He was in the process of becoming completely wrecked by this woman. And seeing himself like this wasn’t helping his confidence.
He searched for someone who was looking at her, instead. He found one, two tables away, who was either staring blankly into space or fascinated by the platinum of Maggie’s hair in the bright sun. The focus wasn’t on her face, but Geoff could see her profile well enough to know her expression wasn’t giving much away.
And that she had a beautiful, incredible mouth.
With both hands, she brought her coffee cup to her lips. From any other angle, the ceramic rim would have hidden her smile, and he couldn’t hear it in her voice when she prompted, “Winters?”
“Winters,” Geoff said, “was the name of my uncle’s valet. His first valet, his second, his third, and his fourth.”
The corners of her mouth tightened. “I see.”
No, she likely didn’t. Not yet. She assumed that Colin, the son of a wealthy British earl, had lazily taken to calling all of his valets “Winters” so that he wouldn’t have to remember their names.
“They all were of the Winters family. Sons and grandsons. One a nephew. But it was the first who was in my uncle’s employ when he became a vampire. Whenever he traveled away from Beaumont Court, he took Winters. And it was the first Winters who was with him when he was cursed.”
He had no doubt Maggie knew of the curse. She would have noticed how few mirrors were in his uncle’s mansion. Every other vampire could see his reflection, but the taint of the dragon’s blood had erased his uncle’s. To a man as vain as Colin Ames-Beaumont, the inability to confirm his beauty truly was a curse.
“Oh,” Maggie said quietly. “Not just a valet. A gentleman’s gentleman. A man he trusted to do what he couldn’t-maintain his appearance, and protect him during his daysleep.”
“And, according to Uncle Colin, who remained one of his few links to sanity during those early years.” The family, of course, being the other. “There hasn’t been a Winters since the Second World War-not, at least, one who has served my uncle. His support of the Winters family allowed them to rise in class enough so that when my grandmother married a Blake, it didn’t raise any eyebrows. And Uncle Colin didn’t think it was appropriate for family members to serve as his valets, so he began to dress himself.”
With great care, she set her coffee cup on its saucer. “Your grandmother was a Winters?”
“Yes. And she hadn’t any more blond hairs on her head than I do.” He reached for his juice and raised it in a tiny salute. “And that, Maggie, is the story of the Winters name. You can infer what you wish from it.”
If she did infer anything, she didn’t share her conclusions. Instead, she slowly ate a piece of toast.
Geoff assumed her silence meant she’d been affected by it. Good, he thought. Very good.
Even if it meant that he was a bastard for telling her. He knew what she was looking for, what her psychological profile had laid out, describing a chain of events that had started when a young woman had given Maggie her last name, and nothing else. Then bandied about the foster system until she was twelve. She’d found stability, after that, with foster parents who hadn’t been able to have children of their own-and who’d taken in children not out of love, but to fulfill a sense of duty. The father had been a military man through and through, with a schedule for every aspect of the children’s lives. It had been constancy Maggie had desperately needed, but the sense of belonging she’d craved hadn’t been fulfilled until the service.
The CIA had known that, had used that when they’d brought her in. They’d depended on her loyalty-not just to her country, but to her fellow operatives. Whatever the CIA had given her, though, it hadn’t been enough after they’d told her to assassinate James.
And Geoff was a bastard for using that knowledge, too-but he was also determined to see that his family would be enough.
He lost sight of her a moment later. Damn, and double damn. The person he’d been looking through had come out of his reverie and glanced away from her.
When he slipped into Maggie again, she was studying his face. “Given how protective he is, I’m surprised that Ames-Beaumont hasn’t tried to force you out of the field.”
“You can be sure he’s tried. The first time I was shot, he threatened to break my legs every four weeks to keep me in bed.”
“The first time?”
“The scar you’ve seen was from the last-the latest one. That was eight months ago, in Colombia. And it was the first time I was too far from a Ramsdell facility. So I wasn’t patched up with vampire blood.”
By the movement of her head, Maggie was nodding. “Sir Pup carries blood in his hammerspace for emergencies. I haven’t had to use it yet-and I didn’t realize it healed that well.”
“It’s not completely miraculous. The others did leave a bit of scarring.” He wondered if his easy posture and the hint of his smile looked as casual to her as he hoped it did. “And it’s because of the blood that Uncle Colin will soon have his wish.”
Her vision darkened at the edges, as if her eyes had narrowed. “How so?”
“Ramsdell is building a new facility in San Francisco. The research will focus on the blood, which Uncle Colin has never allowed before-and so my focus will change, as well. I’ll head up security and operations, and only go out in the field when it’s necessary. And I’ll take a more direct approach when I do.”
“No more playing the doofus.”
He suppressed his wince. Even knowing “doofus” was true-hell, it had been deliberate-it wasn’t an easy thing to hear her say. “Yes.”
“And you’ll be living in San Francisco.”
“Yes.”
“Why the change?”
“It’s time. I’ve been protecting the family so long, I haven’t had time to start one for myself.” Whatever form that family took. “And I came out of Colombia; Trixie didn’t.”
Her gaze returned to his face. “She was… your guide dog?”
“For ten years.” He felt the familiar twinge in his chest and pushed through it. “She spoiled me. And traveling doesn’t have the same appeal without her. So when Uncle Colin told me about the plans for the San Francisco facility, I told him I would help him out.”
Her gaze settled on his mouth before moving to the photo of the lighthouse on her laptop. “There’s no interesting story behind my scars,” she said. “I wish I had eaten bullets, because that would mean that I’d taken a calculated risk. But it was just a mistake. I went left when I should have gone right. And I can’t tell you who carried me out.”
She couldn’t, but she didn’t need to; her implication was clear. James had.
“In other words,” Geoff said. “You want to save him from the demon, too.”
He thought she shrugged, but he found someone looking at her too late to be sure.
“I don’t know if he needs to be saved. But I’m not sure I could kill him. Not if the only reason is that he knows too much.”
Is that what she thought her role here was? That they expected her to perform a cold-blooded assassination?
“We’re just here to get Kate out, Maggie.”
“And then?”
“Uncle Colin will step in.” Which wasn’t, Geoff reflected, the best way to put it. He shook his head, and tried again. “When Katherine was eight, we were visiting a neighboring estate, and the lady of the house mentioned a locket that had gone missing twenty or thirty years earlier. My sister told her where to find it. The locket was of some historical significance, so the story was written up in the local paper. Just a minor little piece. But within a fortnight, two government men arrived at Beaumont Court to talk with her. When they left, they said they’d be calling on us again. My mother rang Uncle Colin. We didn’t hear from them again… but they are still alive.”
From across the café, he caught the edge of her smile. “He scared them.”