Joey had read of worms that glowed in the dark. Mr. Hirk was glowing. Like one of the plant’s leaves, his face was glowing, and his voice cleaned itself up as if it were going to church.
When Marcella went to him — to Stengl, her teacher, sent by one lover to another — she was about your age — how Stengl must have adored her little fingers — with a waist that didn’t require a corset. Though in later years … Mr. Hirk spoke of Marcella Sembrich as if she were an old friend. He spoke and he glowed. Yes, yes, Marcella stayed with him — with Stengl, stern as he was — studying — she stayed despite his sternness for eleven years. Joey heard the word “stayed” with a pang. Eleven years of piano. Mr. Hirk made a point of it. Not eleven years of voice, not five. No. Though she sang in some community choruses during that time and was thought to have a pretty soprano. Mr. Hirk always stood to talk, because scrunched up he was short of breath, but his voice was aimed at the floor. She married the old man, Stengl, eventually, after he’d kissed her fingers often, growing old in his role as her teacher, and after she, who had arrived as a bud, became a blossom. He had taken her to Italy to study singing, because he believed there was more to her “pretty” voice than prettiness, that inside her small light soprano there was something big and dark. Oh yes, he did hear a darkness. And that “big” voice was born there too, in sunny Italy, like a baby born to a giant. Then he swept her off to London without even telling her why. He had said to his young wife one day, We are going away to London. Why? She wanted to know of course. It was natural to want to know. You shall see, her husband said. It will be for the best. And Stengl figured out a way to get her heard there. Not just heard there … heard well. She sang a selection from Lucia with the Covent Garden Orchestra accompanying her. Imagine. The entire orchestra playing, she singing. Just imagine. You have heard of Covent Garden? On that legendary stage. She sang. There, where the great Patti had just rehearsed. She sang. Marcella Sembrich sang. Well, they rose, the violins first, to applaud her performance. They said she sang like a violin — and in fact she played that instrument, though not as well as the piano. After that the happy couple — wouldn’t they have been a happy couple? — his wisdom and her fingers, her figure and her voice, his worship and his passion — traveled to Russia and Spain and America, too. Where she was an astonishment. In Lucia. At the Met. In I Puritani, in La Sonnambula. What vocal calligraphy! You know about the Met? You should have heard her in The Magic Flute. Such a queen — such dark power — with her voice — she invoked it. Like a setting sun calls forth the night. For a moment Mr. Hirk was proud of his age. A piano teacher had flown the soprano to these great heights: an old man was her wings, as well as her lover, and saw her soar.
Joey knew then that he would not be able to tell Mr. Hirk he was fired, that the lessons were over—“terminated,” a word Miriam had learned at work to fear — now that Mr. Hirk was finally reaching out — only figuratively, of course — to his pupil, and opening his heart’s attic to him, unwrapping his enthusiasms, and — young Joey recognized — confronting the death of his hopes, the ruins of his life. Mr. Hirk, after all, lived in a small dark leaf-lit room; he was no one who had ever played or sung before the public; he had probably never even taught another who might, then, have gone on to earn acclaim. And for a pittance, for pity, he was beating booktime to a boy who was only, at best, a mime, a faker who had never faked a measure of Chopin, and didn’t even know what a Czerny was.
Mr. Hirk had managed to raise an admonitory finger. Marcella Sembrich, wisely counseled, he said sternly, had not strained her voice singing Wagner. Oh she was pure bel canto, pure Italian, he said with hoarse approval. Always, small Joey, she studied. Her whole career. To sing Lucia, to sing Traviata. To sing Verdi, Donizetti, Puccini. But you are playing at playing, not working at playing, you are only pleasing yourself, small Joey. Well, you must stop having fun and learn the fundamentals. Then you may be able to please someone else.
In these words small Joey heard he hadn’t made Mr. Hirk happy. That’s what he heard. Moreover, the name — Small Joey — was new, and not nice. These criticisms restiffened his resolve. He would hand Mr. Hirk his envelope, give him the small sum he was charging for the lessons, and say his services were no longer needed. He would do this with a dignity for which he was presently searching.
But Mr. Hirk, who had not heard what Joey was resolving, who had not felt the stiffening of anyone’s will, went on without pause to another tale. This anecdote was about a true pianist. It might have been titled: “Ignace Jan Paderewski and the Spider.” The story was wholly unfamiliar to Joey, who had decided not to listen. Like you, Paderewski was slow to become a student; like you he had bad teachers; like you he learned through his ears and had no technique, only instinctive fingers that went for the nearest note like kids after cake; yes, yes, like you he did not know how to work. Yet he became the greatest pianist of his time. Of his time … And more than that …
Joey let his features settle into the sullenness that Miriam found so insufferable, but Mr. Hirk’s mind was in another country, an ocean and a sea away, where Joey was an eager auditor whatever his face let on. Mr. Hirk cleared his throat of phlegm that, fortunately, never materialized.
Paderewski was studying in Vienna with Leschetizky — a name you do not know, because I have taught you nothing — and he had taken a couple of tiny rooms near the villa of this greatest of piano teachers, the author of a method named for him that had helped to eminence some of the most famous pianists of that age. Young Paderewski, as I say, had no technique; he was like you in that, small Joey, though he was, I must also say, a master of the pedal, he pedaled better than you do perched upon your bike. He did not kick the pedal, or otherwise abuse it, he caressed it—“footsie,” we say, you know — he played footsie with the pedal. Never did he chew upon himself neither. He was growed up! Anyway — are you listening? This is a lesson, which is what you are here for — so — one day, in his little candlelit room as dark as this one on account of the plants, Paderewski was practicing a piece by Chopin, an exercise in thirds. You do know thirds? While he was playing, a tiny spider dropped down from the ceiling to just one side of him, a bit above the deck of the piano, on a threadlike length of web. Do you know the word “gossamer”? The spider hung there listening to the Chopin. It was no more than a dot suspended in the air — a piece of punctuation. The spider hung there while Paderewski played. Hear him? How he played, that man!
You may smile, Mr. Hirk said, although Joey hadn’t softened his sullenness by a twitch. Paderewski smiled himself. He was charmed. So … when the exercise in thirds had been completed, he went on, as was his habit, to another one in sixths. The spider immediately scampered, as it seemed, up his silver line to the ceiling. Observing this — you see it? — Paderewski returned to the exercise in thirds and began to repeat it. Lo, believe it and behold, eh? down like a fireman his pole the spider slid. All the way to the piano deck where he sat and once more listened. At the end of that exercise, which he had to repeat entirely because it so enchanted the spider, Paderewski went about his other business. How long must one entertain a tiny spider, no bigger than a period? Especially one who hasn’t paid for its seat at the concert …