Shit. I hadn’t thought of that. Why hadn’t I thought of that? Shit.
Cam providing the intel on Ginger’s whereabouts was out.
Elvira had moved to her computer. “Let me work on this,” she mumbled.
“Work on what?” Tracy asked.
“I’ll pull together a file, talk to some boys, see what they got in places I can’t look. There isn’t much I can’t access but Hawk kept the Ginger shit and therefore the Roarke shit under heavy password. Zero access except him and Jorge. That don’t mean boys don’t know shit and Jorge disappeared this mornin’, off-line. He won’t know I’m tryin’ to hack.”
I looked back out at the commandos. It seemed a skeleton crew but it was business as usual. They didn’t know their boss was hanging unconscious somewhere, bleeding from his ear.
What did that mean, blood coming from your ear?
I shook my head to clear this thought and looked back at Elvira.
“Do it,” I ordered. “But proceed with caution and if you think they can help, you give it to them and mobilize but only if you think they won’t go commando and put Hawk in jeopardy.” Elvira nodded her answer to me but she did it looking at the computer screen and I turned to Cam. “But Lawson doesn’t know, nor Leo.”
“Babe, I love you and I know you care a lot about Hawk but you gotta let the cops in on this,” Cam warned.
“No!” I snapped. “No cops. I’m already taking enough chance with you being here. They’re probably watching me.”
“Oh God, do you think that’s true?” Tracy asked.
“Yes,” I replied immediately and then turned to Elvira. “You get anything, call me, I’ve gotta go.”
“Where?” Elvira asked, her eyes not leaving the computer screen.
“Nightingale Investigations,” I answered.
“Shit,” Cam muttered.
“I’ll come with,” Tracy offered and I looked at her.
“No, babe,” I told her.
“I’m coming with,” Tracy repeated.
“No, Trace, this is dangerous. Stay here, maybe you can help Elvira,” I suggested knowing this wasn’t true.
Elvira’s fingers flew over the keyboard.
“I’m coming with,” Tracy stated again.
“Trace –” I started but stopped when she grabbed my hand.
“I’m… coming… with.”
I stared into her eyes.
Then I whispered, “Okay.”
“Shit,” Cam muttered again.
Tracy sat next to me in my car. I drove and tried to be focused as panic threatened to overwhelm me. Tracy was beeping buttons on her phone.
Then the beeping stopped and she put the phone to her ear.
“Troy?” I heard her say and nearly ran off the road.
My eyes flew to her. “Trace! What are you –?”
She waved a hand at me and I looked back at the road.
Tracy kept talking. “Yeah, listen, now’s not a good time. You know those baddies who were after Ginger?” Pause. “Well, they have Hawk.”
“Tracy!” I cried.
She ignored me. “I know, I know, they want to trade him for Ginger and I need you to do your thing, find any properties owned by Nelson Roarke or any owned by any companies he’s involved with.”
Wow. That was a good idea.
That would also probably ping on some Federal Bureau of Investigation Super Nerd Computer in the basement of some federal building.
“Trace,” I tried again.
“No, of course we’re not going to do anything stupid,” she lied through her teeth.
I closed my eyes then quickly opened them and turned off Speer heading to 15th.
“Okay, if you don’t want to help, don’t help. But if something happens to Hawk and Gwen gains seventy pounds by going on a diet of pure cookie dough, don’t come to Nordstrom’s and expect to use my employee discount!” she snapped then flipped her phone closed and stated, “He’ll run the searches. He likes Armani suits.”
“I can’t believe you did that, Trace, he could get into trouble.”
“Well, sure, but Hawk could also get dead.”
This was true.
I whimpered.
Tracy’s voice got soft. “It’s going to be okay, babe.”
I pressed my lips together and turned on 15th.
My phone rang when we were on the sidewalk; I saw it said Tack Calling so I looked at Tracy.
“Can you get us coffees? I have to take this.”
She looked at my phone then at me then she nodded and headed toward The Market on Larimer.
I flipped the phone open and put it to my ear.
“Tack.”
“Peaches, how long they give you?” he asked.
“They didn’t,” I answered.
There was silence then, “All right, babe, there’s bad news and that’s all I got.”
My heart squeezed so I squeezed my eyes shut too to try to block out the pain.
“What’s the bad news?” I whispered.
“We went in soft to every place we know Roarke works dirty. We got nothin’. We’re outta leads.”
Shit!
I opened my eyes. “I know someone who’s a mortgage broker. He’s checking databases now. If he gets anything you haven’t got, can I feed it to you?”
“Don’t wait, babe, get his ass on it and call me.”
“Thanks,” I whispered.
“Later,” he replied then hung up.
I looked down the street where Tracy had disappeared.
Then I made a decision.
I flipped my phone open and went to my text screen.
Then I typed in, I can’t get to her but if you trade Hawk for me, you got Tack, Chaos MC, Hawk’s boys and probably Mitch Lawson who’ll find her and trade Ginger for me. No tricks. No joke. Him for me and you get Ginger. Deal?
I hit send and stood on the sidewalk waiting. People might have passed but I didn’t notice. I just stood there staring at my phone.
Then it chirped.
I flipped it open.
She’s at 83 Bannock. You get her, text. That’s the deal.
Shit! How did I get my sister out of an FBI safe house?
Shit!
My phone chirped again and I looked down at it.
Call off Chaos or you’ll get a body to bury.
I closed my eyes.
Then I opened them, flipped my phone shut, flipped my phone open and headed to my car as I called Tack.
Tracy would find her way home. She’d be pissed but she’d find her way home. And that home wouldn’t be a penitentiary which was where I was headed.
If I was lucky.
I got Tack’s voicemail, left a message that called him off, flipped my phone shut, got in my car and headed to 83 Bannock.
I sat in my car on Bannock two houses down from 83, staring at it and thinking it was a rather nice house and didn’t look like a safe house at all. Not, of course, that I knew what safe houses looked like but still.
I flipped my phone open and I went to my texts.
I typed in, Before I do this, I want proof Hawk’s all right. No pictures. I want to hear his voice.
Then I hit send.
I sat again in suspended time as I stared at my phone.
It rang, unknown caller, I sucked in breath, flipped it open and put the phone to my ear.
“Hello,” I whispered.
“Baby, do not do this shit,” Hawk growled in my ear and my eyes filled with tears as they closed.
“I’m doing it, Cabe,” I whispered, the tears sliding down my cheeks.
“Do not do it, Gwen.”
“I’m drowning,” I was still whispering.