I saw at once that I had betrayed myself, and that it was of no use to attempt my further concealment, as it was evident that she was too well aware of our mutual attachment to be deceived by any protestations to the contrary I might make. I could easily see that, at all events, she was not greatly offended at the idea of the subject she had touched upon, and I thought the best plan I could now follow was to have no further concealment from her, and to throw myself on her mercy, trusting to her kindness for forgiveness for what had passed and for securing our future happiness. I therefore replied, “No; indeed, Lady Love-sport, it is not alarm, it is only surprise that has affected me for the moment. I am not in the least afraid of Emily seeing or knowing anything I may do with you, for I know quite well that she is as fond of you, and is as grateful to you for all your past kindness, as I am; and I am convinced that she would most willingly allow me to do anything herself, and would allow me to do anything that will please you. I don't mean to deny that I am madly fond of her, and that I believe she is equally attached to me, but I am quite sure that nothing you will ever wish either of us to do, will impair our affection for each other, or give rise to the slightest difference between us. On the contrary, I am perfectly certain that if she were here now she would willingly co-operate with me in contributing, as far as it might be in our power, to whatever would be agreeable to you; and since we are separated for the present from one another, so far from wishing me to refrain from any enjoyment you may be kind enough to afford me, she will be quite delighted to find that I may have been enabled in any measure to show our sense of your kindness by contributing to your amusement, and she will not be the less pleased to know that this should have been attended with the utmost gratification and delight to me.”
When I had finished, she again drew my lips to hers, and, kissing me fondly, said, “Thank you, my dear boy. I am greatly pleased with your openness, and still more so to find that my previous ideas on the subject are confirmed, and that you are not only attached to Emily, but that you are on such a pleasant footing with her. So far from having the least objection to your attachment, I have been delighted to observe it, and though you may think it cruel of me to have separated you for the last year, my chief object in doing so was to try whether your mutual affection would stand the test of absence, which I am glad to find it has done. Besides, you rogue, I was afraid, from what I saw on a certain occasion of this wicked little fellow, which is now beating again here so furiously, that he would soon be beginning to play his naughty tricks upon poor Emily, before she was old enough to be able to enjoy its effects, and for your own sakes I thought it better that you should not be allowed to come together until you should both be a little more advanced, when you will enjoy your encounter with each other much more than you would have done at a premature age. Even now I must tell you that I consider Emily is still too young to be trusted with you, and that I must enforce your separation for another year, but at the end of that period, if you still retain the same affection for one another you have at present, I shall then make no objection to your pleasing yourselves in any manner you may like.”
I was so enraptured and overjoyed at this blissful communication, that I was unable to speak, and could only testify my thanks and gratitude by repeated and fervent kisses and embraces, which were as warmly returned. “And now, my dear boy,” she continued, “though I consider Emily is still too young to be initiated into the full mysteries of love, you have shown me such sufficient proofs of your capacity to enjoy its sweet pleasures that it would be cruel to condemn you to another year's celibacy; though I hope that the prospect I hold out to you, of being enabled, at the end of that period, to indulge in your mutual affection, will induce you to regulate your passions in the meantime so as not to run any risk of impairing that vigour which Emily will have a right to expect in your embraces, and the want of which, as I have found, so sadly embitters the married state.”
You may imagine the delight and satisfaction with which I received this unexpected communication, which thus foretold the accomplishment of our fondest wishes-for though the delay in their realisation was somewhat provoking, still the certainty of the final attainment of our object made me look upon this as but a slight abatement to my delight. You may suppose how grateful I felt to Lady Lovesport for her goodness, and how anxious I was to show myself sensible of it. I fancied that I detected in the last few words she said a hint that, situated as we then were, it might be in my power to pour forth my grateful thanks in a manner more satisfactory than mere words, which would certainly, as you may well suppose, be most agreeable to my own feelings-and, as I began to suspect from the way in which she still fondled and played with my symbol of manhood, to hers also-I therefore ventured to ask whether I might not be permitted to do so, and to receive from her my first agreeable lesson in the real mysteries of love.
She was far from being displeased with my boldness, and said that though she did not wish to tempt me to do anything I would rather avoid, still, if I were anxious for it, she could not resist the solicitations of such an eloquent petitioner as the little object she was caressing; and that as she could not expect that I was to acquiesce in her laying an embargo upon my intercourse with every other woman, as she had done with regard to you, she saw no reason why she should not have the gratification of enjoying my first essay in the field of love, as well as any one else.
I made no other reply to her than a passionate embrace. Then straining her in my arms, I turned her over on her back, and mounted upon her. I had no difficulty in separating her thighs, and getting between them, but having succeeded in this I found the next proceeding was not quite so easily accomplished. Stretched upon her belly, my fierce champion knocked forcibly at the door, where he was so anxious to obtain admittance, but he could not hit upon the exact spot where he alone could attain his object. Perceiving my difficulty, Lady Lovesport most kindly came to my assistance. Putting down her hand, she took hold of the straying knight errant, and guided him aright in the proper path. Even then he did not, as I had expected, slip in all at once, and I found I had to exert some force to press him on to the final goal. Good heavens! what a delicious sensation it was when for the first time the staff of love penetrated within the warm flesh, and the soft juicy folds of the charming cavity closed around him in a fast embrace. I was so transported with the exquisite feeling of delight that I had not courage to withdraw a single inch, for fear of breaking the spell of pleasure which pervaded my whole frame, and entranced every faculty of my soul.
I remained for a minute or two buried within her to the utmost extent of my charmed weapon, revelling in the ecstatic enjoyment of the enchanting bliss. Meanwhile, my lips and hands wandered over her face and person, and expressed in actions more eloquent than words the gratitude I felt for the exquisite delight she was conferring on me. But I was pleasingly recalled to my duty by a voluptuous heave on the part of Lady Lovesport, who seemed to enjoy our perfect conjunction quite as much as I did. Gently raising up her buttocks, she pressed upwards upon me, and then sinking down again, she contrived to withdraw her body a short way from mine so that the point of my weapon was brought just to the very lips of the charming sheath in which it was imbedded, and then, with another upward bound, she again inserted the whole of the delighted weapon within her voluptuous recess. This enhancing movement, the first delicious thrust I had ever enjoyed within a woman's fountain of bliss, perfectly maddened me, and I responded to her movement with all the power that youthful vigour and intense excitement could lend to my pleasure-stricken champion. I had feared that the irritating treatment he had been previously subjected to would have brought on the blissful overflow too soon, and might have prevented me from operating upon her in a sufficiently effectual manner to enable her to join me in my ecstasy, but instead of this being the case, the effect of the previous scene seemed only to have-added to my powers of endurance, and for several minutes I kept up this soul-stirring exercise of rapid and potent heaves in and out of the delicious receptacle. My efforts were met and returned with equally frantic and delicious movements on the part of Lady Lovesport, while her passionate embraces and kisses, and the fires of rapture which sparkled in her eyes, showed how powerfully she was affected by my virgin efforts. Before long, I had the intense satisfaction of seeing her close her eyes, relax her hold, and sink back into the pleasing agonies of gratified enjoyment.