He had felt an unaccustomed leaning towards caution. Was he getting old? He hated the idea of encroaching old age. The funny thing was that he didn’t feel he was sliding into his dotage. He felt energized, rejuvenated. He had started experiencing the kind of desires that had troubled him as young man …
The powder. The powder seemed to be working. Freshly aborted human foetuses. That was what the voodoo doctor had told him. Strange-looking fellow, jet-black, with peculiar orange-yellow eyes, like a cat’s, veined with purple, but he clearly knew what he was talking about.
He now felt drawn towards Remnant Castle as if by some magnetic force. He would start early tomorrow morning, some time after four.
The hour between the first lightening of the morning sky and sunrise was his most auspicious time, the voodoo fellow had told him. It was then that his energies were at their most vibrant and his aura most vividly coloured, apparently.
He rather liked the idea of arriving at a house submerged in murk, or as morning came to consciousness and light crept up between the shutters …
He would sneak in through a side door and go up the stairs, past the portraits of his savage, wily, fearless ancestors. He had no doubt his ancestors would have approved not only of what he had done, but also of what he was planning to do.
He was a true Remnant. His brother, on the other hand, was not. The fact that Gerard had turned up at La Sorciere on the night of the murder suggested little more than misguided bravado. A damned ineffectual chap, Gerard, like all bookish chaps. As a boy his brother had been potty about the Arthurian legend and perhaps he had seen himself as that flower of chivalry, Sir Lancelot, on a white warhorse, charging the Monster of Remnant, lance at the ready!
There had been a full moon that night and he had seen Gerard from his dressing-room window. Had Gerard travelled all the way to Grenadin intent on committing fratricide? Who could tell? If he had, he’d been too late!
Once more he looked into the near future and saw himself arriving at Remnant Castle, striding stealthily down the corridor towards Clarissa’s bedroom. Clarissa would be in her bed. She would still be sleeping. He would open her bedroom door — he’d be able to hear her breathing, perhaps he’d see the rising and falling of her bosom …
He experienced another surge of youthful energy.
The once-familiar flame. He might have swallowed a dose of ethyl chloride … Why, he hadn’t felt like that for years.
30
Clarissa woke with a start. It was terribly early, she could tell. Her heart was thumping wildly in her chest. I am on my own, she thought.
As she further drifted into consciousness, she heard the wind outside, alternately moaning and howling, hurling itself against the window panes like some demented monster intent on breaking in and devouring her.
She had had a dream. She’d seen a mouse on the floor, obviously ill, huddled and shivering, so in order to give it a quick death, she picked it up by the tail and threw it into a puddle of water. She’d heard a voice. Don’t you see that the water is not deep enough? The wretched thing won’t drown; it will just go on swimming about. So she picked the mouse out of the puddle, but as she did so the mouse twisted round and bit her finger. She heard the voice again. That mouse has a disease and now you will get it.
Thinking about it, she felt nauseous, ill. She looked down at her fingers. The only too familiar feeling of impending disaster was upon her, the sense of being poised on the very edge of chaos, the conviction that she’d never be free from the tentacles of her impossible predicament-
What time was it? Half past three? Christ.
Reaching out for the silver-plated radio on her bedside table, she turned it on. She liked listening to the BBC World Service. It soothed her …
But she found it hard to concentrate. Her ordeal, she reminded herself, was only just starting. Should she take one of her pills?
Clarissa began to pray to God. She spoke the words aloud.
She promised never to have another affair as long as she lived. She would never dine at the Ritz again. She was going to take proper care of Stephan. She would devote the rest of her life to Stephan. She wouldn’t wear lipstick in the morning. She would never wear stilettos again. She would be nice to Aunt Hortense-
‘How to murder someone and get away with it … You see, in Keldorp I shared living quarters with a little man called Harrison-’
What was that? Sounded like some creepy radio drama. Should she change the station? Quite interesting, actually-
She listened.
‘Harrison was one of the most boring people I have ever met. Except on one subject. Murder. I don’t mean he killed anyone himself. He was fascinated by the theory of it. He must have read every book ever printed on the subject. One night he told me he’d worked out the perfect murder. It all depended on one thing. The murderer had to have an accomplice. Someone he could trust absolutely. Someone who wanted — who needed — to kill as much as he did-’
Wanted to kill as much as he did … No, that didn’t quite apply to her. She had aided and abetted the killer, true, but that was after the murder had been committed.
The fact was, she had had no idea there was going to be a murder. If she had known Stephan had got hold of Roderick’s gun, she would have done something about it — she would have taken the gun away from him. Of course she would have.
An idea began advancing from the shadows of Clarissa’s mind slowly, gradually, like a figure emerging from a dark cave …
The codicil. The five million pounds to Peter Quin. The codicil suggested that the murder might have been carefully thought through, premeditated, planned in detail. Why hadn’t she thought of it before? It suggested that it wasn’t Stephan, poor thing, who had committed the murder, but her monster of a husband …
Yes.
She gasped. She saw it very clearly now. Roderick had lured Peter Quin to La Sorciere with the sole intention of killing him. She had believed it was Stephan who killed Quin, mistaking him for Roderick, and Roderick had encouraged her to continue thinking it because it had suited his book …
That night she had agreed to everything he told her to do; she had nodded and said yes; she had been dazed, confused, in a state of shock. Roderick told her that the idea had just occurred to him as he stood looking down at Quin’s dead body — but that had been a lie.
She had been blind — yes, blind!
Roderick had meant things to happen that way all along.
She heard the voice on the radio announce the end of the play and she rose, propping herself on her elbow. She reached out for her pale pink kimono. She put it on and sat up in bed. She was extremely cold. Her teeth chattered. The heating wasn’t working properly — but it wasn’t only the heating — she felt a chill — a particular kind of chill — there had been a sound as well-
The next moment she knew.
He was at Remnant.
She saw her bedroom door open. She had locked it, but he clearly had a key. She should have barricaded herself in. Why did all the good ideas come when it was too late?
He removed his homburg with a flourish.
‘Peter Quin at your service, m’lady,’ he said with a courtly bow. ‘I don’t think I woke you up, did I? My dear Clarissa, you look ravissante. It is with such a delectable sight that the Devil must have tempted Our Saviour. I have lived in the grip of a deep obsessive frustration,’ he went on. ‘You are the only one who can bring me out of it. I have been thinking about you an awful lot, you know.’