Inconsiderate man.
“We nearly lost it on the stairs,” the duke was saying to Grace. “The whole thing swung to the right and nearly impaled itself on the railing.”
“Oh, my,” Grace murmured.
“It would have been a stake through the heart,” he said with a wry smile. “It would have been worth it just to see the look on her face.”
Grace started to stand. “Your grandmother rose from bed, then?”
“Only to oversee the transfer,” he told her. “You’re safe for now.”
Grace looked relieved. Amelia couldn’t say that she blamed her.
Wyndham looked over to the plate where the biscuits had once sat, saw only crumbs, then turned back to Grace. “I cannot believe she had the temerity to demand that you fetch it for her last night. Or,” he added, in a voice that was not quite so sharp as it was dry, “that you actually thought you could do it.”
Grace turned to her guests and explained, “The dowager requested that I bring her the painting last night.”
“But it was huge!” Elizabeth exclaimed.
Amelia said nothing. She was too busy being impressed by Grace’s verbal restraint. They all knew the dowager never requested anything.
“My grandmother always favored her middle son,” the duke said grimly. And then, as if only just noticing the woman he planned to marry, he glanced at Amelia and said, “Lady Amelia.”
“Your grace,” she replied dutifully.
But she rather doubted he heard her. He was already back to Grace, saying, “You will of course support me if I lock her up?”
Amelia’s eyes widened. She thought it was a question, but it might have been a directive. Which was far more interesting.
“Thom-” Grace began, before clearing her throat and correcting herself. “Your grace. You must grant her extra patience this day. She is distraught.”
Amelia swallowed the bitter, acidic taste that rose in her throat. How had she not known that Grace used Wyndham’s Christian name? They were friendly, of course. They lived in the same house-huge, to be sure, and filled with a flotilla of servants, but Grace dined with the dowager, which meant she often dined with Wyndham, and after five years they must have had countless conversations.
Amelia knew all that. She didn’t care. She had never cared. She didn’t even care that Grace had called him Thomas, and she, his fiancée, had never even thought of him as such.
But how could she not have known? Shouldn’t she have known?
And why did it bother her so much that she hadn’t known?
She watched his profile closely. He was still speaking with Grace, and his expression was one that he’d never-not even once-used with her. There was familiarity in his gaze, a warmth of shared experiences, and-
Oh, dear Lord. Had he kissed her? Had he kissed Grace?
Amelia clutched the edge of the chair for support. He couldn’t have. She wouldn’t have. Grace was not her friend so much as she was Elizabeth’s, but even so, she would never have committed such a betrayal. It was simply not in her. Even if she had thought herself in love with him, even if she’d thought a dalliance could lead to marriage, she would not have been so ill-bred or disloyal as to-
“Amelia?”
Amelia blinked her sister’s face into focus.
“Are you unwell?”
“I’m perfectly fine,” she said sharply, because the last thing she wanted was everyone looking at her when she was certain she’d gone quite green.
And of course, everyone was.
But Elizabeth was not the sort to be put off. She laid a hand on Amelia’s forehead, murmuring, “You’re not warm.”
“Of course not,” Amelia muttered, brushing her away. “I was just standing too long.”
“You were sitting,” Elizabeth pointed out.
Amelia stood. “I believe I need some air.”
Elizabeth also rose to her feet. “I thought you wanted to sit.”
“I’ll sit outside,” Amelia ground out, dearly wishing she had not outgrown her childhood penchant for smacking her sister on the shoulder. “Excuse me,” she muttered, crossing the room even though it meant she had to brush right past Wyndham and Grace.
He had already risen, gentleman that he was, and now bowed his head ever so slightly as she passed.
And then-oh, God, could anything be more mortifying-out of the corner of her eye she saw Grace elbow him in the ribs.
There was a terrible moment of silence, during which he was surely glaring at Grace (Amelia had already made it to the door, and thankfully was not required to look at his face), and then, in his usual polite voice, Wyndham said, “Allow me to escort you.”
Amelia paused in the doorway and slowly turned around. “Thank you for your concern,” she said carefully, “but it is not necessary.”
She saw on his face that he would have liked to accept the exit option she’d offered, but he must have felt guilty for ignoring her, because he let out a crisp, “Of course it is,” and the next thing she knew, her hand was on his arm and they were walking outside.
And she wanted to don her blandest smile and say-
Oh, how lucky I am to be your bride.
Or if not that then-
Will I be required to make conversation?
Or at the very least-
Your cravat is askew.
But of course she didn’t.
Because he was the duke, and she was his betrothed, and if perhaps she’d managed a small show of spirit the night before…
That was before he’d kissed her.
Funny how that changed everything.
Amelia stole a glance at him. He was staring straight ahead, and the line of his jaw was impossibly proud and resolute.
He hadn’t looked at Grace in that manner.
She swallowed, suppressing a sigh. She couldn’t make a sound, because then he would turn, and then he’d look at her in that way of his-piercing, icy-really, her life would be so much simpler if his eyes were not quite so blue. And then he’d ask her what was wrong, but of course he would not care about the answer, and she’d know that from his tone, and that would just make her feel worse, and-
And what? What did she care, really?
He paused, a slight break in his stride, and she glanced up at him again. He was looking over his shoulder, back at the castle.
Back at Grace.
Amelia suddenly felt rather sick.
This time she was not able to suppress her sigh. Apparently she cared rather a lot.
Blast it all.
It was, Thomas realized almost dispassionately, a spectacular day. The sky was equal parts blue and white, and the grass just long enough to ruffle gently in the breeze. There were trees ahead, a peculiarly wooded area, right in the middle of farmland, with gentle hills sloping down toward the coast. The sea was more than two miles away, but on days like this, when the wind came in from the east, the air held the faint tang of salt. There was nothing but nature ahead, left as God had made it, or at least as the Saxons had cleared it hundreds of years ago.
It was marvelous, and marvelously wild. If one kept one’s back to the castle, one might be able to forget the existence of civilization. There was almost the sense that if you kept walking, you could just go on and on…away. Disappear.
He had pondered this on occasion. It was tempting.
But behind him lay his birthright. It was huge and imposing, and from the outside, not particularly friendly.
Thomas thought of his grandmother. Belgrave wasn’t always particularly friendly on the inside, either.
But it was his, and he loved it, even with the massive weight of responsibility that came with it. Belgrave Castle was in his bones. It was in his soul. And no matter how much he was occasionally tempted, he could never walk away.
There were other, more immediate obligations, however, the most pressing of which was walking at his side.