understudy role, how far do you think he’ll go to land the lead? Ben better get himself a bodyguard immediately. His days are numbered!”
“Simmer down, sis,” I said, smiling at Abby’s dramatic outburst. “Now
you’re making a tsimmis. Let me remind you that we don’t have any idea if Binky is guilty or not. In fact, what little knowledge we do have points in other directions entirely. The creep who was shadowing me tonight definitely wasn’t Binky, and the creep who bashed me on the head last night had to be either Blackie or Aunt Doobie-not Binky.
“We’ve got more suspects than we can handle,” I went on. “We can’t run around making any wild, unfounded accusations. And we certainly can’t tell Gazzara his life may be in danger. He would call in the cops, and Flannagan would arrest
us instead of Binky.”
“Well, we’ve got to do something!” Abby blustered. She jumped up from the table and started pacing the floor again.
“I agree with you,” I said. “Not because I’m afraid for Gazzara’s life-which, at this point, I can assure you I’m
not-but because I’m determined to discover who ended Gray’s life. I’m not kidding, Abby. I’m going to find out who killed Gray Gordon if it’s the last thing I do!” (The minute those words escaped my mouth, I wished I’d put them a different way.)
“Any idea how you’re going to accomplish this stunt?” Abby asked, suddenly stopping her pacing. She stepped over to the kitchen counter and began spooning coffee into the waiting pot.
“The only way I know how,” I said. “By following every lead and digging up all the evidence I can.”
“So what’s next on the agenda?”
“The first thing I want to do is get inside Binky’s apartment,” I said. “There are a couple of things I want to look for, and tomorrow-I mean, today-will be the perfect opportunity. Binky won’t be home all day, so I’ll have plenty of time to pick the lock and comb the place for clues.”
“Do you know where Binky lives?”
“Yes, over on Third Avenue between Thirty-second and Thirty-third. I got the address from the phone book. There’s only one Barnabas Kapinsky listed, and the phone number matches the one in Gray’s message pad.”
Abby snapped the lid on the coffee and put the pot on the stove to perk. Then she twirled around, folded her arms across her chest and-speaking in a voice as firm as flint-announced, “I’m going with you.”
“Oh, no you’re not!” I sputtered. “I can’t have you snooping around underfoot, messing up the evidence, making noise and alerting the neighbors!”
“Then I’ll go without you,” she declared. “I have as much right to case Binky’s apartment as you do. You said every girl for herself, remember?”
“Yes, but I didn’t mean-”
“I don’t care what you meant! I’m going to search Binky’s pad and that’s final. I’ve got a good eye and I might spot something you’d miss. So what’s it gonna be, Lee? With you or without you-it’s all the same to me.”
I couldn’t let her go alone, but I couldn’t stop her, either. “I give up,” I groaned. “I’ll call you from the office later and tell you when to meet me.”
“Good,” she said, snatching her purse, sunglasses, and Rita Hayworth wig off the table and heading for the door. “Your coffee will be ready soon. Better drink lots of it or you’ll fall asleep at work.”
“Don’t you want some?” I asked.
“Not a drop, pop!” she said, with a goofy grin. “I’m going home to take a nap.”
Chapter 32
AFTER ABBY LEFT, I DRANK TWO CUPS of coffee, took a shower, got dressed for work, then smoked a bunch of cigarettes and drank some more coffee. I’d like to tell you that I went through these motions with a fair measure of grace and composure, but the truth was I was bawling the whole time. I couldn’t get the picture of Dan kissing that woman out of my mind. If I’d had a gun, I would have blown my brains out just for relief. (Okay, okay! Maybe that’s a slight exaggeration-but what do you expect from a writer named Paige Turner?)
Finally, after an hour or two of sobbing and self-torture, it was time for me to head to the office. I dried my swollen eyes, blew my runny red nose, applied a new coat of mascara, and hit the sidewalk for the subway.
I was in such a muddled frame of mind, I didn’t notice the change right away. In fact, I walked all the way to Sheridan Square without perceiving any difference at all. But then suddenly, just as I was heading down the steps to the subway station, the realization swept over me like an ocean breeze. My face wasn’t dripping with sweat. My feet weren’t sizzling inside my stilettos. My breathing was almost normal. The heat wave had finally broken!
Exhaling a grateful sigh, I descended the rest of the steps and ventured into the tiled depths of the subway. It was even cooler underground. I took a seat on the uptown local, which had just pulled into the station, and then, as the screaking train pulled out again, began reading the overhead advertisements, hoping they’d help me keep my mind off Dan. I did not want to start crying again.
In the ad directly across the aisle, a sexy blonde in a slinky black dress was lounging on the “Airliner Reclining Seat” of a new 1955 Rambler, inviting all onlookers inside for a “Deep Coil Ride.” Next to her, an ad pushing “Houses for the Atomic Age!” proclaimed the “unique design for these all-concrete blast-resistant homes was based on principles learned at Hiroshima and Nagasaki.” And next to that pack of lies danced a pack of Old Gold cigarettes. I say
danced because the package of smokes was, by some miracle of modern science, prancing around on a pair of shapely feminine (i.e., human) legs. The copy beneath the familiar image said, “No song and dance about medical claims-Old Gold’s specialty is to give you a TREAT instead of a TREATMENT!”
Soon tiring of the absurd advertisements, I closed my aching, bloodshot eyes and gave them a rest until we pulled into the Times Square station. Then I hopped off the train and headed for the crosstown shuttle. Turning my head for a second as I was walking toward the gate to the shuttle, I caught a glimpse of a man in dark clothing sneaking along in the rush hour crowd behind me.
Oh, my god! Is this guy going to follow me everywhere? And what’s his motive, anyway? Is he just looking for a good place to kill me?
Emboldened by the presence of so many people, and determined to catch the creeper off-guard and get a good look at his face, I pretended that I hadn’t noticed him and continued walking ahead for about thirty yards. And then suddenly, without any delay or warning, I jerked to a halt, jumped around in a fast about-face and landed in a menacing combat stance.
“Yeow!!” cried the startled old man right behind me. He was so taken aback by my sudden maneuver that he lurched, stumbled, and dropped his walking stick on the floor.
“Oh, I’m so sorry, sir!” I stammered, hurrying to help him balance himself, then picking up his cane. “I didn’t mean to frighten you.”
“Eh?” he croaked, holding a gnarly hand up to one ear. “What did you say?”
Oh, dear. Deaf as well as lame. (Can I pick ’em, or what?)
“I said I didn’t mean to frighten you!” I shouted.
The old man still didn’t hear me. But Blackie, or Aunt Doobie, or whoever had been tailing me, must have heard me loud and clear, because when I raised my eyes and looked around for him, he was gone.
Pfffffft! Vanished completely.
Just par for the course, I thought, handing the wobbly old man his cane and tucking my arm under his elbow. He looked shaken and disoriented. “Can I help you, sir?” I asked, leaning down and screaming directly into his ear. “Where do you want to go?”
“Er, ah, ub… shuttle,” he burbled, “eastbound.” A thin line of spit was dribbling down his chin.
I gave him a big smile and slowly guided him toward the gate, truly glad we were taking the same train. There are times in a fearful, crazed, heartbroken girl’s life when she needs a little company.