‘Damn it!’
If he’d got the tapes mixed up, where had the other one — the one he’d recorded last night — got to? He’d felt sure he would find it in his jacket.
He looked in his holdall. The tape was right at the bottom. He read the inscription. Kanzelstein 1.
He stopped the tape in the camera and took it out.
Kanzelstein 2.
He rewound it.
He saw himself get out of bed. As he passed the camera he waved. ‘It’s me, not the Sleeper,’ he said with a smile.
Those eyes.
He rewound the tape.
He saw himself get out of bed, go over to the camera and wave, smiling. ‘It’s me, not the Sleeper.’
That smile.
That look.
He rewound the tape again and pressed freeze-frame.
He gazed into the Sleeper’s unblinking eyes.
23
It was midday by the wall clock. Jonas swung both feet out of bed at the same time. His neck was stiff, his right leg ached. The throbbing in his cheek, on the other hand, was a familiar sensation. He wondered whether to take another painkiller.
Why had he slept so long? What had happened during the night to knock him out for twelve whole hours and leave him feeling not refreshed, but as exhausted as if he’d just done a hard day’s work?
He looked for the camera.
It wasn’t there.
‘Easy!’ He raised his hands defensively. ‘Just a minute … ’
He stared at the floor, tugging at a strand of hair and trying to think. His mind was a total blank. He looked up.
The camera had disappeared.
He checked the front door. Locked from the inside. He examined the windows. Nothing. He shone his torch under the bed, opened cupboards and drawers. He even inspected the bedroom ceiling, the bin, the cistern in the toilet.
Over breakfast he tried to remember what he’d done before going to bed. He’d put in a new tape and programmed the camera to start recording at 3 a.m. Then he’d cleaned his teeth. In despair, for want of any better idea, he’d wrapped his face in a tea towel against the toothache. He had got into bed at midnight or thereabouts.
The tea towel! That had disappeared too.
He put the coffee cup down and looked at his hands. They were his hands. This was him.
‘It’s you,’ he said.
*
He kept an eye open for the camera on the way to the chemist’s. It wouldn’t have surprised him to find it on the roof of a car or in the middle of an intersection, possibly surrounded by bunches of flowers. But he didn’t see it anywhere.
He took two Parkemeds and pocketed the rest of the box. They’d always been effective against toothache in the past. He couldn’t understand why they hadn’t worked last night.
His jaw was throbbing badly. If he applied pressure to the relevant spot, even gently, the pain shot through his neck.
He felt tempted to look in a mirror and see if his face was swollen. But it was out of the question. He felt both cheeks at the same time. He couldn’t make up his mind. Possibly, yes. Yes, maybe.
*
When the pain had eased he set off on foot for the city centre. On the Salztorbrücke he leant against the parapet. The wind blew specks of dust into his eyes. He looked down at the canal, blinking. The water seemed cleaner than before.
Leaning against the balustrade with arms outspread, he surveyed the waterfront promenade, which was strewn with empty cigarette packets, trampled beer cans, plastic cartons and scraps of paper. He used to stroll here in summer with Marie, eating ice cream. Sometimes they would decide to have dinner at the Greek restaurant beside the canal. Dusk brought out the mosquitoes. They never bit Jonas. But no matter how many incense candles Marie burnt or how much insect repellent she used, she would wake up the next morning covered in dozens of red bumps.
He swung round.
No one was there.
The Danube Canal gurgled softly past below him.
He walked on. His toothache was returning. He felt his cheek. It was definitely swollen now.
In the kitchen of a restaurant on the Franz-Josef-Kai he discovered a number of deep-frozen meals and heated one up in a frying pan. Although he ate cautiously, he caught his bad tooth on the fork. Transfixed with pain, he didn’t let out a yell until several seconds later, when the searing, throbbing pain was already subsiding.
Parked in Marc-Aurel-Strasse was a Mercedes with a black box behind the windscreen. Sat Nav. The key was in the ignition. Jonas started the engine and turned on the system.
‘Hello,’ droned a robotic female voice.
After irresolutely scrolling through the user menu, Jonas selected Mariahilfer Strasse and keyed in the number of the shopping centre.
‘Turn left in fifty metres,’ said the computerised voice. At the same time, the screen displayed a 50 and an arrow pointing left.
Jonas turned left at the next intersection. The voice broke in once more and the display indicated that he should take another left turn after seventy-five metres. He obeyed. Five minutes later he was outside the shopping centre.
He got some swimming goggles from the sports shop and the other things he needed from the stationer’s. On the bonnet of the Mercedes he cut out two cardboard blinkers for the goggles. Before sticking them on he painted the plastic eyepieces black, all but a narrow slit.
He checked the visibility. It ought to be sufficient to avoid collisions. Next, he put the goggles on. He selected a street at random from the Sat Nav’s list and keyed in a number without looking.
‘The specified address does not exist.’
Jonas removed the goggles. He had selected 948 Zieglergasse. Where house numbers were concerned, it was evidently advisable to key in no more than two digits.
He put the goggles on and tried again, entering just one digit for the house number.
‘Turn left in 150 metres,’ said the computer.
Jonas soon lost his bearings. He had left the ring road behind, but he wasn’t sure where he had turned off. He concentrated on not grazing the kerb and stopped worrying about what street he was in.
Hovering several hundred kilometres above him at that moment, a satellite was sending radio messages to the gadget in front of his nose. Although he knew better, Jonas visualised it as a sphere bristling with aerials on every side. But whatever form the satellite took, he could be certain that it was high overhead in an orbit around the earth, and that no one could see it. It was up there all on its own, transmitting information.
Jonas pictured the sphere hurtling through space. He pictured its surroundings. How the blue planet was revolving beneath it. The way it favoured the earth with a glance. All this quite on its own, unseen by human eyes. But that it was happening was beyond a doubt. The proof was in the robotic voice that instructed him to take the next street on the right and informed him that his destination was the third building on the left.
His toothache was becoming more and more painful. He didn’t feel like making any more reconnaissance trips. He squeezed a Parkemed out of its blister pack. It stuck in his throat. He stopped at a kiosk and took a can of fizzy lemonade. Washed the tablet down.
*
He parked the Mercedes outside Steffl’s department store. While riding up in the panoramic lift he waved in all directions, the back of his hand facing out. He made himself some camomile tea and sat down at the same table as the day before. His glass of mineral water was standing there untouched. In front of him loomed the spire of St Stephen’s. The sky was blue and cloudless.
The pain eased after a while. Although his cheek continued to throb, he was so glad to be pain-free he started rocking to and fro on his chair, skimming one beer mat after another over the railings, watching them sail into the depths.