“Small town,” Dex observed.
“Is, was, and will be. I’m not opposed to gossip, Mr. Graham, especially nowadays.”
“As gossip, it’s honest enough,” Dex said. “All those things are true. Maybe they’re liabilities, but they gave me access to some information you need.”
“Meaning?”
“Bob Hoskins tells me you’re trying to set up an escape route to ferry out some of the local families.”
“Bob Hoskins must have a fair amount of confidence in you.” Shepperd sighed and folded his arms. “Go on.”
Evelyn had come to his apartment three times with fresh information, much of it gleaned from documents Demarch had left unattended on his desk. Dex described the firebreak, the bomb—the apocalypse bearing down on Two Rivers like a runaway train.
Shepperd leaned against a shelf that harbored a single gallon can of pinto beans and listened with a fixed expression. When Dex finished, he cleared his throat. “So what are we talking about—a week, two weeks?”
“I can’t pin it down, but that sounds like the right range. We might not have much warning.”
“They’ll have to evacuate the soldiers.”
“I don’t think they’re planning to.”
“What, you mean leave ’em here? Let ’em burn?”
Dex nodded.
“Jesus,” Shepperd said. “Cold-hearted bastards.” He shook his head. “Bet any money the Proctors move out, though. So there’s some warning there … if any of what you’re telling me is true.”
Dex said nothing.
Shepperd put his hands in the pockets of his jacket. “I suppose I should thank you.” Dex shrugged.
“Incidentally, Hoskins said he was surprised when you came to him with this. He figured you were mainly talk, not much action. So what changed your mind?”
“Twelve kids hanging from the City Hall lampposts.”
“Yeah, well—that’ll do it.”
Twelve kids hanging from the lampposts, Dex thought as he walked the snowy streets.
Twelve kids, some of whom he had known personally; three of them his students.
Twelve kids: any one of whom might have been his son.
Might have been David.
If David had lived.
“He didn’t believe you?” Linneth asked.
She sat at Dex’s kitchen table warming her hands over a pot of ration tea. The sky beyond the window was blue; a cold wind rattled the loose pane.
“He believed me,” Dex said. “He didn’t want me to know it, but he believed me.”
“How large is his group?”
“Maybe thirty, forty adults plus their families. According to Bob Hoskins, they’ve scared up some hunting rifles and even a couple of automatic weapons. Amazing what some people keep in their basements.”
“They hope to escape?”
“So I gather.”
“It isn’t very many people, considering the size of the town.”
“There are other groups like Shepperd’s, but they don’t talk much to each other—and it may be better that way.”
“Still, no matter what, too many people will die.” He nodded.
She said, “Even the scholars from outside. I don’t think they mean to let us leave. We’ve seen too much and we’re too likely to talk about it.”
Dex said, “We’ll get out. A few lives saved is probably the best we can hope for.” He shrugged into his jacket. She said, “Where are you going now?”
“Unfinished business. I’m going to look for Howard Poole.”
“Let me come with you.”
He thought about it. “There’s another jacket in the closet. Leave yours here. And keep a scarf around your head. I don’t want us to be recognized.”
She walked beside him in the street, head down, her arm in his. She was small and perfect, Dex thought, and probably doomed, like everybody else in these quiet winter houses.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
So much had become clear in the last few days—Howard didn’t know how to begin to tell Dex.
Dex had come out of a cold afternoon without warning. He brought a woman with him: Linneth Stone, an outsider but not a Proctor, Dex said. “You can talk in front of her. She’s an academic, Howard—she has tenure.”
He looked at her. “What’s your subject?”
“Cultural ethnology.”
“Oh. Kinship systems. Yuck.”
“Howard’s a physicist,” Dex said.
“Oh,” Linneth said. “Atomic particles: Yuck.”
But the news was more important than all this. Howard turned to Dex and said, “Listen, I found her.”
“Her?”
“The woman Stern was living with. She’s only a couple of blocks away. And she has all his notes.”
“Howard, that doesn’t matter now.”
“But it does. It matters a lot.”
Dex exchanged a look with Linneth, then sighed. “All right,” he said. “Tell me what you found out.”
Stern wasn’t the only physicist obsessed with God. Think about Einstein’s objection to quantum theory, or Schrodinger’s notion of the hidden unity of the human mind. If you look hard enough at the cosmos, Howard said, all these metaphysical questions emerge—religious questions.
But Stern’s obsession was much stranger than that. He had been God-haunted from his earliest childhood, driven by what could only be called a compulsion: by dreams or visions or maybe even a hidden physical problem: a tumor, temporal-lobe epilepsy, borderline schizophrenia. Stern had studied the world’s religious texts for clues to a mystery that must have seemed omnipresent, urgent, and taunting… the mystery of what might lie beyond the borders of human knowledge.
He had looked for answers with equal vigor in Einstein and the Talmud, in Heisenberg and Meister Eckehart. Physics gave him a career, but he never set aside his volumes of esoterica. He had been especially fascinated by the wild cosmogonies of the early Christian Gnostics, creation myths cobbled together from fragments of Judaism, Hellenic paganism, eastern mystery religions. In the flourishing mystical thought of the late Roman Empire Stern had perceived a fertile metaphor for the universe behind the quantum and before creation.
“He must have been a brilliant man,” Linneth said.
“Terrifyingly brilliant. A little scornful of his colleagues. He was capable of eccentric behavior—he never wore any clothes but jeans and T-shirts, even when he accepted the Nobel prize. But he had the brains to get away with it.”
“Intimidating,” Linneth said.
“Always. It was part of his shtick. It made him a reputation. And it was his reputation that brought him here.”
Dex said, “I’m surprised he accepted government work.”
“He didn’t want to. Especially during the Cold War, government research was often the equivalent of dropping into a black hole. If your work is classified, you can’t publish, and if you can’t publish, it ain’t science. But they made him an offer he couldn’t refuse. They promised him a long look into the heart of the mystery.”
Howard described the Turkish fragment, an object so defiantly strange that it beggared comprehension.
“You can imagine how it fed Stern’s obsessions. By day he took measurements and made cautious, rigorous hypotheses. By night he installed himself in the study in Ruth Wintermeyer’s house and composed rambling notes about the Plenum, the fragment as a divine artifice, literally a piece of the Appennoia. The journal he left is partly autobiography, partly scientific chronicle, partly the ravings of a lunatic. He was losing the ability to distinguish speculation from fact. It all became one thing, the mysterium tremendae—the outer limit of rational thought.”