“I suppose that would be a good career move for you, Victor.”
“Ought to be. Astrobiology. The field’s wide open, with all the discoveries they’re making on the moons of Jupiter and all.”
“Then you’ll be leaving us?”
“I’ve got to!” His voice took on a pained note. “I mean, Mance won’t let me publish my work here until that fucking patent comes through. I’ll be dead meat unless I can get into an area where I can make a name for myself.”
“You and Mance work so well together, though,” Lara said. “I know he’ll be shocked when you tell him.”
“He doesn’t need me around here anymore. He’s milked my brain and gotten what he wants.”
Lara was surprised at the bitterness in his voice. “Mance will miss you,” she said.
“Will you?”
“Of course I’ll miss you, Victor.”
He licked his lips, then blurted, “Then come to Melbourne with me, Lara! Let’s get away from here together!”
Stunned, Lara staggered a few steps away from him.
“I’m in love with you, Lara. I really am. The past couple of months … it’s been so…” He hesitated, as though gasping for breath. “I want to marry you.”
He looked so forlorn, so despairing, yet at the same time so intense, so burning with urgency that Lara didn’t know what to reply, how to react.
“I’m so sorry, Victor,” she heard herself say gently. “I really am. I love Mance. You know that.”
He hung his head, mumbling, “I know. I’m sorry, too. I shouldn’t have told you.”
“It’s very sweet of you, Victor,” she said, trying to soften his anguish. “I’m really very flattered that you feel this way. But it can’t be.”
“I know,” he repeated. “I know.” But what he heard in her words was, If it weren’t for Mance I could fall in love with you, Victor.
Elliott Danvers knew that the elders of the New Morality were testing him. He had sweated and struggled through divinity school, accepting the snickers and snide jokes about a punch-drunk ex-prizefighter trying to become a minister of God. He had kept his temper, even when some of his fellow students’ practical jokes turned vicious. I can’t get into a fight, he would tell himself. I’d be accused of attempted manslaughter if I hit one of them, and they know it. That’s why they feel free to torment me. And I’m not clever enough to outwit them. Be silent. Be patient with those who persecute you. Turn the other cheek. This nonsense of theirs is a small price to pay for setting my life on a better path.
He graduated near the bottom of his class, but he graduated. Danvers was a man who drove doggedly onward to complete whatever task he was burdened with. He had learned as a child in the filth-littered back alleys of Detroit that you took what came and you dealt with it, whether it was the punches of a faster, harder-hitting opponent or the thinly veiled contempt of a teacher who’d be happy to flunk you.
His reward for graduating without getting into any trouble was a ministry. He was now the Reverend Elliott Danvers, D.D. His faculty advisor congratulated him on bearing all the crosses that his playful classmates and vindictive teachers had hung on his broad shoulders.
“You’ve done well, Elliott,” said his advisor, a pleased smile on his gray, sagging face. “There were times when I didn’t think you’d make it, but you persevered and won the final victory.”
Danvers knew that his academic grades had been marginal, at best. He bowed his head humbly and murmured, “I couldn’t have made it without your help, sir. And God’s.”
His advisor laid a liver-spotted hand on Danvers’s bowed head. “My blessings on you, my son. Wherever the New Morality sends you, remember that you are doing God’s work. May He shower His grace upon you.”
“Amen,” said Danvers, with true conviction.
So they sent him to this strange, outlandish place in the mountains of Ecuador. It’s a test, Danvers kept telling himself. The elders are testing my resolve, my dedication, my ability to win converts to God.
Ciudad de Cielo was a little prefab nest of unbelievers, scientists and engineers who were at best agnostics, together with local workers and clerks who practiced a Catholic faith underlain with native superstitions and idol worship.
Worst of all, though, they were all engaged in an enormous project that smacked of blasphemy. A tower that reached into the sky. A modern, high-technology Tower of Babel. Danvers was certain it was doomed to fail. God would not permit mortal men to succeed in such a work.
Then he remembered that he had been placed here to do God’s work. If this tower is to fail, I must be the agent of its destruction. God wills it. That’s why the New Morality sent me here.
Danvers knew that his ostensible task was to take care of people’s souls. But hardly anyone wanted his help. The natives seemed quite content with their hodge-podge of tribal rituals and Catholic rites. Most of the scientists and engineers simply ignored him or regarded him as a spy sent by the New Morality to snoop on them. A few actively baited him, but their slings and barbs were nothing compared to the cruelty of his laughing classmates.
One man, though, seemed troubled enough to at least put up with him: Victor Molina, a close assistant of the chief of this tremendous project. Danvers watched him for weeks, certain that Molina was showing the classic signs of depression: moodiness, snapping at his coworkers, almost always taking his meals alone. He looked distinctly unhappy. The only time he seemed to smile was on those rare occasions when he had dinner in the restaurant with the project chief and the woman he was living with.
Living in sin, Danvers thought darkly. He himself had given up all thought of sex, except for the fiendish dreams that were sent to tempt him. No, he told himself during his waking hours. It was the desire for women and money that almost led you to your destruction in the ring. They broke your hand, they nearly destroyed your soul because of your indecent desires. Better to pluck out your eye if it offends you. Instead, Danvers used modern pharmacology to keep his libido stifled.
He approached Molina carefully, gradually, knowing that the man would reject or even ridicule an overt offer of help.
During lunchtime the city’s only restaurant offered a buffet. After thinking about it for weeks, Danvers used it as an opening ploy with Molina.
“Do you mind if I sit with you?” he asked, holding his lunch-laden tray in both hands. “I hate to eat alone.”
Molina looked up sourly, but then seemed to recognize the minister. Danvers did not use clerical garb; he wore no collar. But he always dressed in a black shirt and slacks.
“Yeah, why not?” Molina said. He was already halfway through his limp sandwich, Danvers saw.
Suppressing an urge to compliment the scientist on his gracious manners, Danvers sat down and silently, unobtrusively said grace as he began unloading his tray. They talked about inconsequential things, the weather, the status of the project, the sad plight of the refugees driven from coastal cities such as Boston by the greenhouse flooding.
“It’s their own frigging fault. They had plenty of warning,” Molina grumbled, finishing his sandwich. “Years of warning. Nobody listened.”
Danvers nodded silently. No contradictions, he told himself. You’re here to win his confidence, not to debate his convictions.
Over the next several weeks Danvers bumped into Molina often enough so that they started to be regular luncheon partners. Their conversations grew less guarded, more open.
“Astrobiology?” Danvers asked at one point. “That’s what you want to do?”
Molina grinned wickedly at him. “Does that shock you?”
“Not at all,” Danvers replied, trying to hide his uneasiness. “There’s no denying that scientists have found living organisms on other worlds.”