He jerked himself away from his reverie; there were other, more important things with which to concern himself. Giesey’s death and the sheet of paper he had found upon the floor—the strange conduct of Farris. Almost, he thought, as if there were a conspiracy between the two of us—as if he and I had been involved in some gigantic plot, now coming to fruition.
He sat quietly behind his desk and tried to think it out.
Given a moment to consider, he was certain that he would not have snatched the paper off the floor; given another moment for consideration, even after having seen what it was, he was certain that he would have dropped it back on the floor again. But there had been no time at all. Farris and his goons were already on their way and Blaine had stood defenseless in the office with a dead man, without an adequate explanation of why he should be there, without an adequate answer to any of the questions that they were sure to ask him.
The paper had given him a reason for being in the office, had given him the answer to the questions, had forestalled many other questions that would have been asked if he had not had the answer to the first ones.
Farris had said suicide.
Would it have been suicide or murder, Blaine wondered, if he had not had the paper in his pocket? If he had remained defenseless, would his luckless position have been used to explain Giesey’s death?
Farris had said he liked a man who could think standing on his feet. And there was no doubt he did. For Farris himself was a man who could think standing on his feet, who could improvise and trim his course with each passing situation.
And he was not a man to trust.
Blaine wondered if the appointment still would have come through if he’d not been there to pick it off the carpet. Certainly he was not the sort of man Paul Farris would have picked to take over Roemer’s job. Would Farris, finding the appointment on the floor, have destroyed it and forged another, appointing someone more to his liking to the post?
And, another question: What was the importance of the job? Why did it matter, or seem to matter so much, who was appointed to it? No one had said, of course, that it was important; but Farris had been interested and Paul Farris never was interested in unimportant things.
Could the appointment, in some way, have been linked with Lew Giesey’s death? Blaine shook his head. There was no way that one could answer.
The important thing was that he had the appointment—that Giesey’s death had not prevented its delivery, that for the moment at least Farris was willing to let the situation ride.
But, Norman Blaine warned himself, he could not afford to take Farris at face value. As steward of the guild, Paul Farris was a police official with a loyal corps of men, with wide discretion in carrying out his functions, politically-minded and unscrupulous, busily carving out a niche large enough to fit full-scale ambition.
More than likely Giesey’s death fitted in with this ambition. It was not beyond reason that Farris might, in some small and hidden way, have contributed—if, in fact, he had not engineered it.
Suicide, he had said. Poison. Worried. Heart history. Easy words to say. Watch your step, Blaine told himself. Take it easy. Make no sudden moves. And be ready to duck. Especially—be ready to duck.
He sat quietly, letting the turmoil of speculation run out of his mind. No use thinking of it, he told himself. No use at all right now. Later, when and if he had some facts to go on—then would be the time to think.
He glanced at the clock and it was three fifteen. Too early to go home.
And there was work to do. Tomorrow he’d be moving up to another office, but today there still was work to do.
He picked up the Jenkins folder and looked at it. A big game hunt, the two zany fabricators had said. We gave him the works, they’d said, or words to that effect.
He flipped the folder open and ran through the first few pages, shuddering just a little.
No accounting for tastes, he thought.
He remembered Jenkins—a great, massive brute of a man who had bellowed out a flow of language that had made the office quake.
Well, maybe he can take it, Blaine thought. Anyhow, it is what he asked for.
He tucked the folder under his arm and went out into the reception room.
Irma said, “We just heard the word.”
“About Giesey, you mean.”
“No, we heard that earlier. We all felt badly; I guess everybody liked him. But I mean the word about you. It’s all over now. Why didn’t you tell us right away? We think it’s wonderful.”
“Why, thank you, Irma.”
“We’ll miss you, though.”
“That is good of you.”
“Why did you keep it secret? Why didn’t you let us know?”
“I didn’t know myself until this morning; I guess I got too busy. Then Giesey called.”
“There were goons all over the place, going through the waste baskets. I think they even went through your desk. What was the matter with them?”
“Just curious.” Blaine went out into the hall and the chill of fear crept up his spine with every step he took.
He had known it before, of course, with Farris’ crack about thinking on one’s feet, but this put the clincher on it. This left no doubt at all that Farris knew he’d lied.
Maybe there was some merit in it, after all, though. His lie and bluff put him, momentarily, into Farris’ class—made Blaine the kind of man the goon leader was able to understand, the kind of man he could do business with.
But could he keep up the bluff? Could he be tough enough?
Keep cool, Blaine, he told himself. No sudden moves. Ready to duck, although you can’t let them know you are. Poker face, he told himself—the kind of face you use when you face an applicant.
He tramped on and the coldness wore away.
Going down the stairs into Myrt’s room, the old magic gripped him once again.
There she sat—the great machine of dreams, the ultimate in the fabrication of the imaginative details of man’s wildest fantasies.
He stood in the silence of the place and felt the majesty and peace, the almost-tenderness, that he always felt—as if Myrt were some sort of protective mother-goddess to which one might flee for understanding and unquestioning refuge.
He tucked the folder more tightly under his arm and walked softly across the floor, fearing to break the hush of the place with an awkward or a heavy footfall.
He mounted the stairs that led to the great keyboard, and sat down in the traveling seat which would move at the slightest touch to any part of the coding panels. He clamped the open folder on a clipboard in front of him and reached out to the query lever. He pressed it, and an indicator winked a flashing green. The machine was clear, he could feed in his data.
He punched in the identification and then he sat in silence—as he often sat in silence there.
This he would miss, Blaine knew, when he moved up to that other job. Here he was like a priest, a sort of communicant with a force that he reverenced, but could not understand—not in its entirety. For no man could know the structure of the dream machine in its entirety. It was too vast and complicated a mechanism to be fixed in any mind.
It was a computer with magic built into it, and freed from the utter, straight-line logic of other, less fabulous computers. It dealt in fantasy rather than in fact—it was a gigantic plot machine that wove out of punched-in symbols and equations the strange stories of many different lives. It took in code and equations and it dished out dreams!