"What's the problem? You have a shitty day or something?"
"Would you like to hear about my day, Frank?" she asked, face void of expression. "Would you like that?"
He put the beer down on the night table and fished a pack of cigarettes from his shirt pocket. "You obviously don't give a shit about my day, so sure, let's talk about yours."
"Craig Pearson called earlier."
"Oh, yeah?"
"Yeah."
"Did he want me to call him back?"
Sandy maneuvered into a sitting position, pulled her knees in against her chest, and wrapped her arms around her legs. "He wanted to let you know that your vacation pay will be included with your last check."
Frank stood up and lit a cigarette. "Anything else?"
"He said he was sorry things worked out the way they did."
"I'll bet."
"Did he fire you, Frank?"
"I quit."
"You quit."
Frank sighed, blew a stream of smoke at the floor. "That's what I just said."
"And when did you plan to tell me?"
"I wanted to – "
"Or weren't you going to tell me at all?"
"Sandy, for Christ's sake – "
"Were you planning to leave every morning and only pretend to go off to work? Or is it just that what you do with your life is no longer any of my goddamn business?"
"I've tried to discuss my plans with you."
"Your plans?"
Frank stared at her. "What do you want from me?"
"How about the truth?"
He pulled his tie free from his neck and hung it over the doorknob. "This is an exciting time for me and you're ruining it. I'm on the brink of finally doing something with my life – our life – and all you can do is shoot it down and get all worked up over some stupid ass sales job."
Sandy sat forward, let her feet touch the carpeted floor. "I've got news for you. Stupid ass jobs like yours and mine keep groceries in the cupboards, Frank."
"For me, staying there is like mailing in the rest of my life," he said softly. "Why can't you understand that?"
"Do you think working as a receptionist causes in me a constant state of orgasmic bliss?" she asked through forced, humorless laughter. "Let me solve the mystery for you. It doesn't. I'd much rather be one of those rich women who shop and sip tropical drinks all day, but there's this little bitch of a thing called reality that comes along on a daily basis and screws everything up. There's no great conspiracy to ruin your life, Frank, it's just the way things are."
"And exactly the way they'll always be if I don't move now."
Sandy combed her hair behind her ears with her fingers and studied her husband's face. "Sweetie, listen to me. You're a salesman. Period. Accept it, and take pride in it."
"It's already set," Frank said, squatting next to the bed. "Vincent and I are going into the wrestling business."
Sandy looked at him as if he'd just explained that he and Vincent had decided to become astronauts and were leaving for the moon at dawn. "Lots of people have hobbies, Frank," she said evenly. "Most pursue them part-time."
"We've rented a place right here in town over at that new office park on Vine Street. Everything will be in place and we'll be up and running within a week."
"How the hell can you afford to rent an office? So help me God, if you've touched our savings account – "
"We got a loan." Frank stood up, opened the first two buttons on his shirt. "Don't worry about it."
With a slack jaw, Sandy slid from the bed onto her feet. "You got a bank loan without consulting me?"
"It's not that kind of loan."
She moved closer, her small fists clenched at her sides. "Don't even tell me you borrowed money from those cretins in Vincent's family." Frank turned his back, removed his shirt and began rummaging through his dresser for a T-shirt. "How much, Frank? How much did you borrow?"
"Enough to get things started and enough so that we'll have a few bucks ahead of us before the money starts coming in."
Sandy found her cigarettes on the nightstand and quickly lit one, ignoring the lighter Frank offered. "So let me make sure I understand this. You're going to become a professional wrestling promoter overnight – just like that – and the whole thing has been financed with money borrowed from gangsters."
"They're not gangsters."
Sandy slammed her lighter onto the dresser. "Vincent's brother Michael? No, he's an interior decorator, isn't he? For God's sake, Frank, you know what guys like that do to people who can't pay them back."
"You've seen too many movies. Michael owns some businesses, that's all. We couldn't get the amount of money we needed at a bank so we went to Mike. It's no big deal, trust me."
"This is insane."
Frank removed his pants, hung them up in the closet and stepped into a pair of shorts he'd found in his bureau. "I know it sounds crazy to you right now, but everything has been worked out. This isn't just some foolish bent."
"Yeah, Frank, it is."
He finished what was left of his beer and headed out into the kitchen. "You want a beer?"
"Beer's not going to quite do it," she said, following him. "I'll have a scotch and water. No ice."
Frank took the bottle and a small glass from one of the cabinets over the store, mixed the drink and handed it to her without comment.
"Let's celebrate," Sandy said. "Did I mention I've decided to become a rodeo clown, and that I'll be financing the whole thing by working as a prostitute for the next few months?"
Unable to stop himself, Frank laughed.
Sandy looked up from her drink, eyes moist. "This isn't funny."
Frank touched the side of her face, stroked her cheek with his thumb. "I love you, and you know I would never do anything to hurt you. I want us to spend the rest of our lives together. One day, I'd like to have children with you… but this is my shot, and I'm taking it with or without you. I'd much rather it be with you."
"Oh, thanks very much, how sweet."
"Stand by me, and a year from now you will be one of those women who shop all day. I know what I'm doing, just trust me on this."
"Do I have a choice?"
"Yes. Either come along for the ride or get the hell out of my way."
"Frank – "
"Do you love me?"
"I'm still here, right?"
"Then support me. Believe in me."
Sandy wiped a tear from her eye. "Earn it."
"Give me the chance."
She finished her drink and placed the glass in the sink, keeping her back to her husband. A taut pause in their debate sharpened the sounds previously overlooked: the humming fan, the constant chatter of crickets just outside the open windows, the steady tick of a wall clock.
"It's late," Sandy eventually said, "and we've got that cookout at your parents' house tomorrow."
"I'd forgotten," Frank sighed. "What time are we supposed to be there?"
"Noon."
"Good. I've got some business in the morning I have to take care of."
She faced him. "Are you going to tell them about this?"
"Of course."
"What do you think your father's going to say?"
Frank crushed his cigarette in an ashtray. "I don't know."
Sandy moved silently to the bedroom, turned off the lamp, and vanished into darkness.
CHAPTER 6
"Cool, huh?" Gus smiled.
"Jesus." Frank looked around. "It's beautiful."
Vincent nodded. "The phones'll be hooked up before noon, and the furniture's scheduled to be delivered around three."
The office was located on the first floor of a recently constructed eight-suite building. The area the new company would occupy was thoughtfully designed and far more spacious than Frank had dared to imagine it might be. A reception area just inside the entrance led to a long hallway where three offices, an ample conference room, and two bathrooms were located. The walls were off-white, the carpets a nondescript beige.