The child danced and played near the rabbit, though her feelings were decidedly mixed. In the back of her mind, she feared the rabbit might take the mother away somehow. Weren’t rabbits known to be wily? Weren’t rabbits the sort that would want to share the mother — something about those silky places on a rabbit’s underbelly made her wary. What if the mother just walked to it of her own accord and forgot to look back and joined it in the concrete world? The child might be forced to perform a Concrete-Rescue, which was never easy.
In the night, when the moonlight illuminated the rabbit, the child worried — but in the day, the worry left her.
The Rabbit Oracle stood silently in the now green grass, and the child danced and marveled at all the garden deities: the Turtle, the Frog, the Mantis. In many ways it was an extreme life. From the tree, an idolatry of birds. A charm of finches and meadowlarks passed, a bevy of deer, but unmoving at the center was the silence of the Sir. Fearful is how the mother felt standing on the spongy warm earth next to him.
THERE WAS A knock at the door. Who’s there? Before them stood a man defanged. He wore no sandals; he carried no moneybag, no sack, only a small box of teeth, which he rattled. It was the Toothless Wonder.
Can you direct me to the Rabbit Oracle? I have heard he can be found under a woodbine, shaded from the sun where gentle breezes blow and there is a most pleasant fragrance.
Where are your teeth? the child asked. He laughed and she saw the cavernous black at the center of the human. Teeth! he said, amused. What kind of Toothless Wonder would I be then?
THE MOTHER PUT the Concrete Rabbit in her yellow wagon. She was going to wheel it in the night while the rabbit’s disciples slept. It was high time for the rabbit to dispense its wisdom elsewhere. She walked as far as she could possibly go while the child counted alligators and waited for her mother to return. At 3,745 alligators, the mother peeked her head in and announced she was back. She had found a lovely grotto for the rabbit, she said, in the nearby town of Warren. They could visit it, the mother promised, it wasn’t far, though she had no intention of ever visiting the Sir again. Enough was enough. They drifted off together in the child’s bed that night and had a peaceful and dreamless sleep. No one was watching them with concrete eyes, or listening with unnaturally long, erect ears, or holding a basket. It was a long time since either of them had slept like that — the sleep of the dead, as the mother called it.
In the morning, a few people gathered under the child’s window. Someone was tossing Bunny Boy into the air like a ball. The mother was prepared to accept condolences. Yes, so sad, quite sad, perhaps he’ll turn up. But when she looked out the window, the rabbit was back.
THERE EXISTS IN the human world a Child-Mother Proximity that must always be maintained no matter what, and the mother and child adhere to this equation.
The Vortex Man pulls down the blackboard. Observe, he says, the increasing proximity of the child to the attachment figure even now as they casually make their way to the lake. Note the investment in keeping the proximity within an acceptable and bearable distance. See how if the child gets too near, the mother demurs and retreats slightly. A marvelous thing!
The white fox is drawn to the tundra, and the mother to the river, and the father is drawn to the fog. In the Child-Mother Proximity Equation, one is always calibrating the Greater and Lesser Proximities like the Antilles. My Aunt Tilly was always leaving, and luckily she was childless, the Vortex Man roars.
As the Researchers have noted, the Vortex Man continues, whether a child moves toward a mother by running, walking, crawling, shuffling, or in the case of the Thalidomide Child, rolling, is thus of very little consequence compared to the set goal of its locomotion and namely its Proximity to the Mother.
One has to call up the Science in these matters, the Vortex Man says. Infants are biologically predisposed to stay close to their mothers, or be killed by predators. The survival of the genes the child is carrying is paramount.
Behold the Child-Mother Proximity — a precious measurement, unlike any other.
As for the Mother-Rabbit Proximity — that was altogether another matter.
THE NEXT DAY, Bunny Boy deposited a full-length hare on the porch directly in front of the door. If the mother had not looked down, she would have been raised several inches above the ground when she stepped out, borne aloft on its body. The hare was perfect in every way — brown, long-limbed — except for its face, which was not there. The mother screamed and the child ran to her, and elbowing her mother aside, she looked down and then pointed to the meadow where its ghost had already arrived. There beside the Concrete Rabbit stood another rabbit, nearly identical, only whiter. It stood straight up and its ears stood straight up and it seemed to be listening. The mother noticed it carried what appeared to be a little basket. Look, the child said. No, I don’t see it, said the mother. Multiplying Concrete Rabbits in the field frightened her.
The mother looked down at her dress, which was gleaming white, and washed in the Blood of the Hare. The rabbit’s blood was poised to relinquish liquidity, assume a solid shape, and never leave her side. Hard bits of rabbit attached to her. Look, said the child, but the mother refused.
THE SOLDIER, SHOCK-HEADED with locks of white, having seen appalling things, atrocious things really, he whispered, weeps on the bridge.
May I help you off with your shock head? the mother said, and he turned his gentle face to her. His face was mild, but his eyes were wild. The mother thought she had never seen such a strange person in all her life. And in the glade the mild soldier multiplied.
A DEPRAVED GROUP of moneylenders and other high rollers had made for themselves a bronze bull and a molten calf and were worshipping them. Their golden hoofs, their gleaming haunches. Just another day in the Valley, the mother quipped as she ushered the child by. Everyone wanted everyone else to love its little molten figure best.
Meanwhile, the war droned on. Attempts were made to measure the mothers’ tears as they fell to the earth and drenched it. The Concrete Rabbit shunned the molten calf, who in turn shunned the cricket. In every village there were living sacrifices and the great sadnesses of rabbits, calves, crickets, and mothers. Death bells sounded from every mountaintop.
IN THE GREEN glade, soldiers were tumbling and falling off their horses and getting back on again, and falling again, and the mother and child wondered how they ever got anywhere or won anything, until they considered that perhaps the rules of battle included falling on their heads, or walking on their hands upside down, or any number of topsy-turvy actions, and that the battle always ended with everyone falling off their horses and laying side by side. The victors indistinguishable from the vanquished, and all of them lying in the green glade.
IT WAS SPRING and the Risen-Again children were descending en masse from the hills. When the mother had fair warning, she would dive into the bushes and hide, but sometimes there was just not enough time. Ambushed again, the mother thought, damn. She’d like to live in a Risen-Again-Free Zone. It was her goal.
The child, who was ordinarily mild-mannered, grew fierce. Do not wish the Risens away! Eight children were coming to play. There was Ezekiel, Nathan, Rebecca, Hannah, Jeremiah, and so on. These could be friends for her. Friends, the mother said. Friends? The mother began to laugh, and once she began she could not stop. Sometimes the child hated the mother so much, it frightened her. Some days the feelings were so explicit that she had to cuddle up with the mother a long time to find her way back to her.