‘‘Welcome back,’’ he said, grinning with a kick of pleasure as his world realigned itself.
‘‘It’s good to see you.’’ The words seemed a little too careful, but he could only figure she was trying to discourage him from asking how she was, where she’d been, where she was living—with the Dick or somewhere else?—and whether she was staying. Talk to me, he wanted to say. Tell me what’s going on and how I can help. But he’d left a dozen voice-mail messages to that effect on her cell, and her lack of response had been answer enough.
‘‘So . . .’’ she said into the sudden quiet. ‘‘Did I miss anything important? Any good university gossip going around? Aside, of course, from the rumors about me having a nervous breakdown and checking into a mental ward.’’
‘‘Actually,’’ he deadpanned, ‘‘you’re a closet meth-head and you went for rehab. Sheesh. Keep up, will you?’’
‘‘Great.’’ She rolled her eyes, but the tension between them relaxed a notch.
‘‘There was something a little weird you missed,’’ he said. He’d only half paid attention to the buzz because he’d been worried about her, but he didn’t think she needed— or wanted—to hear that. ‘‘Seems like Ambrose Ledbetter’s dropped off the face of the earth.’’
‘‘Really?’’
Again with the too-careful tone, but he didn’t have a clue what it meant. Since she seemed interested, though, he continued, ‘‘Yeah, really. Granted, he goes off the reservation for months at a time, but it turns out there’s a daughter—maybe a goddaughter? I’m not sure, exactly. Anyway, she says he’s supposed to check in with her once a week, and he missed his last two calls. Sure enough, when she went down to look for him, no Ledbetter.’’
‘‘Who—’’ She broke off. ‘‘Never mind.’’ She flipped through some papers on her desk, and as she did so, he saw a flash of yellow at her throat, where an unfamiliar skull-shaped pendant hung on a delicate chain. ‘‘I’ve got to get out from underneath some of this backlog, but let’s do lunch. Sissy Burgers?’’
He grinned, and more of the tension uncoiled. ‘‘Yeah, that’d be good.’’ He lifted a hand and sketched a wave. ‘‘Catch you then.’’
Twenty minutes later he was on his way out the door when the lab phone rang. Figuring Anna would get it, or Neenie, he kept going, but it rang again. Grumbling, he detoured to the closest handset and answered. ‘‘Mayan Studies.’’
There was a pause; then a soft voice said, ‘‘Is Anna Catori there? This is Sasha Ledbetter returning her call.’’
Lucius should’ve said he was sorry about Ambrose. He should’ve said no, Anna had stepped out, but he could take a message. Something. Anything. But he didn’t. He just stood there, vapor-locked by the sound of her voice, which was weird, because it was just a voice, and there was no reason for it to reach inside him and squeeze a hard fist around his heart.
‘‘Hello? Are you there?’’
‘‘Yeah,’’ he squeaked, going soprano. ‘‘Yeah, sorry. Bad connection. Um, Anna’s not here.’’ At least, she hadn’t answered the phone. ‘‘Can I tell her you called? Is there a number where she can reach you, like a cell or something?’’
Okay, that was even borderline slick, he thought as she rattled off a number and he jotted it down on his palm. ‘‘I’ll give her the message.’’
‘‘Thanks,’’ she said softly. Then she hung up, leaving him staring at the handset, wondering why it felt like the world had just tilted beneath his feet.
The night after the autumnal equinox, once the sun was down and the barbecue was long gone, came the time that Rabbit had been dreading. Red-Boar’s funeral.
It wasn’t that he didn’t want to give the old man a proper send-off. It was more that he wasn’t sure he could do it right. The ceremony Jade had found in the archive said the torchbearer was supposed to say good-bye with ‘‘a heart full of grief and regret, and thanks for the one who was lost.’’ Which sounded great in theory. And yeah, he could find the grief and regret, and maybe even the thanks, but there were all sorts of other emotions tangled up alongside, emotions he wasn’t sure the old man needed with him when he set off on his journey.
But Rabbit was the last of the bloodline. The torchbearer’s role fell to him.
So when Strike signaled that it was time, Rabbit led the others to the coffin they’d made of ceiba wood and placed near the life tree, at the drip edge, where Red-Boar’s ashes would mix with the others’ and sink into the root system of a tree that shouldn’t be able to grow where it was growing.
Nate, Sven, and Michael stood together, with Alexis and Jade opposite them, coexisting in uneasy accord. Brandt and Patience stood rock-solid, their unity an almost palpable force, while Strike and Leah were together at the foot of the coffin, surrounded by a faint halo of golden light Rabbit hoped would wear off soon, because it was freaky. The gathered winikin formed a second ring around the coffin.
Rabbit took his place at the end of the simple wooden box and tried to think of something to say, just like he’d been trying on and off all day. But none of it seemed right, so in the end he said simply, ‘‘Safe journey, old man.’’
Then he palmed his father’s knife, which he now wore on his belt, and welcomed the bite of pain from the slash. When blood welled, he let it fall onto the coffin.
Without the need for any spell casting, the droplets burst into flame where they fell. The wood caught greedily, the fire fueled by the magic Rabbit felt flowing through him like water, magic he hadn’t consciously called, magic he wasn’t sure he could control.
Within two minutes, the heat had driven the others back. Within five, the coffin and the body within it were gone, leaving behind only a smudge of ash that stirred in the desert wind, blending with the darkened soil nearby.
Eventually the others drifted away.
Alone, Rabbit tried to feel peace but found only anger toward a father who’d never been what he needed. Tried to find forgiveness, and saw only the darkness around him. The angry part of him, the part he could mostly control now even as it grew stronger and started to press, rose up in him, urging him to leave Skywatch.
I need to be by myself for a while, he thought. The pueblo. I’ll go to the pueblo. It wasn’t quite leaving, wasn’t quite staying. And there, sometimes, he found the peace that escaped him.
But when he turned to go, he realized he wasn’t alone, after all. The twin boys, Harry and Braden, stood behind him, unusually silent. Harry held out a hand. ‘‘Rabbit come,’’ he said, though unlike his more brazen twin, he rarely spoke.
‘‘You guys go on,’’ Rabbit said. ‘‘I’ll see you later.’’
But the kid didn’t move, just stood there with his hand out, staring at Rabbit like he knew what was going on inside him, like he understood somehow. ‘‘No cliff. Rabbit come.’’
A chill shivered through him. ‘‘How did you—’’ He broke off as a touch of gold sparkled in the air between them. ‘‘Okay,’’ he said after a moment. ‘‘In we go.’’
He followed the twins into the mansion, away from the darkness.
It was late before things wound down and Strike finally found an opportunity to slip away with his woman. Okay, so he sort of interrupted her midsentence, picked her up, slung her over his shoulder, and cavemanned it down the hall to the royal suite, but who was counting?
She squealed and squirmed, drumming her fists on his kidneys, but they both knew she didn’t mean it. If she had, he’d be flat on his back and gasping for air. Which was pretty much where he ended up the moment he got the suite doors closed, because she braced her feet on the wall and used the leverage to overbalance them both onto the carpet, then went to work on him with her hands and mouth the moment they were down.