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He went to bed to the sound of the Old Lad's Passing Bell, the tenor bell in the parish church, tolling once for every year since Christ was born. Its final knell was timed to ring in Christmas Day, to keep Satan away from the Snaithby fold for one more year.

Charles fell asleep, relaxed and comforted by the knowledge that Louisa was safe.

* * * *

The next day, Charles slept late and then came down the stairs with an anticipation he had not known in years. It was Christmas morning. Nothing for him to do today, when all travel was forbidden, except to enjoy the warmth of the inn, the embellishments he and Louisa had made to their own parlour, Mrs. Spadger's good food and her family's high spirits, and… Louisa.

Eliza tumbled head over heels down the steps in front of him. Charles reached the ground floor, then he peered into their private parlour and received a shock.

Louisa was standing on her tiptoes, fully square under the mistletoe, her hand in Jim Spadger's, his eyes open and eager.

An angry “Louisa!” escaped Charles's lips.

She jerked her hand from Jim's with a startled glance. The boy, too, looked anxious. Jim bowed himself quickly from the room.

Charles closed the door after him, his blood churning heatedly, and to a degree he had never known.

“Whatever's the matter, Charles?"

He whirled on her. “What's the matter! I lecture you over and over again about propriety, and you ask me what's wrong? Louisa-how could you encourage that boy? Have you no proper feelings?"

She went pale. “I am afraid,” she said quietly, “I do not know your meaning."

Charles took a hasty turn about the room and then stopped in front of her. “Louisa,” he said, taking her by the shoulders to shake her, “has it entirely missed your notice that that boy is nursing a tendre for you? You were standing here, right under the mistletoe! If that is not an open invitation, I do not know what is!"

Louisa flushed. Her fair skin was infused with a rosy colour, whether from anger or embarrassment, he did not know.

“Do you think that Jim-” She could hardly go on. Tears formed in her eyes, and disgusted with himself, Charles drew back his hands.

He stared at the floor and growled, “Heathen custom! Why it should be observed, I cannot imagine!"

Louisa was silent. Charles refused to look at her. As he stood there, not saying a word, his anger quickly ebbed.

When it had passed, he began to wonder at himself. What could have possessed him to react so strongly? He attributed it to-he had to attribute it to-all the grief she had caused him. But still, that gave him no right to lay hands upon her.

With painful courage, he ventured one look at her face. Louisa appeared collected, but the red rims of her eyes belied her composure.

“You blame me,” she said quietly.

Charles started to open his mouth to apologize, but she surprised him and said, “Perhaps you should."

He stared at her intently. “Louisa, I didn't mean-"

“You thought that I was shamelessly encouraging Jim. Well, perhaps you should when you consider my elopement. After all, I certainly encouraged Geoffrey. If he had ever attempted to kiss me, I am certain I should not have shied away. But he did not, and so I discovered he did not love me. And how are you to know that I would not encourage anyone, when the truth of the matter is that it distresses me to think that perhaps I am incapable of inspiring affection in a gentleman."

Charles gaped at her. “Do you mean to say you think you are undesirable?"

She raised her chin. “It is possible, is it not?

“No, it's not possible."

They were still standing under the kissing bough, but Charles was completely unaware of that when he took her in his arms. He knew only a deep longing to prove her wrong, a desire that had built up inside him until it begged to be released.

He lowered his lips to hers. He could feel them respond beneath his gentle touch. Louisa wrapped her arms about his neck and clung to him.

Lost and floating… yet somehow vividly conscious of every inch of her… Charles discovered the curve of her waist beneath his hands, the taste of her sweet mouth-like berries with sugar-the satisfying warmth of soft breasts pressed to his chest.

He gave in to temptation and explored deeply inside her mouth. Louisa gasped, and they fell apart.

They stared at each other for a split second, and then Charles said huskily, “You are damnably desirable, if that answers you!"

Louisa nodded, open-mouthed, her eyes as round as pools. “Damn!” Charles said. He had fought the attraction as hard as he could, but he blamed himself for giving in. And still-he had to fight it. It would be harder now, he knew, to keep his hands off her.

Louisa had blushed, appearing to understand at least some of his frustration. He had left her trembling, and the knowledge exhilarated him.

“Charles,” she said shyly, casting her eyelashes down in a most provocative way, “you shouldn't swear on Christmas."

“No, I shouldn't, but you make it damnably hard not to!"

He might have reached for her again, but for Eliza, who jumped against his trouser leg and raked him with her claws.

Thankful for the reminder, he bent to pet her and collected himself with difficulty. “Louisa-” he straightened “-Miss Davenport, you have placed yourself under my protection. It would be the height of dishonour for me to abuse your trust in me… to give in to the temptation which is certain to exist between a man and such a beautiful woman…"

While he stammered, she had been watching him with a questioning look. Now, a glint lit her eyes, and she said with false brightness, “Was that what it was? How kind of you to explain."

She pointed to the kissing bough above her head. “I merely thought you were observing that heathen custom you referred to."

Charles felt a flush of shame sweep through him, but he did not apologize. It would be wiser to forget their kiss, to make it a bone of contention between them. Much better that than let it lead to more liberties while she was in his charge.

At least, he thought, Louisa was willing to excuse him-even to provide him with an excuse, when she might have made claims upon him. The mistletoe would provide his reason, even though that had been no mistletoe kiss…

Louisa surprised him then, by standing on her tiptoes and reaching for a scroll which hung from one of the ribbons of the kissing bough. On entering the room, he had somehow missed it.

She handed it to him. It was a simple piece of paper, tied with red ribbon.

“A Christmas piece,” she said with emphasis. “I wrote it for you after we came in last night."

Charles looked up at her, and then stared at the paper in his hands. For a moment, he could not speak.

This is what-"

Louisa nodded. Her lips were drawn in a tight smile. “Yes. That's what I was doing under the mistletoe. Jim was giving me a hand."

Charles took a deep breath. “Forgive me, Louisa, I should have known-I can't imagine what possessed me-"

She laughed. “Let us forget it, shall we? We must not let it spoil our day."

Charles answered her with a feeble smile. Perhaps, she could forget it, but how was he to forget he had made such a cake of himself? How could he forget he had kissed her, when she looked so beautiful this morning?

Among Miss Conisbrough's dresses, she had found one in a deep green velvet, low across the bosom, which set off the fairness of her skin and the flame of her hair to perfection. He remembered the feel of the velvet beneath his fingertips, the warmth of her body underneath. Her taste still lingered on his tongue. Even now, he had to swallow to drive the memory from his mind.

Louisa reached up again. “I could remove the mistletoe if you wish."