And now, at fifteen, his son Chase was scared, too.
The thought struck Alex suddenly, as he watched the boy approach, and he wondered what the hell this kid had to be afraid of. Chase’s eyes looked so much like Miles’s at nearly that age, held that same uncertainty-it was as if all Miles’s DNA had passed his fear along with all his other traits.
But Miles had lost that old fear before he turned eighteen. Alex didn’t much like what had replaced it-a level of ambition that would have been admirable if it hadn’t been so damned ruthless. Was that hidden somewhere in this kid, too?
Alex couldn’t see much of Clarissa in Chase’s features, and he was grateful for that.
Chase took one look at Alex, then nervously glanced back at John. John hobbled forward and put a hand on Chase’s shoulder. “Alex, allow me to present your nephew, Chase.”
Like they were at a damned cotillion, Alex thought.
Chase put out a hand.
Alex, not even bothering to look at what he knew would be a commanding stare from John, shook hands with the boy.
Chase glanced down at the rough and abraded hand that grasped his own. Not his father’s smooth and manicured paw, Alex thought. The boy said nothing.
“You two better get going,” John said, not hiding his pleasure. “Chase, your uncle Alex has had a long night already, so behave yourself.”
“Yes, sir,” Chase said. He paused and added, “Thank you, Uncle John.”
Nothing rebellious.
“You’re welcome. You call me anytime you need help.”
“Yes, sir.” He got into the car.
Alex handed the empty mug back to John and said, “What’d you tell him that’s got him so scared of me?”
“What makes you think you’re the center of the universe? He’s not scared of you.”
“Then what?”
“Not your problem, Alex, remember?”
“You’re an evil old man,” Alex said, and got into the car.
Chase was studying the interior of the Taurus with the look of someone who finds himself in a cheap foreign hotel bathroom, unsure of how to operate the toilet. Alex figured the department-issued sedan was probably the least expensive vehicle the kid had ever been in. If he had any derisive comments in mind, though, Chase didn’t say them aloud.
They didn’t, in fact, say a word to each other until Alex hit traffic. At three in the morning, when the worst thing about traffic should have been dodging the occasional drunk, he had come across another Caltrans repair crew.
“Shit,” he said. Why did this kid have to pick this, of all nights, to show up on his doorstep?
“Sorry,” Chase said.
“Not your fault,” Alex said, in spite of what he had just been thinking.
“Can’t you-you know, like, put on a siren or something?”
“No.”
“Oh.”
They were stopped near a lamppost a moment later. Chase, looking at Alex’s hands on the wheel, said with no little awe, “Were you in a fight?”
Alex saw what the boy saw in the yellowish lamplight. Skinned and swollen knuckles, broken nails, abrasions here and there. “No. I went climbing on Sunday.”
For a moment, Alex was sure that Chase would pursue the topic, but they moved again into darkness, and he fell silent. Alex saw the Sepulveda off-ramp and took it.
“Uh-Uncle Alex?”
Uncle Alex. It sounded strange to hear it.
“You don’t mind if I call you that, do you?” Chase asked anxiously.
“No, I don’t mind.”
“Well, anyway, this isn’t the way to my house.”
“You still live off a little private road in Rameriz Canyon?”
“Yeah.”
“I grew up in that house. I know how to get there.”
“You grew up in our house?”
“Your dad didn’t tell you that?”
“No, but he doesn’t talk to me much about…”
“About me?”
“No.”
They rode in silence for a few more minutes, then Alex said, “We lived there until I was twelve. Your grandfather lost a lot of money, and we moved to another house, in Bel Air. Your dad tell you about that?”
“Is that where my grandfather killed himself?”
Alex saw it as clearly as if he had just stepped through the door-the room, the body, the unholy mess of it. “Yes,” he said.
“My dad said you were the one who found him-Grandfather Brandon, I mean.”
“Yes. And after that we went to live with John,” he quickly added, heading off further inquiry about suicide by shotgun.
Chase seemed to pick up on his discomfort, though, and said, “So you lived in our house? That’s so crazy. What room was your room?”
Alex described it.
“No way!” Chase said, laughing. “That’s my room!”
Alex was a little surprised by this. He would have suspected that Miles would have given his own former room to his heir. But he only said, “What do you know.”
And he began to wonder what the kid did know.
He considered his options, made a decision, and turned onto Sunset and headed west. He ignored the voice of reason, the one that told him there were shorter routes to the Coast Highway. He ignored some other impulse that said there were longer ones.
“Your dad ever tell you why…why we aren’t close?”
Chase shrugged. “He said you just didn’t get along so well now. That sometimes that happens.”
“Yeah, sometimes it does.”
“Well, isn’t that kind of stupid? Like, I mean, I never had a brother-but, you know, if I had one, I don’t think I’d act like you guys do.”
“Maybe you wouldn’t.”
Chase heard the rebuke in it and stayed silent.
The road began to wind, curving its way toward Pacific Palisades. The sky was darker here; the homes larger and farther apart. Concentration on the road was not distraction enough, though, and Alex found himself not liking the silence.
“What school are you in?”
“School’s out for the summer,” Chase said. Alex heard a return of anxiousness in his voice.
“When it’s not out for the summer, where do you go?”
He took so long to answer, Alex thought he wasn’t going to reply. “My dad says they’re going to send me to Sedgewick.”
“Sedgewick!”
“You know it?”
Every member of the sheriff’s department who had ever worked in the Malibu area knew about Sedgewick-the brats of billionaires, the Hollywood hell-born. “Aren’t most of the kids who end up there kind of troubled?”
Chase laughed. “Yeah, troubled. That’s one way to say it. It’s where fucked-up rich kids go to fuck each other up even more.”
Alex wasn’t so sure he was wrong, but he said, “You talk that way around Uncle John?”
Chase looked away from him. “No, sir. Sorry, sir.”
“One extreme or the other, I see.”
Chase didn’t answer.
“I take it you’d rather not go to Sedgewick.”
“Hell-heck, no. I hate the kids who go there. They’re meaner than-they’re really mean.”
“What about your mom?” he made himself ask. “Does she want you to go there?”
“That-”
Whatever word it was going to be, he bit it off. “I take that to be a yes,” Alex said.
“It was her idea. She knows the owner of the school. Really well.”
Alex let it pass. The last thing he could afford to do was to get into some conversation with this kid about his mother’s virtue. He made the turn onto Pacific Coast Highway, heading north. “You tell John about this plan to send you to Sedgewick?”
“No. I don’t want him to be-you know, ashamed of me.”
“So you steal cars?”
Chase went back to brooding in silence.
“Talk to John about it. He has more influence with your father than I do.”
As they came nearer to the house, Alex felt a mixture of anticipation and trepidation. He hadn’t seen the place in years-from the day he heard that Miles had bought their childhood home, he had avoided this road. Chase gave him the code for the new security gate. He punched it into the keypad, and the gate swung open. At the end of the long private drive, the mansion loomed before him, many of the lights on. He felt some sense of recognition, but not of homecoming. Miles had changed it.