As I did, I looked inside his room and there he was lying naked on his bed masturbating. His eyes were closed, he didn't know I was there, and he was jacking off. I couldn't believe my eyes. I guess mothers always think of their kids as being babies and there was my baby with a big thick cock in his hand and a few sheets of tissue lying on his belly to catch his sperm. I should have closed the door and gone to the kitchen to get my drink but I couldn't. I was fascinated by what I saw.
"The longer I watched him masturbating the more I wanted to touch his cock. My body was aching to touch him. I needed to be loved on. I know it sounds terrible but that's just the way it was. Jim and I had a wonderful sexual relationship and I guess you could say that I was in love with his cock as much as any other part of him and there was Scott with a cock as big if not bigger than his father's. I wanted it. I really did, Anna. I wanted my son's cock because it reminded me so much of his father's. And because my body suddenly craved some loving. To put it bluntly, my cunt had gone too long without a thick piece of meat inside it.
"I opened the door a little more and stepped into his bedroom. He heard me and his eyes shot open. I don't think I have ever seen such a shocked expression on anyone's face before. Poor kid. He'd been caught jacking off by his mother and was about to die of total shock and embarrassment.
"I went quickly to him and knelt on the floor at the side of the bed. I stroked his face and kissed him and told him that I was sorry that I had come into his room but I was passing and saw his light on and all that kind of thing.
"He had his hands over his cock, trying to cover himself and I kissed him some more to let him know that I wasn't angry or anything. I wanted to see his cock again, Anna. I wanted to touch him so badly. My body was so tense with desire I could hardly breathe. I put my hand over his and kissed him again.
"He looked at me with this real serious expression on his face and my heart went out to him. I pulled his face against my breasts and cuddled him. "Let me finish what you started," I said and I slipped my hand under his and took hold of his cock. It was still hard and I began to stroke it slowly up and down. His face was buried in between my breasts and I opened my robe for him. I asked him to suck my breasts and his lips wrapped around my nipple and he suckled me as I moved my hand a little faster over his beautiful cock. I could tell by his breathing that he was getting close to coming and I didn't want him to shoot all over his belly so I moved down and took his cock in my mouth. It was so unreal, Anna. I mean, can you imagine what was going through my mind as I sucked his cock? Talk about confusion. A mother isn't supposed to do that kind of stuff with her son and there I was with his knob between my lips, teasing it with my tongue and listening to him sighing and moaning with pleasure. Lord knows what he was thinking. As I sucked him all the way into my mouth, he came. His come was so thick and sweet, Anna. It poured into me. I thought he would never stop. I swallowed every last drop he gave me and it was wonderful. When he had finished I held his face to my breasts and cuddled him for the longest time. He slept with me that night and we made love. It felt so wonderful to have a cock inside me again. It was almost like having Jim back again. I know it's wrong but there is no way I can stop. I need him and he needs me. It's as simple as that."
She paused and took a sip of her coffee. "Are you shocked now?"
I shook my head. I knew exactly how she felt but I didn't have the nerve to confess my past. I don't know why but I still wanted to keep Robbie a secret. I rose slowly from my chair and went around behind her.
My hand slid under her robe and cupped her beautifully full breasts. "You're a special lady, Ruth," I said. I wanted her again. I wanted to touch her cunt, taste her, fill her hole with my fingers. "Let's go back in the house," I whispered. "I want to love on you."
CHAPTER FIVE
"Let's take a shower together," Ruth said and I was all for that. I needed to wash my body after all the excitement of the last few hours. The fact that Ruth would be with me only made the prospect more appealing.
As we took turns under the gushing water, I watched her graceful body. It was so beautiful. Her breasts were so large and heavy, maternal and exciting; so round with incredibly hard dark brown nipples. Her belly was smooth and flat and I loved the full curve of her hips. But it was her naked pussy that really held my attention. Her mound was so shiny and sleek, so inviting, and her cunt lips hung down thickly, as if they were begging to be touched.
I found myself staring at her and my cunt gave an uncontrollable shudder and a little of my juices began to flow down my thighs. I knew that just the sight of her body could turn me on and I still couldn't believe it.
I still found it hard to imagine that Ruth and I had done those things to each other the night before but there was no denying what had happened. And now I wanted her again. I wanted the feel of her cunt closing around my fingers. I wanted the taste of her on my tongue.
I guess she must have noticed my staring at her. She smiled at me and came and stood right in front of me, the water bouncing off my body onto hers. Her hands rested lightly on my hips and she gently kissed my cheek. "I want you," she whispered. "I know it sounds crazy, Anna, but I can't stand to be so close to you without touching you." She kissed me again and I placed my hands on her slim waist and pulled her closer against my body. I really wanted to hold her and feel her body pressed against me. Her large breasts touched mine and a shock wave ran through my body. "So touch me," I said softly. "I want you to do anything you feel like doing. I'm yours, Ruth. Do as you wish."
Her lovely face was inches from mine, her lips parted slightly. I pulled her a little closer until our cunts were touching and our lips met. Our kisses of the night before had been passionate enough but I had never kissed her with such power and emotion as I felt then. Her lips opened and my tongue slid hungrily into her mouth. Her arms wrapped tightly around me and my cunt rubbed against her. We clung to each other under the steaming water, her soft, round body glued to mine, her tongue forcing its way inside my mouth.
Her hands slid down my back and cupped the cheeks of my ass, pulling my cunt hard against hers. The heat inside my body was incredible and I couldn't believe how excited I was getting. My cunt was flooded with juices and I wanted to touch her, everywhere.
When we finally broke off our passionate embrace, she stepped back a little and looked so seriously at me.
What is she thinking? I wondered. "Come," she said. "Let's get out and get dried."
I snapped off the water and we stepped out into the bathroom. Ruth wrapped a huge towel around her beautiful body and then picked up one to dry me. Her hands were so gentle on me. She dried my breasts with a delicate tenderness and turned me around to dry my back. Every movement was like a little butterfly running over me and my cunt was beginning to heat up again. Then she knelt and dried my feet, working the towel slowly up my legs until it brushed against the thick hair covering my pussy. She spread my legs slightly and rubbed my cunt lips until they were tingling. She passed the towel along my crack and round to my ass. My legs started to tremble. Her face was right in front of my pussy and her mouth almost touched the hair there. "You're dry," she said. She stood up and took my hand. "You have a lovely body, Anna. So soft and round."
I smiled at her serious face and gave her a hug. "I can't compare to you. You're so beautiful, Ruth." Our lips met again in a tender kiss and I stroked her wet hair. I still found it hard to believe what was happening but by this time I was past caring.
She led me into the bedroom and we sat on the edge of her large bed holding hands, her soft body leaning against mine. It was as if we both were suddenly overcome with shyness. We both knew what we wanted and knew there would be no barriers but, for some strange reason, we were both unsure how to make the next move.