a private place," Remy told the angel. "Which poses the question of how you've come to find me here." "Forgive the intrusion," Sariel said without an ounce of sincerity.
It was very difficult for Sariel to even pretend to understand what it was like to be human. The Grigori, and many of the other angelic beings that had come to walk the Earth, viewed the human race as just one more example of the myriad animal species that existed upon the surface of the world, refusing to acknowledge how special they truly were.
Refusing to acknowledge that they had been touched by God.
Remy was a rarity among heavenly beings, one who actually embraced humanity and strived to be a part of it.
"I do not wish to intrude upon your bereavement, but a matter of grave importance has arisen since last we saw one another," Sariel continued.