Mom got a hurt look on her face.
"You're not acting like it's fine," she said.
"It's just that… today I…"
I almost told her the real reason I seemed so out of it-what I was thinking about doing. But I knew she'd totally flip out, so I switched gears at the last second. Not that I lied or anything. I was still honest. Too honest.
"I'm sick of tuna," I said. "Every day it's tuna pie or tuna stroganoff or tuna surprise. You know, the only surprise around here would be a meal without tuna."
Mom's expression changed from hurt to angry and back again.
"You know I have to look for bargains these days, Hannah. And that tuna was thirty-three cents a can at Sam's Club."
"I know. But did you have to buy four cases? I'm growing gills."
"I try to make it interesting…"
"Mom, 'tuna noodle strudel' isn't interesting. It's demented."
That did it.
"If you want lobster and steak every night, you just get That Man on the phone and tell him you're coming to Atlanta!" Mom yelled. Then she buried her face in her hands and started to cry.
I'd pushed the button-the one that automatically drags That Man into the conversation. It's pretty easy to push. I could say we were out of milk and it would be That Man's fault. I could say the john had stopped working and I'd hear how That Man had flushed Mom down the toilet. I could say my car needed new brakes, and she'd say if there was any justice That Man would get run over by a truck.
That Man That Man That Man!
I walked over to Mom and put my arms around her and said stuff like "I didn't mean it" and "I don't want to go to Atlanta" and "I like tuna surprise." But I was thinking something else entirely: "Damn it, woman-get over it! You're letting a cheesy, cheating bastard ruin your whole life! He's not worth it! Let it go!"
And then that English degree of mine finally paid for itself. If there's one thing they teach you to recognize in college-level lit classes, it's irony. And right here in front of me I had enough to fill two Edith Wharton novels with enough left over for a John Updike short story.
Who was about to let a cheesy, cheating bastard ruin her life? Like mother, like daughter. It was so Freudian it was spooky.
By the time my mother was through crying, my mind was made up.
When I left the apartment that night, I told Mom I'd just be gone a few minutes-I'd left my copy of Hannibal at Fendler's. It was a library book, hardcover, so if it got lost we'd have to pay a thirty-buck fine. That made it an urgent enough errand to suit Mom, who can get antsy about me "burning perfectly good gas" when I drive eight blocks for a late-night Ben and Jerry's run. Maybe she felt guilty about her little meltdown at dinner, because she just told me to hurry back. It's a Wonderful Life was on, and she was going to make popcorn.
I expected to be home before the last kernel popped. I was going to whip over to the old neighborhood, meet Arlo, tell him the whole stupid, crazy robbery thing was off, then drive home with a clean conscience for a wholesome, all-American evening with my mother.
If only.
Arlo's Hyundai was already at our designated meeting place-the corner of Knopfler and Knob Hill-when I showed up. It surprised me that he'd actually managed to make it on time.
I got an even bigger surprise once I parked and walked up to his car. The windows were steamed up, but I could see dark shapes moving behind the foggy glass.
Arlo wasn't alone. There were two other people in the car with him. I stopped a few yards short of the Hyundai's rear bumper, unsure what to do. By the time the big neon LEAVE NOW sign was flashing in my head, it was too late. Someone was getting out of the car and walking toward me.
It wasn't Arlo. For a second, I wasn't even sure it was a human being. The guy was huge. Like, Bigfoot huge. I couldn't even believe he'd been inside the Hyundai. He looked like he wouldn't fit in anything smaller than a tank.
He might not have been quite so scary if he'd been wearing something in the Christmas spirit, like maybe a fuzzy red sweater with a cartoon reindeer on it. But no-he was in burnout clothes. You know what I mean. Army surplus jacket, camo pants, combat boots. I couldn't see what was under the jacket, but I was pretty sure it had to be a Megadeath T-shirt.
He said exactly what you don't want someone like him to say under circumstances like these.
"Get in the car."
I took a step back, toward my car.
"Who are you?"
"A friend of Arlo's," he said. For a "friend" he sure didn't sound very friendly. "Get in quick before someone sees us."
"I don't think so."
He moved closer. I took another step back.
The houses on Knob Hill and Knopfler Drive are what you'd call "palatial": They're big, they're tucked away behind lots of trees and they have long, looping driveways from the road. So nobody was particularly close by. But making a scene happens to be one of my talents. I figured a good, long scream would get somebody's attention.
Chewbacca read my mind. His right hand slipped into his jacket pocket, and something inside bulged out against the heavy green cloth.
"Make a sound and I'll blow your head off," he said.
I froze, partially out of fear, partially out of indecision. I mean, how did I know the guy really had a gun? On the other hand, how badly did I want to find out?
A squeak-squeak-squeak came from the car. Someone was rolling down a window.
Arlo's curly-haired head popped into view.
"Get in the car, Hannah. Please," he said. "It'll be alright. Really."
I didn't know about the "It'll be alright" part, but the "Please" sounded pretty sincere. And pretty scared.
I got in the car. Arlo was in front with another guy, so that put me in the back with Paul Bunyon.
The man sitting next to Arlo stubbed a cigarette out in the ashtray before swiveling around to face me. His toothy yellow grin practically glowed in the dark. He was older than the rest of us, though I couldn't tell how much older. He didn't have wrinkles or gray hair or anything like that, but his skin seemed leathery, like he'd been stitched together from old wallets.
"Hey, Hannah," he said. "Sorry to scare ya', babe. I know you weren't expecting to see us. But don't worry. We're here to help."
He kept beaming his big grin in my face like it was going to hypnotize me. It reminded me of the python that tries to eat Mowgli in The Jungle Book. You know-"Trust in meeeeee. Just in meeeeee…"
"Arlo, who are these guys?"
"Diesel and the Reptile," he said without turning around to face me.
"'Diesel and the Reptile'?"
I wasn't sure I'd heard him right. It sounded like the name of a bad punk band.
The older guy jumped in to explain.
"My man Arlo came to us tonight and told us what you're planning. He was looking for some help on the back end. You know, moving the merchandise. But we thought maybe it would be better if someone with experience stepped in to help. Just to make sure everything goes smoothly."
He said it all in this calm, ultra-reasonable tone, like, "Yeah, we're gonna screw ya' over, but hey… try to look at it from our perspective."
"Let me guess," I said to the guy. "You're the Reptile."
He nodded cheerfully. "That's what they call me, babe."
I gave him and The Hulk the eye for a second. Why is it losers like this always travel in packs of two?
"Well, I'm sorry, Mr. Reptile," I said, "but I was coming over here to tell Arlo it's off. I can't do it."
The Reptile shook his head, still smiling.
"Oh, I think you can, Hannah," he said, sounding like a disappointed guidance counselor (the only kind I've ever known).