The farther they dragged me, the worse the pain. At first it was like every muscle in my body was clenching at the same time. But every few feet, it was like more and more of those muscles were being torn off my body, ripped from where they were supposed to be.
I was there, but I was also on the porch. Jenna had been standing next to me, but now she was towering over me like some sort of wild and terrified Amazon. She hadn’t stepped down onto the porch yet. I don’t know why I noticed that, but I did.
I tried to say something to calm her, but there was a tunnel between my mouth and my voice.
It was like looking at a slide from the bottom up. Such a long way back.
They’re here. Now they’re here. Finally. Whispers chittering against my skin. Their voices were legion; hot and icy against my skin, fetid and honey against all the things on the inside.
Part of me could still see Jenna, framed by the porch light. I was sinking faster, or she was floating higher. Either way, the distances kept growing.
Her mouth moved, but the words were unintelligible. All I could hear was the Others. Here now. Finally here. They’ve come. Everything you’ve ever clawed for in nightmares. Here for you, crackling open your bones and biting down on your rage. You know what we need.A thousand voices, all talking in the same tongue. Something that wasn’t English, and wasn’t the language of magic. Something else.
Blood rushed to my skin, but it bounced down the tunnel all the way down to me before I felt the slap. Jenna’s face, blocking my vision. She’d grabbed me. Dragged me back towards the door. Slapped me.
She did it again, and I floated between two worlds. The hands released, though they struggled to regain their grip.
A third and final slap. Long enough for a single moment of clarity. This was not my sister.
Jenna’s makeup never smeared, her eyes were never that wild. Her skin never flushed like that.
Her breathing was never so erratic.
This was not my sister. She would never ask for help.
Jenna had never in her life screamed the way she did. “Quinn!” It was a howl, fearful and breaking apart at the seams. If I kept watching, I was sure I would see things spilling out the side of her as she came undone.
One of the voices crept close, a whisper-burn against my spirit. You know what we need. We only need one. We only need one. We only need one.
That was the last thing I remembered, before the hands pulled me back down. It was almost like sleep. Almost exactly opposite.
Twenty-Two
“People thought it was a sick joke at first.
Moonset hadn’t even graduated from college yet. How could they be behind this? The reports said that their magic had been amplified by the Abyss—they’d willingly become warlocks and turned their black arts on the rest of us.”
Elizabeth Holden-Carmichael (C: Risenleaf) Personal Interview
There were snatches of conversation as I floated back towards my body. Fearful words, some accusations, and the sound of tears. Whatever had happened, it wasn’t pretty.
“ … fixing … ”
“ … never so quick … ”
“ … damnit, tell me … ”
“He’s awake.”
Everything was blurry. My eyes burned at the harsh light. There was a bulb hanging from the open ceiling, the long chain swaying back and forth. Everything smelled musty and sour.
Basement. This was our basement. Why had they taken me down here?
Jenna’s face swallowed my vision. She’d wiped off her makeup and tied her hair back. Then she was pulling away, and Quinn was there, looking concerned. Standing on the stairs, looking over his shoulder, Meghan tapped away on her computer.
“Can you talk?” Quinn crouched down on his haunches, watching me.
Meghan looked up “He wasn’t in a coma, Quinn. Of course he can talk.”
“He had some sort of seizure,” Jenna snapped.
I had?
My throat was on fire, like something had reached inside and left huge gouges on its way back out. “Why the basement?” Even my voice sounded burned out.
“Best place for you,” Quinn said, stepping back. “Closest to the warding spells.” He looked over his shoulder, “Shouldn’t you be hovering over my grandmother, Meghan? There’s no one’s ass to kiss down here.”
I tried to sit up, but there was a problem. I could feel all my limbs, but I wasn’t having much luck moving them. My head wouldn’t even lift off the pillow. The next thing I knew, there were footsteps coming down the stairs. Even though I couldn’t see who it was that descended, I saw the way the new person’s arrival stiffened Quinn’s spine and caused Meghan to suck in a nervous breath. It had to be Illana.
“How is he?” Illana asked.
“The boy is stable,” Meghan said crisply. “He doesn’t seem to have a concussion, and there aren’t any lingering side effects from his episode. Psychological deviations have yet to be determined.”
“Deviations?” Jenna said, making it sound like something vulgar. “You’re the last person to talk about being deviated.”
I could hear it in her voice—she was getting close to losing it. I tried to force my arms to move again, to prop me up. I could barely twitch on command.
“Relax, young one,” Illana murmured, sweeping down next to me. She dabbed a towel against my forehead. “The darkness can act like a paralytic.”
“What?”
“She means it can paralyze you,” Quinn said. “Like getting hit with a taser. So don’t panic.”
“Someone … used Maleficia?”
“Yes,” Meghan said, her voice heavy and dramatic. “A warlock right under our noses. Quelle surprise. ”
“You’re not helping,” Quinn said under his breath.
“Meghan.” Quinn’s grandmother called out her name and waited. The room grew silent as everyone waited to see what she’d say. “Next time let’s try for an evaluation that is actually comprehensive. The boy can’t move. I’d qualify that as a side effect.”
“Yes, Mrs. Bryer.”
I opened my eyes to see Meghan hovering on the stairs, her eyes wide. She kept doing some sort of twitch, like she couldn’t decide if she was going up the stairs or coming down them.
“That will be all,” Illana said coolly. A moment later, the girl vanished up the stairway.
“Honestly,” the older woman exhaled.
I laughed weakly. “She’s that girl. ”
“What girl?” Quinn asked. Even Illana was looking down at me with curiosity. Only Jenna knew what I meant. We shared a private grin.
“The girl whose father has to make a phone call to get her into college,” Jenna explained.
“Never quite measures up, and has to kiss ass and beg favors to get ahead.”
“Meghan was top of her class,” Illana chided, although she did so absently, proving how little she cared about the girl.
“Meghan was second,” Quinn corrected smugly. He came down quite clearly on the “Meghan is a raving beyotch” side of the argument.
“Yes, yes,” Illana murmured. “We all know you were precocious. Don’t gloat; it’s a sign of poor breeding. Now then. Justin? What do you remember?”
Even blinking my eyes felt like it was some sort of process. “There were voices,” I rasped.
“Yes,” Illana drawled, sounding like she was humoring me and nothing more. “I’m sure there were.”
“They said, ‘They’re here.’” I looked to Quinn, who grimaced but didn’t immediately reply.
“What’s here? Is something coming?”
“You’re here, Justin,” he said, his tone growing softer. “The five children of Moonset.”