"You will. It just won't be that recipe," Amy soothed.
"I'm a horrible cook," Isabel lamented. A giant tear slid down her cheek.
Amy pulled Isabel into her arms and squeezed her tight. "You are not a bad cook. You are creative and inspired. What's that adage about Babe Ruth?"
"Who's Babe Ruth? Is she on the cooking channel?"
Amy laughed. "Babe Ruth was a great baseball player. Famous for hitting home runs. But what most people don't know is that he struck out more than he hit."
"I thought he was a candy bar."
Amy held Isabel at arm's length. "Just promise me you'll keep swinging. That you'll keep trying out recipes."
Isabel nodded unconvincingly.
"You'll hit those home runs, I promise."
"Maybe," Isabel said under her breath.
"Listen to me," Amy said, giving her a little shake. "Do you know how much I admire you?"
"Me? Why?"
"Because you have a dream. You're living it. You know what you want. And you keep going for it. I wish I had your enthusiasm."
"Thanks," Isabel said. "Thanks for being my friend."
"Now drink your wine. I'll make dinner." Amy threw open the fridge door, rummaged inside and brought out a block of cheddar cheese. She went to the cabinets and took down a box of saltine crackers. She grabbed the bottles of wine and announced with full arms, "Madame, dinner is served."
Isabel grabbed her wine glass and asked, "You're sure it couldn’t be saved?"
Amy put on the sympathetic face she'd practiced in the mirror for the day she might have to inform a family member that the patient had expired, and said in a somber tone, "I’m sorry. We did all we could, but we could not resuscitate the patient."
Isabel grabbed her glass and swallowed a healthy drink of wine. "Okay," she said. "Let's go out back and watch the sunset."
An hour later the sunset was gone and so was most of the wine. Amy and Isabel were lounging on the far side of the yard in metal lawn chairs. Amy nibbled on a big block of cheese like a mouse and Isabel munched on saltines like a squirrel.
"You know what really pisses me off?" Isabel asked.
"Is this one of those rhetorical questions?"
"Yes.”
"You didn't have to answer that," Amy said, "It was rhetorical."
"Oh."
They snacked in silence for a full minute. Finally, Amy asked, "What pisses you off?"
"Oh, yeah," Isabel said, remembering what she was going to say. "Hot dogs."
"Hot dogs like in wieners?"
"Yep. They're sold in packages of ten. And buns are sold in packages of eight. That's not right. It’s this giant food conspiracy and we just lay back and take it. We let them do it to us."
"I wish you hadn't pointed that out," Amy said. "Now I'm pissed off."
"What's going on out here?" a male voice asked. Both women jerked their heads toward the house and saw Chad looking out the back door.
"Hey!" Isabel said cheerily because she was at the stage of drunkenness where everybody is your friend and everything is potential fun.
"Ugh," Amy said disgustedly because she was at the tipping-point of drunkenness where all it would take is one little thing to tip her from happy to belligerent. And that one little thing was striding across the lawn toward her.
Chad approached carefully because he had spotted the wine bottles nestled in the crotches of the women. "Have we decided to forego dinner in lieu of drinking?"
"Forego. Lieu," Amy mocked. "Listen to how smart I am. I can say forego and lieu in the same sentence."
Isabel laughed. Cracker crumbs sprayed out her mouth and into her lap.
Chad squinted at Amy. "You need to eat something."
"I am eating," Amy said, showing him the one-pound block of cheddar cheese that had nibble marks around its entire circumference.
"Yeah, we are eating," Isabel said through another mouthful of crackers.
Then, in an unspoken display of drunken simpatico, Amy tossed the block of cheese and Isabel tossed the box of saltines, each to the other. They caught the other’s toss and began to munch happily.
"You are drunk," Chad said.
"You are sober," Amy retorted. She held the box of crackers up to him. "Cracker?"
He waved away the box. "Where's Jeremy?" he asked.
Isabel said, "He came home, mumbled something about women and PMS and locked himself in his bedroom with a bucket of left-over Kentucky Fried chicken that he scavenged from the back of the fridge."
"I'd offer you a chair," Amy said, "but I don't want you to stay."
Amy and Isabel giggled.
Chad put his hands on his hips and stared down his perfectly shaped nose at her. "I want you to know, Amy," he said, "that you aren't making a good impression on me right now."
"Oooh, don't say such things, Chad. You're making me sad," Amy said. She didn't so much drip sarcasm as she spewed it. She giggled. “Chad. Sad. I rhymed!”
"I'm serious. If you're going to be my number one girlfriend you can't go around getting drunk and eating with your bare hands in the back yard like a feral animal."
"Here's a solution," Amy said. "Demote me to number three girlfriend. Or maybe number ten. Or how about you take me off the list entirely. How do you like them crackers?"
Chad crossed his arms over his muscular pecs. "Is this about the banana peel?" he asked.
"Could you possibly get any more asshole-ish?" Amy said. “Of course it’s about the damn banana peel. It’s about the basic philosophy behind the banana peel. First, by throwing the condom on the floor where it would prove a safety hazard you demonstrated what an inconsiderate fucktard you are. Second, by telling everyone the story you proved that you’re a gossip and will do anything for a cheap laugh, and third just because I made the mistake of sleeping with you once, much to my regret, does not mean I want to have anything further to do with you.”
“Brava! Tell it to him straight, sister,” Isabel said.
Chad stared at Amy. “You don’t mean that. You’re not thinking straight. I’m going to give you a pass on tonight.”
“Ugh!” Amy said, and pelted him with a cracker. It bounced off the side of his perfectly shaped head.
He glared at her. "Now you're throwing food at me?"
"You're lucky I didn't have the block of cheese in my hands," she said.
Isabel guffawed. "I saw a gorilla do that once. At the zoo. He got tired of this guy making faces at him through the bars and he picked up his feces and threw it at the guy. Splat! Right in the kisser."
Amy grinned at Chad. "Be careful. I may throw my feces at you next."
Chad stomped on the cracker and glared at her. "I've had enough. I'm going home to wait for your apology." He stalked back across the yard.
"You'll be waiting a long time," Amy called out after him.
He disappeared through the door. Amy and Isabel grinned. Then they tossed the cheese and crackers to each other and went back to nibbling.
Mirror, Mirror
"How do I look?" Jordan asked. She stood in the hallway, scrutinizing herself in the full-length mirror that leaned against the "wall." "Wall" deserved quotation marks because the "wall" wasn't really a wall. The old, crumbly drywall had been taken down and all that remained were two-by-four studs and bare electrical wiring. This was the motif for the entire second story of the house. Whenever Jordan complained to Edison about the "walls," Edison only said, "Sometimes it's necessary to tear something down before you can build it back up." That may be true, but when it was going to be built back up was the problem. So, the mirror was leaning against the "wall" and Jordan was checking her reflection. She asked again, "Tell me the truth, Ed, how do I look?"
Jordan did a complete 360 to give the full effect of her ensemble. Actually ensemble may have been too expansive a word. Outfit was more suitable for what she was wearing: khaki shorts, sandals and a white linen shirt.