«Olga, I'm sorry, but…« I said as I turned around.
The owl wasn't there anymore.
Sure, I'd been expecting something like this. I'd been hoping she was allowed to assume human form sometimes at least. And in my mind I'd drawn this portrait of Olga, a woman imprisoned in the body of a bird, a woman who remembers the Decembrist uprising. I'd had this picture of Princess Lopukhina running away from the ball. Only a bit older and more serious, with a wise look in her eyes, a bit thinner…
But the woman sitting on the stool was young; in fact, she looked really young. About twenty-five. Hair cut short like a man's, dirt on her cheeks, as if she'd just escaped from a fire. Beautiful, with finely molded, aristocratic features. But that dirty soot… that crude, ugly haircut…
The final shock was the way she was dressed.
Dirty army trousers in the 1940s style, a padded jacket, unbuttoned, over a dirty-gray soldier's blouse. Bare feet.
«Am I beautiful?» the woman asked.
«Yes, as a matter of fact, you are,» I replied. «Light and Darkness… why do you look that way?»
«The last time I assumed human form was fifty-five years ago.»
I nodded.
«I get it. They used you in the war.»
«They use me in every war,» Olga said with a sweet smile. «In every serious war. At any other time I'm forbidden to assume human form.»
«There's no war on now.»
«Then there's going to be one.»
She didn't smile that time. I restrained my oath and just made the sign to ward off misfortune.
«Do you want to take a shower?»
«I'd love to.»
«I don't have any woman's clothes… will jeans and a shirt do?»
She nodded. She got up—moving awkwardly, waving her arms around in a funny way and looking down in surprise at her own bare feet. But she walked to the bathroom like it wasn't the first time she'd taken a shower at my place.
I made a dash for the bedroom. She probably didn't have much time.
A pair of old jeans one size smaller than I wear now. They'll still be too big for her… A shirt? No, better a thin sweater. Underwear… hmm. Hmm, hmm, hmm.
«Anton!»
I piled the clothes into a heap, grabbed a clean towel, and dashed back. The bathroom door was open.
«What kind of faucet is this?»
«It's a foreign import, a ball mechanism… just a moment.»
I went in. Olga was standing naked in the bath with her back to me, turning the lever of the faucet left and right.
«Up,» I said. «You lift it up to get pressure. Left for cold water, right for hot.»
«Okay. Thanks.»
She wasn't even slightly embarrassed. Not surprising, considering her age and her rank… even if she no longer held one.
But I felt embarrassed. So I tried to act unfazed.
«Here are the threads. Maybe you can pick something out. That is, if you need anything.»
«Thank you, Anton…« Olga looked at me. «Take no notice. I've spent eighty years in a bird's body. Hibernating most of the time, but I've still had more than enough.»
Her eyes were deep, fascinating. Dangerous eyes.
«I don't think of myself as a human being, or an Other, or a woman any longer. Or as an owl, either, come to that. Just… a bitter, old sexless fool who can sometimes talk.»
The water spurted out of the showerhead. Olga slowly raised her arms and turned around, reveling in the sensation of the firm jets.
«Washing off the soot is more important to me than… the embarrassment of an attractive young man.»
I swallowed the «young man» without any arguments and left the bathroom. I shook my head, picked up the cognac, and opened the bottle.
One thing at least was clear: She was no werewolf. A werewolf wouldn't have kept the clothes on its body. Olga was a magician. A female magician maybe two hundred years old who'd been punished eighty years ago by being deprived of her body but still hoped for a chance to redeem herself. She was a specialist in conflicts involving force, and the last time she'd been used for a job had been about fifty years earlier…
That was enough information to search the database in the computer. I didn't have access to the complete files; I wasn't that senior. But fortunately the top management had no idea how much information an indirect search could yield.
Provided, of course, that I really wanted to find out who Olga was.
I poured the cognac into the glasses and waited. Olga came out of the bathroom about five minutes later, drying her hair with a towel. She was wearing my jeans and sweater.
I couldn't say she was totally transformed… but she was definitely looking way more attractive.
«Thanks, Anton. You've no idea how much I enjoyed…«
«I can guess.»
«Guessing's not enough. That smell, Anton… that smell of burning. I'd almost got used to it after half a century.» She sat down awkwardly on a stool and sighed. «It's not good, of course, but I'm glad this crisis is happening. Even if they don't pardon me, for a chance to get washed…«
«You can stay in this form, Olga. I'll go out and buy some decent clothes.»
«Don't bother. I only have half an hour a day.»
Olga screwed up the towel and tossed it onto the windowsill. She sighed:
«I might not get another chance to take a shower. Or drink cognac… Your health, Anton.»
«Your health.»
The cognac was good. I took a sip and savored it, despite the total muddle in my head. Olga downed it in one and pulled a face, but she declared politely:
«Not bad.»
«Why won't the boss let you assume your normal form?»
«That's not in his power.»
Clear enough. So it wasn't the regional office that had punished her, but the higher authorities.
«Here's to your success, Olga. Whatever it was that you did… I'm sure your guilt must have been expiated by now.»
The woman shrugged.
«I'd like to think so. I know people find me easy to sympathize with, but the punishment was just. Anyway, let's get down to serious business.»
«Okay.»
Olga leaned toward me across the table and spoke in a mysterious whisper:
«I'll be honest with you: I've had enough. I've got strong nerves, but this is no way to live. My only chance is to carry through an assignment so important that our superiors will have no option but to pardon me.»
«Where can you find a mission like that?»
«We already have it. And it consists of three stages. The boy—we protect him and then bring him over to the side of the Light. The girl-vampire—we destroy her.»
Olga's voice sounded confident and suddenly I believed her. Protect one, destroy the other. No problem.
«But that's only the small change, Anton. An operation like that will get you promoted, but it won't save me. The really important part is the girl with the vortex.»
«They're already dealing with her, Olga. They've taken me… us off the assignment.»
«Never mind that. They won't be able to handle it.»
«Oh no?» I asked ironically.
«They won't. Boris Ignatievich is a very powerful magician. But not in this area.» Olga half-closed her eyes in a mocking smile. «I've been dealing with Inferno eruption breaches all my life.»
«So that's why it's war!» I exclaimed, catching on.
«Of course. You don't get sudden eruptions of hatred like that during times of peace. That son of a bitch Adolf… he had plenty of admirers, but he would have been incinerated in the very first year of the war. And the whole of Germany with him. The situation with Stalin was a different case, adoration on a monstrous scale like that is a powerful shield. Anton, I'm a simple Russian woman…«—the smile that flitted across Olga's face showed what she really felt about the word «simple»—«and I spent all the last war shielding the enemies of my own country against curses. For that alone I deserve to be pardoned. Do you believe me?»