He expelled a long breath and kicked Louisa’s desk, hard.
“Feel better?”
He had to think about it a minute. “No.” He opened her bottom drawer and removed her purse. “Let’s get out of here.”
“I have work to do.”
“You’re done working for this creep.” He wanted to take her home and make love to her. He wanted to go to bed and stay there until he felt at peace. No pigs. No politicians. Just Louisa and him locked away from the world for a little while.
For days he’d listened to her heartbeat come through the headset. He was no longer wearing the headset, but he still felt the soft thrum of her pulse. He would always feel it, he thought, somewhere deep in his subconscious. There was a word for it…bonding. He was bonded to Louisa.
The thought hit him like a fist in the gut, and suddenly everything fell into place. He loved her. He would always love her. His love was deep and real and comforting. For the first time in his life, he didn’t feel panic-stricken at the thought of marriage and commitment. He smiled at Louisa and kissed her on the nose.
She looked at him warily. “What’s that smile all about?”
“We need to talk.”
Louisa changed into jeans and a rugby shirt and made her way up the stairs to Pete’s apartment. He was making cream of tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwiches, and Spike was prowling the area around the stove in anticipation.
“Okay,” Louisa said, pouring two mugs of soup, and taking her place at the table. “What do you want to talk about?”
Pete handed out the grilled cheese. “Marriage.”
Louisa felt her stomach dip. She looked up from her soup. “Marriage?”
“Yep. I think we should get married.”
She put her spoon down and squinted at him. “Are you feeling all right?”
“Never felt better.”
“Marriage,” she repeated. “To each other?”
“It came to me while I was standing at your desk.”
“I thought we’d decided we were incompatible.”
“There’re all kinds of incompatibility. It seems to me our incompatibility isn’t nearly so incompatible as some other kinds of incompatibility.”
“Gee, that makes me feel a lot better.”
It was too fast, he realized. She hadn’t been hit by the bonding revelation the way he had. And she didn’t know how short their time was together. He had a studio breathing down his neck. It wouldn’t be many more days before he received an ultimatum to get his butt out to the coast.
“I should have gotten a ring first,” he said. “I should have done something romantic.”
“That part doesn’t bother me.”
“What then?”
“Eternity. I’m bothered by eternity. You know, ’til death do us part?”
“Do you love me?”
She stirred her soup. “That’s not the point.”
“Aha! So, you admit to it! You do love me!”
“Just because you love someone doesn’t mean you have to marry him.”
“No, but it makes things a lot easier. Besides, I’m a real catch. I’m relatively good looking, I’m great in bed, I’m rich, I’m fun at the zoo…”
“What about my independence? You know, charting my own course, running my own life.”
“I don’t want to take away your independence, I want to share in it.”
“That’s what my mother said when she persuaded me to go to the University of Maryland as a commuter.”
“There are alternatives to marriage. We could get engaged and live together in sin. That sounds like fun, doesn’t it?”
“I’m going to tell Grandma Brannigan you said that.”
He dredged up a smile, reached across the table, and covered her hand with his, “Think about it.”
Kurt showed up on Pete’s doorstep at five-thirty. He had tapes stuffed into his ski-jacket pocket and his fingers hooked into a six-pack of beer. He set the beer on the counter, peeled one off the pack, and popped the top.
“You did good,” he said to Louisa. “Between the phone tap and the bug in Maislin’s coat, I was able to get everything I needed. Not only did I find out the pig’s flight, but Maislin and Bucky had a nice conversation about how the insurance company deserved to get hit.”
He flipped the tapes to Pete. “These are yours. You paid for them, you get to keep them. There’s even a bonus tape dedicated to his drug buys.”
“What about the insurance company and the police?” Louisa asked. “Don’t they want the tapes?”
“Can’t use them,” Pete said. “We bypassed a few technicalities.”
“Then what are you going to do with them?”
Pete grinned. “Give them to the media…anonymously.”
“That should end his political career.”
“Yeah, and when the animal rights activists get through with him, he’ll be nothing more than a grease spot on the pavement,” Kurt said.
He had his head in Pete’s refrigerator. He came out with a plastic container of leftover hot dogs and beans and went in search of a fork.
“There’s a loose end I need to tie up. I need to get the bug back. It’s still in Maislin’s pocket. If he found it, he might get nervous and call the deal off. Besides, it has Louisa’s prints on it.”
He saw the look on Pete’s face and held up a hand. “No problem. He’s on ice at a benefit dinner. In about an hour and a half he’ll be full of chicken almondine and his own self-importance. All I need to know is which pocket.”
“The left,” Louisa said. “Suit jacket.”
“They’re not going to let you close to him dressed like that,” Pete said. “You’re too scruffy looking.”
Kurt tossed the empty plastic container in the sink. “That’s why I’m here. I need a clean shirt.”
By the time he was ready to rendezvous with Maislin, he had more than a clean shirt. He had a suit, topcoat, shirt, shoes, and tie.
“Where’s the dinner?” Pete asked.
“The French embassy.”
Pete handed him the keys to the Porsche. “This’ll help you get through the gate.”
Kurt grinned. “I hope I don’t see anybody I know. This is gonna shoot my image all to hell.”
Louisa watched Kurt disappear down the stairs, heard the front door slam behind him. “He actually looked human.”
“An illusion,” Pete said.
They were playing Monopoly when Kurt returned. He helped himself to another beer and headed for the bedroom. Five minutes later he emerged in his own clothes.
Pete rolled the dice. “Any problems?”
“None.”
“Want to play?”
Kurt snorted. “Pass.”
“I listened to the tapes. They’re pretty condemning.”
“Amateurs,” Kurt said. “They even call each other by name.”
“You going to be in on the kill tomorrow?”
“I might listen from a discreet distance.”
“Thanks for helping out,” Pete said.
“You’ll get my bill.”
Louisa shifted next to Pete, enjoying the slide of skin over skin. The room was velvety dark and comfortably warm. They were loosely entwined in a tangle of sheets. Louisa looked at the bright blue digital numbers on Pete’s beside clock. It was almost five A.M. They’d spent the better part of the night making love, talking about childhoods, sharing secrets.
She turned to the man next to her and dropped a gentle kiss on his bare shoulder. He sighed and smiled, reflexively drawing her closer, but he didn’t wake up. She watched him in the darkened room, fascinated by her own love for him, silently wondering about his marriage proposal. It had caught her off guard, and she was afraid she hadn’t responded tactfully.
She eased away, dressed herself in one of his T-shirts, and padded to the front window. She wanted to see the sunrise. She wanted to sit in the dark, waiting for the sky to lighten, and she wanted to think about all the new beginnings in her life. And she supposed she should think about marriage.
Could she spend the rest of her life with a scriptwriter who was movie-star handsome and only recently domesticated? He’d always have a little bit of the chauvinist hustler in him. And she’d always blithely ignore it. Once the honeymoon was over, they’d drive each other nuts. She shook her head. This wasn’t exactly a match made in heaven.