His comrades nodded, looking around wide-eyed.
The destruction was barely an hour old but already skulkers worked to brace the remaining structures with stray timbers. Others picked among the heaps, probably looters looking for valuables or food. Orcs, humans, half-breeds, illithids, and drow moved quietly among the wreckage in the streets, their eyes more furtive than usual, their weapons and wands more in evidence. Stray animals wandered throughout, dogs among them. Cale thought of Riven.
"Gods," Magadon oathed as they navigated the destruction.
Cale could only nod. While the slaadi had been responsible for the destruction, Cale still felt soiled by his participation in the events that had led up to it. Skullport was a pit, true, but nothing and no one deserved what he was seeing.
They continued on, the tension as thick as the dust. Thankfully, they saw no sign of the Skulls.
They did see slaves. Plenty of them. Coffles of humans, elves, dwarves, and less common races walked the streets, chained together and clinking. Bugbear overseers with morningstars growled commands. Not even the partial collapse of the city could halt the slave trade.
Cale tried to find something familiar that would give him his bearings. At last he did-the Rusty Anchor. It still stood, seemingly untouched by the destruction. He thought of checking for Varra there, but decided against it. She would not be at the inn. She would be home or… not. He knew they were not far from her row house. He remembered walking her home from the inn. He ignored the hole in his stomach that formed around his fear that she might be harmed … or worse.
Cale picked up the pace. The comrades took care to not draw attention to themselves, and Cale kept the shadows knit tightly about them.
"Someday," Jak whispered, as they passed a half-orc leading three male human slaves in neck chains.
"Someday," Cale echoed, and meant it.
As they walked, he saw that the destruction was worse in some places, not as bad in others. He estimated that perhaps three-quarters of the buildings at ground level had survived. No doubt the upper levels had suffered more. Still, he could see that many of those had actually survived too.
And everywhere the life of the city continued, albeit in a more subdued manner. The inns they passed were less raucous, the hawking of the flesh vendors less vigorous, the expressions of the slaves more despondent.
The city had survived and would rebuild, Cale figured. He was not sure whether that was a good or bad thing.
"I hate this place," Jak said softly.
Cale nodded. He did, too.
He changed the subject, saying, "No sign of the Skulls, at least."
He wondered if Skullport's rulers had survived the tapping of the mantle. He knew several had been destroyed in the battle the slaadi had engineered between the slavers' factions. But that left several unaccounted for.
Sidestepping piles of debris, they picked their way through the city until they reached its northern edge. Cale's throat tightened as they neared Varra's row house.
When he saw that it was still standing, he blew out a relieved breath. For a moment, he debated with himself about whether he should approach her home. It seemed somehow. . presumptuous.
But he made up his mind quickly. He had to confirm that she was all right. And he wanted her to know that he cared whether she was all right.
"Stay here," he said to Jak and Magadon.
"Here?" Jak asked.
"I won't be long," Cale answered. "Keep your eyes open."
As he approached Varra's home his feet felt suddenly heavy. From behind, he caught the whiff of Jak's tobacco. The little man had lit up.
He saw no movement behind the papered windows of the row house. The roof sagged and one wall bowed, but he thought the structure might have looked like that even before the cavern had partially collapsed.
He walked to the door, a weather-beaten cabin door probably taken from a wrecked ship long ago. It occurred to him only then that he had no idea what he would say to her. Too late.
He stood before the door for a moment, undecided. Finally he rapped on it, gingerly at first, then harder.
Muffled voices from within, at least two women.
"Who is there?" asked a female voice from behind the closed door. "There's no food here. And I am armed."
For a moment, he could not find his voice. Finally he managed, "I'm looking for Varra. Is she here?"
The door flew open so fast that Cale barely avoided it.
Varra stood in the doorway, dressed in the same homespun dress in which Cale had last seen her. When she saw him, she put her hand to her mouth and her eyes welled. The rusty dagger she held in her other hand fell to the ground.
"You," she said at last.
"I told you I would come back," he said.
She nodded, stared at him. Her mouth opened, closed, and finally she said, "Where were you? Were you hurt in all this?" Her gesture took in the destruction.
"I was … nearby," he said. "I was not hurt. I was worried that you were."
"I kept hoping…." she said. She looked away from him and took a deep breath. "I'm glad you are here."
"I am too," he said.
She looked into his eyes and smiled.
He wanted to touch her, to hold her, but did not feel that he was entitled. He wanted her to fly into his arms but she did not. He wanted to smile but it wouldn't come. They looked past and around each other for a few uncomfortable breaths.
From within the row house, a woman's voice called, "Who is it, Varra?"
"It's none of your affair," Varra snapped over her shoulder.
Grumbles answered her but quickly faded.
She turned and looked Cale in the face. Before she could speak, Cale plunged into deep water. "I am here for you," he said.
At that, her eyes flashed. She leaned toward him, perhaps unconsciously.
"I am leaving and I want to take you out of here," he continued. "It's not safe anymore, if it ever was."
She looked alternately surprised, grateful, and afraid. "When?" she said.
"Right now," Cale said. "I can take you to Selgaunt. A city on the surface. In a breath you can be gone from here."
He reached out and took her hand, held it lightly. Her skin was so soft, so warm.
"Now. ." she said, as though trying out the word. "But…"
"Now," he said. "You can start anew there."
At his words, she looked at him sharply and he wondered what he had said. He saw the struggle on her face but he did not understand it. After a moment, the struggle ended. She took his hand between hers.
"Do you feel something between us? Something. . special?"
Cale hesitated. He had known her for only hours. Still, he could not deny the. . connection. Her touch set him aflame. He nodded, and Varra exhaled.
"I do too," she said. "That's why I want us to start anew, not just me. Why not, 'We can start anew there?' "
Cale understood it then. He struggled for an answer, at last decided that he would not lie to her.
"I'm involved in something. Something big. Bigger than even this, I think." He indicated the destruction of Skullport. "I won't be able to be with you, not for a while. . maybe not ever. My life is. . moving in unexpected directions."
She stared into his eyes, sadness in the set of her mouth. But resolve, too.
"Then come back when it's over," she said. "Come back when fate permits a 'we.'"
Cale looked at her sorrowful face and could not stop himself. He pulled her close-she did not resist-and softly kissed her lips.
"I will," he said.
With that, he turned and walked away, not knowing if he would ever see her again.
He met up with Jak and Magadon. Both looked questions at him but had the sense not to ask anything. In silence, he drew the darkness around them and pictured in his mind's eye an alley in Selgaunt that he knew well.