First, though-before all this history could begin reiterating-I was called upon to support my local police lieutenant.
The call came around midnight. I’d climbed, that night, back up out of the Marigny to Canal, tried for the streetcar at St. Charles and then at Carondelet and, encountering veritable prides of conventioneers at both locations, hoofed on up to Poydras and flagged a cab, an independent with Jerusalem Cab stenciled on the side and its owner’s name (something with a disproportionate number of consonants) on front fenders. We miraculously avoided serial collisions as the driver filled me in on the Saints and chewed at a falafel sandwich. Car and karma held, and on half a wing and muttered prayer at last we touched down, at last I was delivered, disgorged, cast up, chez moi.
I put together a plate of cheese and French bread and opened a bottle of cabernet. It was Brazilian, simply wonderful, and two ninety-five a bottle from the Superstore. It was also only a matter of time before other people discovered it.
Had dinner and most of the wine by the window, sunk like Archimedes, displacing my own weight, into L’Etranger, life for the duration of that book, as every time I read it, a quiet, constant eureka.
Then I woke half between worlds, knowing it was the phone I heard, knowing in dreams I’d transformed it to the whine of a plane, trying to hold on, impossibly, to both realities.
I finally picked the thing up and grunted into it.
“This the fucking zoo, or what?” Walsh said on the other end.
“I didn’t do it.”
“Didn’t do what?”
“Whatever I’m suspected of. Though I feel I have to mention that back in the good old days when you were just a little younger and a lot more interested in doing your job you actually went out and found the suspects and didn’t just call and tell them to get their butts down to the station. Course, I guess that’s one of the benefits of a reputation. Bad guys hear the phone ring, know it’s you, and start writing out confessions before they even answer.”
“I told you to fuck yourself lately?” He was slurring his words terribly. I’m a man who knows a lot about slurring words. And not a little about terrible.
“Only last week. I tried. The chiropractor thinks he’ll be able to help me.”
“So what’s up?”
“Well, a lot of people are sleeping, for one thing-for lack of anything better to do, you understand.”
“Hey. Lew: woke you up. Sorry.”
“No problem. But look, I’ve got to pee and drink something. Give me a minute, okay?”
“Want me to call back?”
“No. Once is enough. Just hang on, okay?” A morse-like bleat on the line. “Whoa, another call. Look. I lose you, you call me back, okay?”
That other person wanted Sears, but why at this time of night I couldn’t imagine. Maybe they’d sent him the wrong size cardigan.
I went out to the kitchen and put the kettle on. Had a couple of glasses of water from the tap (glass there by the sink looked okay), then stomped upstairs to the bathroom. Listened to pipes bang and groan behind the walls on the way back down.
“You still there?”
“Yeah, I’m here.” Throat clearing. “You got anything else you need to do first? Run out to the corner for a paper? Go grab a burger at the King? Whack off, maybe?”
“Let me think about it. What can I do for you, in the meanwhile?”
Outside, a banana-tree leaf long ago frayed by high winds now fluttered in a gentle one in the moonlight, spilling mysterious, ever-changing shapes against the window.
“Tell you what, Lew. I came home tonight about eight, and ever since, I’ve been sitting here at the kitchen table with a bottle of K amp;B’s best on the table, a pizza I picked up on the way home and now can’t bear the thought of even opening up, much less eating, and my Police Special. Not the Colt. That’s put away by the bed the way it always is when I get home. This’s the one the department gave me, I first made detective. It stays wrapped in oilcloth in the closet, you know? But tonight I went and got it.”
The French call what I felt just then a frisson.
This too, what was happening with Walsh, was something I knew a lot about.
“Don. What’s going on, man?”
“New reports came in today. Homicides down to thirty-one for this quarter. Petty crime and misdemeanors down almost twenty percent. Surprised you hadn’t heard. NOPD’s doing a helluva job. You be sure and write Mayor Barthelemy and the chief and tell them, as a citizen, how much you appreciate that. They’re waiting to hear from you. Operators are standing by.”
I heard ice clink against a glass, a swallow, then what could have been a low sob.
“She’s married this guy she met, Lew. Owns some fancy-ass sporting goods store, Florida somewhere. Pogoland. Now how the fuck’d she ever meet someone like that, what’s she need with that kind of shit? But she’s already moved down there with him. I finally went around to see the kids-it’d been a while and she’d been dodging me whenever I called, so I was determined, and primed for a fight-and the house was empty, doors wide open, nothing in there but some empty beer cans and paper bags and a rubber or two. So I lean on a neighbor finally and find out she moved out a couple of weeks before. Then the next day, registered mail, I get papers that this guy’s putting in to adopt the kids.”
Ice against glass again. Don’s breath catching there at the other end. A car engine clattering outside.
“I called you because you’re the only one I know who’s been as fucked up as I am right now, Lew. Somehow you always get through it. And you’ve always been a good friend.”
“No I haven’t, not to anyone; we both know that. But you have been. Look, I’m on my way, okay? We’ll talk about it.”
“Yeah, what the hell. You always did talk good, Lew. You gonna want some pizza when you get here?”
“Ten minutes.”
“Tinmins. Right.”
My neighbor three doors down owns his own cab, a bright-green, shopworn but ever-presentable DeVille. Since it spends evenings against the curb in front of his house and rarely goes back out, I guess he does all right.
Lights were on there, and a kid about twelve answered my knock and said “Yeah.”
“Your father home?”
“Yeah.”
After a moment I said, “Think I might speak to him?”
“Don’t see why not.”
After another moment: “So: what? We’re just going to wait till he has to go somewhere and notices me here in the door?”
“You some kind of smartass.”
“Just asking.”
“Old man don’t like smartasses.”
This could easily have gone on all night, but the boy’s father appeared behind him, peering out. He wore baggy nylon pants, a loose zipped sweatshirt, a shower cap. I’d wondered what a kid that age was doing up this time of night, but it seemed the whole family lived counter-clockwise, as it were.
“Hi, we’ve never met, but I live a few houses down.”
“I know who you are. Raymond, you get on about your business now.”
“Who is it, honey?” came a feminine voice from deeper in the house.
“Neighbor, Cal.”
“I’m sorry to bother you, but-”
He held out a hand. Muscles bunched along the forearm as we shook. “Norm Marcus. Call me Norm or Marc, whichever comes easier to you. You want to come on in, have a beer or something?”
“I’d love to, but a friend of mine just called and things don’t sound so good over there. Since I don’t drive I wondered if-”
“You need a ride, right?”
“I’ll make it worth your while.”
“Worth my while, huh?” He half turned, called into the house “Be right back, Cal” and stepped out, pulling the door shut. “It’s already worth my while, Lew. Man can’t help a neighbor, why’s he bother living anywhere-know what I mean? Where we headed?”