Sand! Cascading into his eyes, filling his mouth and nose. He's buried in sand!
He's got to get out!
His struggles become frantic. He tears through the sheet and fights the incalculable weight, working his hands and then his arms through the granules. He's strong, and soon his hands are snaking up through the sand, slowly making their way to the surface. . .
CAROLE . . .
The setting sun's blood-red eye stared at Carole from the car's rearview mirror. She flipped the dimmer toggle to cut its brightness and steered the Lincoln along Route 88. She was thinking about napalm.
Lacey fidgeted in the passenger seat and toyed with the revolver in her lap. The cowboys—or Vichy, as Lacey called them—had been conspicuous by their absence today. Maybe the undead were alarmed by the loss of the one Carole had killed last night—dear God, had it been less than twenty-four hours?—and were keeping them close by during the light hours. Even so, she and Lacey might have the bad luck of running into a party of them before reaching the beach.
Carole glanced at the barrel of the shotgun on the armrest between them. Nothing was going to keep them from Father Joe's graveside tonight.
Carole and Lacey had caught up on their sleep during the day, awakening this afternoon to find the parishioners nervous and edgy. Father Joe was still missing and they were giving up hope that he'd be found alive. Carole had told them that even if he'd been killed, he'd want them to fight on.
They'd wanted to know how, and that was when Carole had begun thinking of napalm.
It was easy to make. She'd need soap flakes. Soap wasn't edible so there'd be no shortage of flakes in the looted grocery stores. If she could get her hands on some kerosene, she'd be in business. Napalm stuck to whatever it splashed against and burned so hot it turned human flesh into fuel to feed its flames. Would the same happen with undead flesh?
Only one way to find out...
She heard a sob and looked at Lacey. Tears glistened on her cheeks.
"What's wrong?"
"I hope we did the right thing."
Carole knew exactly how she felt. Apprehension had been clawing at her gut all day.
"You're having second thoughts?"
"Oh, yes. Ohhhhhh, yes. I don't want to watch him digging his way out of the ground, I don't want to see his undead eyes or hear his undead voice. I don't want that to be my last memory of him." She stared at Carole. "If I believed in God I'd be praying to him right now."
Strange, Carole thought. I do believe in Him and I've stopped praying. He doesn't seem to be listening.
"Are you all right, Lacey? I mean, after what happened yesterday?"
"Do you mean after finding my dearest and closest living relative dead and helping dig his grave? Or do you mean after getting gang raped?"
Carole winced at her tone and at the images "gang raped" conjured. "Nevermind. Sorry."
Lacey reached over and squeezed her arm. "Hey, no. I'm sorry." She sighed. "I guess I'm doing about as well as can be expected. I'm still sore as hell, but I'm healing."
"I didn't mean physically. I meant the hurt within. Emotionally. It's such an awful, awful thing ..." Carole ran out of words.
Lacey shrugged. "Same answer, I suppose. I know I'd feel different if it had happened—the rape, I mean—say, a year ago, back in the old civilized world. I would have been thinking, 'How could this happen?' and 'Why me?' I would have felt like some sort of pariah or loser, that the world and society had let me down, that some throwbacks had smashed through all the rules and targeted me. And I would have felt somehow to blame. Yeah, can you believe that? I bet I would've. I know I'd have wanted to dig myself a hole and pull the ground over me."
Carole tried to imagine how she'd feel if places were reversed, but her imagination wasn't up to it. She nodded to keep Lacey talking. She'd heard it was bad to keep something like this bottled up.
"Are you saying you don't feel that way now?"
Lacey shook her head. "Yeah ... I don't know. It's a different world now, a world without any rules, except maybe those of the jungle. There's no law, no order, and because of that, I don't seem to have that pariah-loser-victim feeling. And I don't feel ashamed. I feel disgusted and sickened and violated, but I don't feel ashamed. I feel hate and I want revenge, but I don't feel a need to hide. A year ago I'd have felt scarred for life. Now I feel... as if I've been splattered with mud—rotten, nasty mud—but nothing I can't wash off and then move on. Does that make sense?"
Carole nodded. She knew as well as anyone how the rules had changed, and she with them.
"You're strong, though. I don't know if I could bounce back from something like that."
"I wouldn't exactly call it 'bouncing.' But don't shortchange yourself, Carole. You're tougher than you let on. I think you could handle anything. Let's just hope you never have to find out."
"Amen," Carole said.
Thinking of men who could do such heinous things drew Carole's thoughts back to napalm, but she pushed them aside as the boardwalk buildings hove into view. She parked and gave herself half a moment to inhale the briny air. Then she double-checked the old book bag—crosses, stakes, garlic, hammer, flashlight. All there.
Let's just pray we don't have to use them, she thought.
What they most likely would use were the two peanut butter sandwiches on home-baked bread they'd brought along. Somewhere old Mrs. Delmonico had found whole wheat flour and a propane stove.
They left the shotgun in the car, but Lacey carried her pistol at the ready as they hurried across the deserted boardwalk and down to the beach. Lacey stayed in the lead when they ducked under the boards where they'd buried Father Joe, but stopped dead in her tracks with a cry of alarm.
Carole bumped into her from behind. "What—?"
"Oh, no!" Lacey cried. "It can't be!"
Carole pushed her aside and saw what she was looking at. The grave had been disturbed.
"He's already out!" Lacey wailed.
"No. He can't be. The sun hasn't set yet."
She pointed to areas of darker sand atop the light. "But some of the sand's still damp. That means it came from deeper down. And not too long ago."
"Then someone's dug him up. It's the only explanation."
Lacey's eyes were wild. "But who? We were the only ones who knew. And why?"
She glanced around and noticed linear tracks leading out to the beach. "Look. We didn't leave those. Someone's dragged him out."
"They can't have gone too far." Carole heard Lacey cock her pistol as she started back toward the beach. "The sons of bitches..."
Carole followed her out and they stood together, looking up and down the beach and along the gently rolling dunes that eased toward the water. She blinked ... was that someone ... ? Yes, it looked like a man, standing at the water line with a towel draped over his shoulders, staring out to sea.
"Look, Lacey," Carole said, pointing. "Do you see him?"
Lacey nodded and started forward. "You think he did it?"
"Perhaps." Carole fell into step beside her. "If not, he might have seen who did."
But as they approached, the white towel began to look more like a sheet, and the back of the man's head, the color of his hair began to look more and more familiar ...
They were twenty feet away when Carole stopped and grabbed Lacey's arm. "Oh, dear God," she whispered. "It looks like ..."
Lacey was nodding. "I know." Her voice had shrunken to a high-pitched squeak. "But it can't be."
He looked wet, as if he'd gone for a swim. Carole stepped forward, closed to within half a dozen feet of him. Trembling inside and out, she wet her lips. Her tongue felt as dry as old leather.