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UNEASE

The sun wore out the mesh of morning air, wind pitched among weeds, the hum of ducks like government buildings. The swelling perfectly upholstered nursing home, the trees sucking at the heat. Monkfish on ice above the slow, slick fluid at the curb. Cabs go on moving over the streets like a fog, as if invisible, as the beaked policeman idiotically crosses himself.

COMPORTMENT

From such material it is almost impossible to create a picture of life. What was the color of the travel permit a sergeant would have needed to get from spring to fall that year? One strips for oneself, a kind of masochistic self-inspection with a scarlet-billed crane outside the window. A natural celibate, a kind of anchorite. An event at the limits. Outside, daylight sits shining beneath the fog above an island like water on a rabbit’s ear. The body is useful, then isn’t. One goes and sits at the mahogany desk as if nothing has happened.

CONDENSATION CUBE

After David Alworth’s “Bombsite Specificity.”

The best way to visit Kelvedon Hatch bomb shelter is in the new Alfa-Romeo. With its four-wheel disc brakes, luxurious interior and road-holding ability, it’s safe, fast and pleasant to drive. Just follow the sign: “Secret Nuclear Bunker.” ’60’s-era mannequins in Burberry with moving legs and breasts, loitering in corridors. A skinny husband in the craw of a cold bed, with a snore like a toothache. Tranquil tensions escalated. With striptease the décor is always more important than the person disrobing. Whatever chaos reigns above — fallow fields, the ponds cowering— life underground is snappy, ordered, austere. A zone of leisure. How war can be productive; constellating Nixon in the kitchen, celebrating appliances and amenities. Baked beans, tomato juice, Nescafé, a rational level of dread. Outside, night’s cold, object’s cold; no different from a church. Condensation on Plexiglas. Descending from a slope of debris, children swarm the ruins. False-feathered cardinals for floral arrangements, pressed & colored glassware, garden tools. Typhoid from seashells cleaned improperly. How stupid and forgettable adults are. To conceive of the world as a target. Like a cantilevered goldfish. To vie for spots in the only shelter in the neighborhood. Nowhere else to go but another part of the airplane. To photograph ourselves as humans; to see ourselves as bullets and bombs see us. Children embroidered in a rug like musical instruments abandoned in a field. Seeing all the different moments the way we can look at a stretch of the Rocky Mountains; like soldiers looting a clock factory. Participant-observers; innocent nobodies. The incompleteness of the past; the ongoingness of history. Dogs eating grass beneath the dripping trees; the smell of a white dress rained on. It is a country which you can imagine, for it is pretty like a picture, as it lies there amidst its landscape, like an artisanal snow-globe, which it owns.

NOTES

“Combine” owes a debt to the following:

Inside the Stalin Archives: Discovering the New Russia by Jonathan Brent

Wyatt Prunty’s forward to The Selected Poems of Howard Nemerov

Tom Stoppard’s Arcadia

John Worthen’s D.H. Lawrence: The Life of an Outsider

Peter Hall in “Demolition Man: Harold Pinter and The Homecoming,” by John Lahr, in The New Yorker

“Anne Carson, The Art of Poetry #88,” in The Paris Review, interview by Will Aitken

“Anoosh’s Obituary for Himself, to His Son” features a small detail taken from an apocryphal story of Robert Creeley being served coffee with ice cream in place of cream by Louis Zukofsky.

“Winter Nights” contains a phrase reconfigured from Knut Hamsun’s Pan.

“Hiding Again, in London” owes a debt to:

Edmund Wilson’s To the Finland Station

“Becoming the Emperor: How Marguerite Yourcenar Reinvented the Past,” by Joan Acocella, in The New Yorker

The Mrs. Woolf and the Servants: The Hidden Heart of Domestic Service, by Alison Light

“Sleeping with Uncle Lester” borrows particulars from David Cone’s Scott of the Antarctic: A Life of Courage and Tragedy in the Extreme South.

“Elebade” borrows from Samuel Beckett’s last prose piece, Stirrings Still.

“Undercover” features details from:

Joshua Wolf Shenk’s Lincoln’s Melancholy: How Depression Challenged a President and Fueled His Greatness

Frank Whitford’s Egon Schiele

Jennifer Michael Hecht’s The End of the Souclass="underline" Scientific Modernity, Atheism, and Anthropology in France

David S. Reynolds’ John Brown, Abolitionist

“Unfurling the Hidden Work of a Lifetime,” by Seven Henry Madoff, in The New York Times

“Apprehended at a Distance” owes a debt to Elfriede Jelinek’s Nobel Lecture, and Virginia Woolf’s Orlando.

“Clean Lines, Diffuse Lighting” borrows from E.L. Doctorow’s The Book of Daniel.

“He Speaks of Old Age” quotes briefly from:

“Domains: Sir John Mortimer: The Country Barrister,” by Edward Lewine, in The New York Times

Elfriede Jelinek’s Lust

William Feaver’s Lucien Freud

John Berryman quoting from a conversation he had with W.B. Yeats, as appears in “John Berryman, The Art of Poetry #16,” in The Paris Review, interview by Peter A. Stitt

“In Mourning” features detail from “Domains: Sir John Mortimer: The Country Barrister,” by Edward Lewine, in The New York Times.

“Now and Forever” features particulars from Walter Benjamin’s Arcades Project, and Maurice Merlea-Ponty’s Phenomenology of Perception.

Fårö is a small Baltic Sea island north of the island of Gotland, off Sweden’s southeastern coast, on which Ingmar Bergman both lived and filmed many of his movies.

“A Polite History” uses specifics from Slavoj Zizek’s Welcome to the Desert of the Real, and from the Graywolf anthology, New European Poets, edited by Wayne Miller and Kevin Prufer.