“Dear me-I’d no idea,” said Mr. Brewster.
“Nobody had,” said Montagu Lushington drily. “The fewer people who knew the better. I was keeping the information under my hat until the raid was over.”
“The raid?” Mr. Brewster spoke in a tone of surprise.
“Oh, it didn’t come off. It wasn’t worth while. The birds would have flown.”
Mr. Brewster said, “Dear me!”
Whilst the Home Secretary was driving towards Railing, Inspector Boyce was receiving a report from the smart young constable whom he had sent to make enquiries at the Hand and Flower.
“Sturrock was quite well known there, sir-regular customer-used to drop in in his off time and play a game of billiards. But he didn’t play this afternoon. He didn’t stay very long.”
“What did he do?”
Collins looked chagrined.
“Well, I don’t know that he did anything, sir.”
“Did he use the telephone?”
“Well, sir, they don’t know, and that’s the truth of it. He might have done, but there’s no one can say for sure. The telephone-box isn’t in the hall any longer. They used to have it there, but they’ve moved it to a sort of recess outside the smoke-room. Mr. Rudge, the proprietor, says he met Sturrock coming along the passage to the smoke-room. They had a bit of a chat-Mr. Rudge says about nothing in particular, but if the truth was known, I expect it was Sir Francis Colesborough’s murder they were talking about, Mr. Rudge not being one to miss a chance like that, if you don’t mind my saying so, nor I shouldn’t be surprised if they’d stood there for the best part of half an hour. Mr. Rudge doesn’t say that. All he says is they had a bit of a chat, and Sturrock went into the smoke-room to have a look at the papers. And that’s all I got, sir.
“What about the exchange?”
“There were half a dozen calls put through from the hotel in the course of the afternoon. I spoke to the young lady on duty, and that’s all she could tell me. She doesn’t remember any of the numbers that were asked for-said she’d have a nervous breakdown if she was to start trying to remember all the calls she put through in a day. A bit off-hand, if you know what I mean.” Collins frowned. Off-hand and worse, that’s what she’d been. One of the kind that wants taking down a peg or two. He wouldn’t mind having a shot at it himself. Bluest eyes he’d ever seen.
“Well, that doesn’t get us any farther,” said Inspector Boyce.
XXXII
The Chief Constable had departed. Mr. Brook had departed. The contents of the safe had been removed. Sturrock’s body had been removed. Inspector Boyce had retired from the scene. To all outward appearance it might have been any Sunday evening at Cole Lester with the butler off duty and William taking his place a thought unhandily.
“Actually,” as Algy said to Gay-“actually, my dear, the eye of the police is very much upon us. There’s a young-fellow-my-lad hanging round the place to see that I don’t take the Bentley out and forget to bring it back, and there’s a smart police pup in the lane with a motor-bike all ready to follow me if I do. And William is going around like a cat on hot bricks looking at me out of the tail of his eye. I think he’s thrilled at the idea of being at such close quarters with a murderer, but every now and then he gets an agonized feeling that I may have an urge to add him to the bag.”
Gay stamped her foot and said, “I wish you wouldn’t!”
She had come down to look for Algy and had come upon him in the study.
Algy laughed and she flashed into anger.
“I can’t think why we go on talking about it, and I can’t think why we’re in this horrible room! It simply reeks of policemen!”
Algy really laughed this time. The other had been a pretense.
“What do policemen reek of?” he enquired from the depths of the largest chair.
“Red tape and sealing-wax!” snapped Gay.
Algy looked at her between half-closed lids. The room, purged of the police force, was pleasant enough. The Inspector had well and truly tended the fire, which now glowed like a sunset and diffused a most comforting warmth. There was a pleasant light from a tall lamp behind the chair. It fell on Gay, on the bright colour which anger had brought to her cheeks, on the shadows under her eyes. He thought she had been crying. He thought perhaps her eyelashes were still wet. He thought that perhaps he would never see her again. And he had an overwhelming desire to bid this moment stay, to halt it here, between the past and the future, between today and tomorrow, between the moment that had slipped from them and the moment that might never be for them at all. His heart said “Stay,” and it took him all he knew to keep his tongue still upon the word. He thought, “I love her,” and thought how strange it was to feel this deep stab of triumph and pain. He thought, “She loves me too,” and the triumph rushed up in him like a singing flame and consumed the pain. But he hadn’t moved. The big chair held a lazy, lounging young man looking with half-closed eyes at an angry, pretty girl.
The sight exasperated Gay, who was only too eager to be exasperated. If she could be really furious with Algy, everything wouldn’t hurt so much. It was when she was sorry for him, when she wanted to put her arms round him and keep him safe, that the pain at her heart became almost unendurable. “Only you’ve got to endure it-you’ve got to-you’ve got to.” And if they sent Algy to prison, she would have to bear it for years, and years, and years. She didn’t get any farther than Algy being sent to prison. She wouldn’t get any farther than that. There are things you mustn’t look at even for a moment, because they are too dreadful to be borne. Other people had to bear them, but not you. Things like that couldn’t possibly happen to you. Don’t look. Shut your eyes. Push them away, and bang, and bolt, and bar the door upon them. Anger is a great help when you are trying to bang that sort of door.
And then all at once such a little thing betrayed them both. Gay saw Algy looking at her. He didn’t look lazy any more. His eyes were open and he was looking at her as if he loved her with all his heart, and as if he was saying goodbye-to love, to her, to everything. It was only for a moment, but that moment broke her anger and her pride, and very nearly broke her heart. She came over to the chair with a rush and went down on her knees by it, leaning to him across the arm, her hands holding it, her voice breaking on his name.
“Algy!”
It was no good. They had lost their balance, and when you have lost your balance you catch at anything or anyone. These two caught at one another, held desperately together across the arm of the chair, kissed desperately as if there were no other time but this in which to kiss, to love, to cling together-a time quick with anguish, quick with joy.
It passed, but it left them in a new country. They drew back, still holding hands, looking at one another and at this place to which they had come with stumbling, half-unwilling feet. Double pain for both, and a double load to carry, double foreboding, double fear, and a frowning barrier between them and the double joy which would have made it all worth while. Yet when Algy said, “I didn’t mean to let you know,” Gay knew just how unendurable that would have been. She said so in a rush of words,
“Horrible of you! I’d have died. I felt as if I was going to-when you said-they were going to arrest you.”
“But, darling, you must have known that I did care.”
“I couldn’t-I didn’t! How could I? You were being completely strong and silent. Oh, darling, wouldn’t it be lovely if Sylvia had never been born, and if there weren’t any police?”