Those surfer-blue eyes were suddenly chrome-cold, flat, dangerous. “It’s more a case of having things to do, people to kill, before I set up house.”
“I don’t want to know.”
“No, you don’t.”
Talin froze, able to sense his deep-seated anger. She felt tension begin to knot up her spine. Male anger was not something she did well with. That level of trust-for them to not turn on her even when angry-she had only with Clay. And the depth of that trust was a revelation, one that awoke wonder in her.
Dorian’s eyes narrowed. “I’m not going to hurt you.”
She answered his bluntness with the same. “I don’t know you well enough to trust you.”
He nodded. “Fair enough.”
She could’ve left it at that, but…“Being that angry, holding it so close, it’s not good for you.” She could almost touch the vicious rage hidden beneath his handsome facade.
“I get enough of that from Sascha,” he said with a scowl. “Why don’t you stick to babying Clay?”
“How do you think he’d react?”
Dorian’s smile returned, slow and more than a little satisfied. “I think you’re the one person who could get away with it.”
She hunched her shoulders, uncomfortable. “I don’t have that much power.” Wouldn’t know what to do with it if she had. All she wanted was the chance to love Clay, to wipe away the past with the beauty of the present. Before this fucking disease ended everything. Her own ever-present anger grew a dull flame in her gut.
“You got him blind drunk. Clay doesn’t drink.”
Her head snapped up. “What?”
“He went on a bender the day you came back into his life.” He raised an eyebrow. “I’m guessing you two have a history.”
“Something like that,” she muttered, sick at the thought of what Dorian had described, but trying not to betray what the knowledge had done to her.
Somehow, he knew. Taking off his cap, he put it on her head. “Suits you.”
It was a gesture of affection, pure and simple. Her heart melted a tiny bit. “Thanks.”
“And don’t worry about Clay-he needed to cut loose.” He grinned. “Man has a right to get drunk over a woman who matters. I’d have been more worried if he hadn’t started acting crazy.”
The words were light, but she got the picture. It seemed she hadn’t been alone in putting her emotions in deep freeze. “If I wasn’t already taken,” she said, liking him for telling her what she needed to know, “I would kiss you.”
“You’re welcome to.” He tapped his cheek. “Or how about one with tongue?”
She’d just begun to frown when she felt Clay’s hand land on her hip. The growl that came from his throat vibrated into her bones. “Find your own damn woman.”
Dorian shoved a hand through his hair, an unabashed grin on his face. “I kind of like yours, smart mouth and all.”
“Clay, he said he’s an architect-is that true?” she teased, easy now that Clay was back, but also because Dorian had grown on her. She was under no illusion as to how dangerous he was-his charm was a cover for an incredible amount of anger, but it was also a part of him. When he wasn’t filled up with that deep-seated rage, she had a feeling he could charm the birds out of the trees.
“That’s what it says on the degree on his wall.”
Talin smirked, pretending amusement, though her stomach was a pit of nausea as she tried not to think about what Jon might be suffering at that very moment. “So, Boy Genius, what did you do-take an online course and get your degree in ninety days?”
“Clay, can I bite her?”
“No.” Clay scowled at her. “I’ll do it for you. We ready to go?”
“Yeah. You organized the other end?”
Clay nodded, reaching up to rub absently at his temple. “A guy I know will drop off a truck near the landing zone. It’ll look beat up but it’s been retrofitted for speed and defense.”
“What about your snake friend? Any luck tracking her down?” Talin asked.
“No, so let’s hope we don’t need her. You’re the easiest to disguise,” he said, “so you’ll drive into Cinnamon Springs, with-”
Her phone beeped. “Sorry,” she said, scrambling to pull it out of her pocket. “Probably one of Rangi’s kids.” She flipped it open. “Hello.”
Clay and Dorian were already turning to finish loading up the plane with what looked like surveillance gear.
“Talin. It’s Dev.” The Shine director’s tone was edgy.
Very aware of both men returning to her side, she slid her arm around Clay and spread her hand against the stiff line of his spine. “Dev?”
“You with the cat?”
“Yes.”
“He can probably hear this conversation then.”
She looked up. Clay and Dorian both nodded. “Yes.”
“Good,” came the surprising response. “Someone’s been trying to contact you through your Shine e-mail account.”
Her hand clenched on the phone. “And you know this because you’ve been spying on me?”
“No.” His voice turned cutting, then he sighed, as if in frustration. “Because of the kidnappings, I recently put in place a secret macro program. It scans everything going through our servers, red-flags and sends me a copy of anything that sets off certain triggers.”
Her outrage disappeared. “You were trying to catch the mole.”
“Yeah.” Ice came through the lines. “I know it’s a breach of privacy, but I don’t give a shit. Shine is meant to be a safe place and I’ll make it safe again even if I have to rip open every fuc-”
Suddenly, the phone was no longer in her hand. Startled, she found Clay had taken it. “Stop yelling at Talin,” he ordered.
Scowling, she held out her hand. He returned the phone, but only after another comment. “Yes.”
“Yes, what?” she asked him as he handed it back.
“Nothing.”
Muttering about chauvinist pigs, she put the phone to her ear. “Dev, I want to find these bastards, too. This e-mail-when did it come in?”
“Four minutes ago. I could send it to your phone but I’d rather do it through a more secure channel. Any options?”
“Wait.” Reaching into the plane, Dorian pulled out a sleek silver something from his knapsack before motioning for the phone. She handed it over and he said some technobabble on it before handing it back and flipping open the device, placing it on the floor of the plane.
She put the phone to her ear. “Did you get that?”
“Yes. Give me a second.”
She nodded at the device Dorian was messing with. “Very tiny laptop?”
He shot her a distracted grin. “You could say that. This sweet thing is our attempt at creating a Psy organizer. The versions they allow on the market are nothing compared to the goods they keep for themsel-Tell Dev I’ve got it.”
Moving around Clay to stand between the two men, she bit off her impatience as Dorian opened up a miniature e-mail screen. Clay’s hand rested on her back, but then Dorian put one of his on her shoulder as he straightened and moved to let her take the central position.
The contact startled her, but it was okay. Dorian was…Pack. Shaking her head at that odd thought, she focused on the message.
Jonquil Duchslaya is alive, but he won’t remain that way if you don’t fight for him within the next twelve hours. I’m willing to help you with that task, but you must do something for me-something of equal value-in return. The risk-benefit ratio is too unbalanced otherwise.
“That’s it?” she said, trembling.
“Yes.” She jerked at Dev’s response, having forgotten she still held the phone to her ear. “Any way it could be legit?” Dev asked.
She was too shaken up to answer.
“Why use ‘fight for him’? It’s an odd choice.” Clay began doing that thing with her ponytail again and maybe it was that that calmed her down enough to think.