“Bob Whitley.”
“Oh, the paper boy.”
Young Whitley’s sideline, which was soliciting subscriptions after school hours, Veda regarded as a gross social error, and Mildred smiled. “He’ll be a paper boy without a birthday cake if I don’t find some way to get it over there. Eat your cake now, and then run over to Grandfather’s and see if he minds taking me up to Mrs. Whitley’s in his car.”
“Can’t we use our car?”
“Your father’s out with it, and — he may be late. Run along now. Take Ray with you, and Grandfather’ll ride you both back.”
Veda stalked unhurriedly out, and Mildred heard her call Ray in from the street. But in a minute or two she was back. She closed the door carefully and spoke with even more than her usual precision. “Mother, where’s Father?”
“He — had to go somewhere.”
“Why did he take his clothes?”
When Mildred promised Bert to “take care of it,” she had pictured a vague scene, which would end up with “Mother’ll tell you more about it some day.” But she had forgotten Veda’s passion for her father’s clothes, the proud inspection of his tuxedo, his riding breeches, his shiny boots and shoes, which was a daily ritual that not even a trip to her grandfather’s was going to interfere with. And she had also forgotten that it was impossible to fool Veda. She began examining some imaginary imperfection on the cake. “He’s gone away.”
“Where?”
“I don’t know.”
“Is he coming back—”
“No.”
She felt wretched, wished Veda would come over to her, so she could take her in her arms and tell her about it in some way that didn’t seem so shame-faced. But Veda’s eyes were cold, and she didn’t move. Mildred doted on her, for her looks, her promise of talent, and her snobbery, which hinted at things superior to her own commonplace nature. But Veda doted on her father, for his grand manner and fine ways, and if he disdained gainful work, she was proud of him for it. In the endless bickerings that had marked the last few months, she had invariably been on his side, and often withered her mother with lofty remarks. Now she said: “I see, Mother. I just wanted to know.”
Presently Ray came in, a chubby, tow-haired little thing, four years younger than Veda, and the picture of Mildred. She began dancing around, pretending she was going to poke her finger into the cake, but Mildred stopped her, and told her what she had just told Veda. She began to cry, and Mildred gathered her into her arms, and talked to her as she had wanted to talk in the first place. She said Father thought the world of them both, that he hadn’t said good-bye because he didn’t want to make them feel badly, that it wasn’t his fault, but the fault of a lot of things she couldn’t tell about now, but would explain later on some time. All this she said to Ray, but she was really talking to Veda, who was still standing there, gravely listening. After a few minutes Veda evidently felt some obligation to be friendly, for she interrupted to say: “If you mean Mrs. Biederhof, Mother, I quite agree. I think she’s distinctly middle-class.”
Mildred was able to laugh at this, and she seized the chance to gather Veda to her, and kiss her. Then she sent both children off to their grandfather’s. She was glad that she herself hadn’t said a word about Mrs. Biederhof, and resolved that the name should never pass her lips in their presence.
Mr. Pierce arrived with the car and an invitation to supper, and after a moment’s reflection, Mildred accepted. The Pierces had to be told, and if she told them now, after having supper with them, it would show there were no hard feelings, and that she wanted to continue relations as before. But after the cake had been delivered, and she had sat around with them a few minutes, she detected something in the air. Whether Bert had already stopped by, or the children had made some slip, she didn’t know, but things weren’t as usual. Accordingly, as soon as supper was over and the children had gone out to play, she got grimly at it. Mr. Pierce and Mom, both originally from Connecticut, lived in a smaller, though just as folksy Pierce Home, on a pension he received as a former railroad man. But they were comfortable enough, and usually took their twilight ease in a small patio back of the house. It was here that Mildred broke the news.
A silence fell on them, a glum silence that lasted a long time. Mom was in the swing. She began touching the ground with her foot and it began rocking, and as it rocked it squeaked. Then she began to talk, in a bitter, jerky way, looking neither at Mildred nor at Mr. Pierce. “It’s that Biederhof woman. It’s her fault, from beginning to end. It’s been her fault, ever since Bert started going with her. That woman’s a huzzy. I’ve known it ever since I first laid eyes on her. The idea, carrying on like that with a married man. And her own husband not dead a year yet. And the filthy way she keeps house. And going around like she does with her breasts wobbling every which way, so any man’s got to look at her, whether he wants to or not. What did she have to pick on my boy for? Wasn’t there enough men, without she had to...”
Mildred closed her eyes and listened, and Mr. Pierce sucked his pipe, and put in melancholy remarks of his own. It was all about Mrs. Biederhof, and in a way this was a relief. But then a sense of vague apprehension stirred within her. This evening, she knew, was important, for what was said now would be written indelibly on the record. For the children’s sake, if no other, it was vital that she give no word of false testimony, or omit words essential to a fair report, or in any way leave a suspicion of untruthfulness. Also, she felt a growing annoyance at the facile way in which everything was being blamed on a woman who really had very little to do with it. She let Mom run down, and after a long silence, said: “It’s not Mrs. Biederhof.”
“Who is it, then?”
“It’s a whole lot of things, and if they hadn’t happened, Bert wouldn’t any more have looked at her than he would have looked at an Eskimo woman. It’s — what happened to Bert’s business. And the awful time we had getting along. And the way Bert got fed up. And—”
“You mean to tell me this is Bert’s fault?”
Mildred waited a minute, for fear the rasp in Mom’s voice would find an answering rasp in her own. Then she said: “I don’t say it was anybody’s fault, unless it was the Depression’s fault, and certainly Bert couldn’t help that.” She stopped, then doggedly plowed on with what she dreaded, and yet felt had to be said: “But I might as well tell you, Bert wasn’t the only one that got fed up. I got fed up too. He didn’t start this thing today. I did.”
“You mean — you put Bert out?”
The rasp in Mom’s voice was so pronounced now, her refusal to admit basic realities so infuriating, that Mildred didn’t trust herself to speak at all. It was only after Mr. Pierce had interposed, and a cooling five minutes had passed, that she said: “It had to come.”
“It certainly did have to come if you went and put that poor boy out. I never heard of such a thing in my life. Where’s he at now?”
“I don’t know.”
“And it’s not even your house.”
“It’ll be the bank’s house pretty soon if I don’t find a way to raise the interest money.”
When Mom replied to that, Mr. Pierce quickly shushed her down, and Mildred smiled sourly to herself that the barest mention of interest money meant a rapid change of subject. Mr. Pierce returned to Mrs. Biederhof, and Mildred thought it diplomatic to chime in: “I’m not defending her for a minute. And I’m not blaming Bert. All I’m trying to say is that what had to come had to come, and if it came today, and I was the one that brought it on, it was better than having it come later, when there would have been still more hard feelings about it.”