Scarlett studied her sister. “That’s the first pretty dress Farrie’s ever had. If it bothers you, I can take it away later on when she goes to bed.”
Buck leaned over his plate. “Damned if I can make up my mind, everything is good. But what I had before is, I swear, the best chili I’ve ever tasted.”
Scarlett held out her fork to him with a piece of meatball on it.
“I like to cook,” she said simply. “I already know how, a little. But it was better to find a book with those things in it since I had to use up all that hamburger.”
He studied the fork. “I’m not doing very well, am I?”
“There’s a lot on the table,” she admitted.
Slowly, the sheriff opened his mouth and Scarlett popped a piece of meatball into it.
It was a perfectly ordinary thing to do, to offer to help him eat when he couldn’t use his right hand. But Scarlett was suddenly and strangely aware they were close enough so that she was looking right at the sheriff’s long eyelashes. Which curled up and were a dark red color, like his hair. His eyes were bright blue. Up close Buck Grissom had creamy smooth skin. She was particularly struck by his mouth: wide and full, with something downright attractive about it even as he chewed the meatball.
Across the table she knew Farrie wasn’t missing a thing. But Scarlett couldn’t tear her eyes away.
Never in her life had she been so close to a man and so mindful of how good-looking he was. And how warm, she thought with a sudden gulp, and how big!
Sitting there, Scarlett felt a fascinated rush of excitement from the top of her head down to her feet. She could hardly move.
At that moment the sheriff looked up, expecting another meatball. And their eyes met.
There was a strange silence.
Scarlett sucked in her breath. Good Lord, from the way his eyes widened, and he sort of stiffened, she could tell that he felt it, too!
They just sat staring at each other. Finally Buck said, his eyes never moving, “You don’t have to feed me.”
Scarlett still held up the empty fork, forgotten. “I don’t mind,” she whispered. “I like looking after people.”
“I can see that.” He had a peculiar expression on his face.
“Why,” Farrie said loudly, “don’t you feed him some meatloaf?”
They both jumped.
“Well,” Farrie explained, “he didn’t hardly get to eat any of his own meatloaf. It kept falling on the table.”
A scowl settled on Buck’s face. He looked around, seemed to shake himself, then lurched abruptly to his feet.
“Dinner was fine,” he announced hurriedly. “I enjoyed it very much. Right now I think I’ll go make myself some coffee.”
He crossed the dining room, and at the door he turned.
“I’ve got some paperwork to do, I’ll be in the den.” He looked everywhere but at Scarlett. “You two can just watch television or whatever it is you want to do.”
After Buck had left, Scarlett and Farrie sat for a few minutes in silence.
Finally Scarlett said, “You can help me clean away these plates and take them into the kitchen.”
Farrie got up from the table. “We don’t have to wash them, Scarlett. They got a dishwasher in there.”
Something inside Scarlett snapped. She didn’t know what had brought on her sudden bad mood, but it was certainly there.
“Yes indeed, Miss Smarty, and if you know how to work a dishwasher you can just go right ahead and do it!” She picked up Buck’s plate and scraped what was left of the meatballs and shepherd’s pie onto hers. “Otherwise you can come on with me and I’ll wash, and you wipe, and try not to break any of this good china.”
Farrie had listened with an open mouth. Now she put the big hat with the roses back on. Under it, she pouted.
Scarlett decided to ignore her.
It was late when they got the kitchen cleaned up. When she began dinner Scarlett had found everything she needed, but after washing the dishes she was not so sure how to put it all back. It was not easy in the Grissoms’ big, fancy kitchen with built-in cabinets, two pantries, convection oven, the microwave, and assorted appliances.
When they were through, Farrie wanted to go into the Victorian parlor and sit under the Christmas tree rather than go upstairs and watch the television in the sister’s room. Somewhat reluctantly, Scarlett gave in.
The big high-ceilinged parlor was so bright with the Christmas tree that they didn’t bother to turn on other lights. After some trial and error Scarlett figured out how to turn on the radio in the stereo console. She sat down beside Farrie on the floor.
Since Christmas was only a few days away the local radio station played mostly Christmas carols. In alternate strings the red, green, blue, and white lights on the tree blinked on and off.
Outside it was sleeting again. Icy rain threw itself up against the glass of the parlor windows with a faint hissing sound. When the furnace cut on it added its warm, muted whooosh.
Farrie leaned forward, hugging her knees, her pixie face lit by the flashing lights of the tree. Scarlett was glad her little sister wasn’t trying to talk about anything. Everything that Farrie wanted to say was in the air anyway.
Scarlett stared up at the big tree remembering one particular year they’d had to leave Catfish Holler at just about Christmastime for some reason that no one ever explained, but probably because the law was after the Scraggses. With two of the Scraggs uncles they’d gone over the mountains into North Carolina to stay a week in a motel. It was a bad place. The rooms in the old cabins looked clean but stank so much they could hardly breathe.
On top of everything else the motel had been full of hookers. When their uncle Lyndon Baines Scraggs wasn’t around to keep an eye on things, Scarlett sat in the middle of the motel bed and held Farrie in her arms, listening to the loud music, the doors slamming until almost morning. Scarlett had been about fourteen then. She hadn’t been able to show her face outside their room for truckers chasing her, wanting to give her money for what they thought she was selling.
No, Scarlett thought as she studied the back of her head, Farrie didn’t have to say a word. She could almost hear her say: We could stay here, Scarlett. It’s up to you.
Scarlett bit her lip. It was true she would do almost anything for Farrie. It had been that way ever since her sister was born. But nobody could ever accuse Scarlett O’Hara of being talked into a crazy idea; she was too smart and stubborn for that.
She leaned forward, clasping her own knees in her arms. It was pretty cold-blooded to consider marrying someone just to have a roof over their heads. The only trouble was, when she was around the sheriff she didn’t feel very cold-blooded at all.
She shut her eyes for a moment. Mercy, just thinking about Sheriff Buck’s curly eyelashes, wide mouth, and determined chin filled her with the strangest feelings! When Scarlett opened her eyes Farrie was studying her. Why did her sister always have to look as though she could practically read her mind?
“He likes you, too,” Farrie told her. “You could see it when you were feeding him meatloaf.”
“Meatballs,” Scarlett said. “Not meatloaf.”
Farrie waited.
“All right,” Scarlett said, frowning, “just don’t harp on it. I’ll see what I can do.”
When Buck came out of the den at eleven the Christmas tree lights in the parlor had been turned off. It was quiet, no interminable Christmas carols from Nancyville’s AM radio station, no female voices. No giggling. They’d finally gone to bed, he told himself.
As he always did before he turned in, Buck bolted the downstairs doors and turned the furnace thermostat to sixty-five degrees. By the time he’d got upstairs the house had already begun to cool.