•58
•The sight of that beautiful, tawny face so close to mine made me feel blessed. Some of the women I had known may have been more passionate than Laurie, but none were more gracefully attuned to the capacity of each individual moment to spread its wings and glide into the next. She also had the gift of what some would call a dirty mind and others inventiveness. The more we explored our bodies and celebrated their abilities, the more unified we seemed to become until at last we seemed to pour into each other and become a single, profoundly interconnected thing. When we swam apart to lie side by side, I felt as though filmy trails of my self were still drifting back into me.
"Can you even begin to guess how good you make me feel?" Laurie said.
“I think I'll build a shrine to you," I said.
A few hours later I awakened with the old sense of having to get on my way before trouble found me. Besides that, I was falling in love with Laurie Hatch far too quickly. I had no business falling in love with her at all. In a few days I was going back to New York, and after that I would probably never see her again. What I chiefly represented to Laurie was danger, and I had to protect her from that. I moved her arm off my shoulder and slid out of bed.
While I was groping for my socks, I bumped into a lamp, and the noise woke her up. Fuzzily, she asked what I was doing. I told her that I had to get back to the boarding house.
"What time is it?"
I looked at the green numerals on the digital clock. "One-fifteen."
She turned on a low bedside lamp and sat up, rubbing her face. “I'd drive you, but I'm so tired I think I'd go off the road."
“I'll call a taxi," I said.
"Don't be silly. Take Stewart's car—his other car, the one he left in the garage. We'll figure out a way to get it back. Because you are definitely coming back here, Ned, there are no two ways aboutthat."
I went to the bed and kissed her. The sheet lay rumpled across her waist, and her torso seemed dusky and golden in the dim light.
"Call me tomorrow." She switched off the light as soon as I finished dressing.
Stewart Hatch's "other" car was an ivory two-seater Mercedes 500SL, a fact that would have amazed me had I not been past all amazement. After I started the ignition, I looked at the controls, put the car into reverse, and nearly backed through the garage door. It took mea moment to learn how to change the headlights from bright to dim, and after I had dialed them back to bright I left the car throbbing in neutral and retrieved my mother's package from the back seat of Laurie's car.
I drove back to central Edgerton in high style, singing along with the jazz on the Albertus radio station, and passed up a spot in front of the rooming house to park around the corner on Harry Street.
•59
•As I went up the stairs I heard the unmistakable noise of a party going on at the far end of my floor. A cluster of young people filled the hallway at the rear of the house. The girls were mostly gleaming legs, the boys wore bristling haircuts and polo shirts, and all of them were holding plastic cups, waving cigarettes, and gabbing. A black-haired girl whose bangs brushed her eyebrows flapped her cigarette at me.
"Hey, new neighbor! Come to our party!"
"Thanks, but not tonight," I said. "Partied out."
I waved at her and glanced through the open door across the hall. Most of Otto's lights had been turned off, and illumination from the television screen flickered over the form slumped in the easy chair. The neck of a Jack Daniel's bottle protruded from his crotch, and about half an inch of dark brown liquid remained in the glass beside his chair. I wondered if I should turn off his television and help him get to bed. When I took a step toward him, I smelled burning fabric.
A curl of smoke arose just beyond Otto's limp hand. From the tip of a half-smoked cigarette, a circle of sparks on the arm of his chair brightened and lengthened into flames.
I ran into the room and began beating the flames with my hands. Otto's head jerked up. Two scarlet-threaded eyes looked at me without recognition.
"Otto," I said. "You—"
"Get the heck out!" he yelled. "Dang crook!"
I saw a big list traveling across his chest. The fist walloped into my shoulder, and I thumped onto the floor. A blaze roughly the shape and color of an autumn leaf arose from the sleeve of his sweater.
"Gol-durn robber!"
Otto planted his left hand in the midst of the flames and rocketed bellowing out of the chair. The Jack Daniel's bottle bounced to the floor. He staggered forward and noticed that his sweater was on fire.
I yelled, "The sink, Otto!" and grabbed a sweatshirt from the bottom of his bed, hearing him rip off a series of six-gun curses worthy of Gabby Hayes.Dadgum dangfool tarnation shitfire dadblasted thing is this?
A crowd of young people filled the doorframe, stubbing cigarettes on the floor and sipping from plastic cups. Otto and I were better than television.
I flattened the sweatshirt over the arm of the chair and smacked it.
The black-haired girl with the bangs edged forward. "Mr. Bremen, he isn't a robber, he's the guy who moved into Mrs. Frahm's room."
“I know, honey."
She smiled at me. "Hey, I'm Roxy Redman, and this is Charlie and Zip and my roommate, Moonbeam Challis."
A pretty blond in what looked like a slip that showed her bra straps fluttered her fingers. "My real name's Audrey, but everybody calls me Moonbeam."
"Of course they do," I said. "My name is Ned, but everybody calls me Ned."
Moonbeam tittered, and Charlie or Zip gave me a look that was supposed to make me pee in my pants.
Otto appeared beside me, holding a glass of water. Footsteps came pounding up the stairs. "Peel her off." I pulled the sweatshirt away, and Otto emptied the glass onto the blackened mess.
Invisible behind the throng, Helen Janette announced that the party was over. Mr. Tite's fedora floated into view. "You heard the lady. Get on home."
"Sorry, kid," Otto said. "Guess the stupid old man got a little fuzzy." He picked the bottle up off the floor and dropped it in the wastebasket. "Time to eat a hundred miles of you know what."
Roxy, Moonbeam, and their friends drifted away in a cloud of muted laughter, allowing me a glimpse of Mr. Tite that explained the mirth. Beneath the fedora. Tite was wearing the mesh T-shirt I had seen that morning and striped boxer shorts stained yellow at the fly.
Cinched into a pink bathrobe over a nightgown, Helen Janette marched in and established a command post. “I demand an explanation."
Otto did his best. He had fallen asleep while smoking, I had startled him, he was sorry for all the excitement. Nothing like this had ever happened before, and it would never happen again.
Mrs. Janette intensified her air of authority. “I amdisgusted." Mr. Tite moved into position behind her. "This roomreeks of alcohol. You passed out with a cigarette in your hand and almost started a fire. We can have no more of this, Mr. Bremen."
"Right," said the watchdog.
"This here was a one-time mistake. I'll take more care in the future." Otto straightened up. I thought he looked like John Wayne. “Is there anything else you care to say?"
"Open your windows and let out the stink. This is supposed to be a decent house."