“Vince?” Jane called down from the top of the stairs. “I wanna get out of here.”
“Almost ready,” he said, returning the Glock to me.
We were, as far as I could see, ready to go. We had Jane. The money was in the car. The kidnappers were immobilized.
But Vince stood over them, his shoes seemingly glued to the floor.
“Vince,” I said.
He didn’t look at me. Instead, his eyes were on the four of them, transfixed. The gun in his hand.
“Vince,” I said again. “You and I, we had a deal.”
Slowly, he looked at me. “They’ve got it coming. They don’t deserve mercy. They deserve some sweet justice.”
“Not your kind,” I said. “Shit, maybe they do deserve it. But I told you, I can’t be a part of something like this.”
He closed his eyes for a moment. His body wavered. His eyes reopened and he looked the same way he had when he’d collapsed in our house. He lowered the gun to his side, put out his left arm, looking for something to brace himself on. He found the back of the couch, supported himself against it.
“Don’t feel so good,” he said.
“We need to go. You okay getting up the stairs?”
He took his hand off the couch, testing to see whether he could stand. “I think so.” Vince lowered his head, addressed the congregation. “Smartest thing you could do is disappear. Later, I’m gonna be sorry I didn’t do something about you. I’ll come looking. I’m gonna make this right.”
“Come on,” I said.
“Old man doesn’t have the balls,” Joseph said.
“Jesus, shut up, you dumb asshole,” Reggie said.
I let Vince go up the stairs ahead of me. I was half expecting him to collapse on the way up and felt I needed to be there to catch him. Jane, like an angel at the entrance to the pearly gates, awaited him at the top of the stairs.
Once we were all in the kitchen, I wanted to get the hell out of there, but Vince and Jane were huddled in an embrace, whispering things to each other. I felt they needed a moment of privacy, so I walked into the living room, gazed through the sheers at the street.
After the better part of five minutes, and a lot of discussion between the two of them, Vince called out to me. “Terry, we’re off.” His voice was quieter than I’d ever heard it before.
We opened the door that led from the house to the garage. Vince was moving like a wounded soldier, his arm around Jane. She opened the back door on the driver’s side, helped him into the seat. He dropped into it like a sack of cement.
“He needs rest,” she said to me as I opened the driver’s door. “Has he told you?” Her eyes glistened.
“Told me what?”
“He’s sick.”
That was pretty obvious. “How sick?”
She took a breath. “Cancer. Pretty far along, he says.”
I nodded. “It’s been a long day.”
“Yeah. I guess we should go.” She rested her hand on my arm. “Thanks, Teach.”
I smiled weakly. “Sure.”
Jane took her hand off my arm and started to walk around the front of the car, which took her to within half a dozen feet of the door into the house.
It burst open.
I should have taken a knot-tying course when I was a Boy Scout.
It was Joseph. He came flying out the door, a knife in his right hand. The one, I presumed, that I had left sitting out on the kitchen counter after freeing Jane’s wrists.
His eyes, wide and crazy, were fixed on her. She screamed when she saw him and raised her arms defensively. But they weren’t going to do much to save her against an enraged man who was larger and stronger than she was.
He had the knife raised high, clutching it in his fist the way you’d hold an ice pick.
His teeth were bared like an animal’s.
The Glock, as it turned out, was loaded.
I didn’t think about any of it. My arm went up. It would be an overstatement to say I aimed. I just pointed and then I squeezed the trigger.
No safety.
The shot echoed inside the garage. A red blossom appeared on the side of Joseph’s neck, knocking him off course and away from Jane. He dropped to the concrete, vanishing beyond the front of the Beemer.
“No,” I said.
The garage was suddenly very still. Jane had backed up a few steps, pressed herself up against the fender of the SUV, both hands over her mouth.
I heard something behind me, whirled around.
Vince had gotten out of the car. He shuffled past me, knelt down by the car’s front bumper, his head just above the hood.
He turned and looked at me. “Good shot,” he said.
I had to ask. “Is he dead?”
“That’s what ‘good shot’ means.”
Slowly, using his hand on the hood to help him, he got back up on his feet. He stepped toward me and put out his hand. “Give it to me.”
“What?”
“The gun.”
Dazed, maybe even in shock, I handed it to him.
“What are you going to do?” I asked.
Vince was quiet a moment, then reached out and put a hand on my shoulder. “I tried to play it your way,” he said, “but you’ve changed the game.”
Seventy
Terry
Trying to recall what happened over the next few minutes is, even now, not unlike trying to remember a dream. I try to see it clearly, but it’s like viewing an image through wax paper. Everything is slightly out of focus, softened, fogged. I can’t say I was clinically in a state of shock, but at the very least I was stunned. I could not believe what had just transpired.
I could not believe I’d killed a man.
It did not seem real.
Yet, at some intellectual level, I knew this was happening, that it was real. But I still felt disconnected from the events. I seemed able to listen and observe, but unable to act. I was paralyzed.
I remember Vince talking to me.
“You saved Jane’s life. That’s what you just did. You saved her. You did the right thing.”
“I have to call the police,” I whispered.
“No, you don’t have to do that. You know why? Because as far as they’re going to be concerned, you didn’t do that. You see who’s holding the gun now? That’s me. It’s going to be my fingerprints on this gun. Not yours.”
“My fault,” I said. “Didn’t tie him up good. The knife—”
“Don’t worry about any of that shit,” Vince said. He still had his hand on my shoulder. “You really are my number two. You came through.”
Someone else was touching me. Jane. She had a hand on my arm. “Yeah, Teach. He’d have killed me. He’d have done it.”
“So... it was justifiable,” I said. “So if I tell the police—”
“Thing is, pal,” Vince said, “we’re not quite done yet.”
He said to Jane, “The two of you go. Now.”
“No,” Jane said. “Come with us.”
“I don’t want you here,” he said. “I want you to get away as fast as you can. It’ll be okay. I’ll see you soon.”
Vince moved his hand from my shoulder to hers. They stood inches apart. Jane was crying.
“No, you won’t,” she said. “I can tell.”
“Don’t worry. And you’re going to be just fine. Do what I tell you.”
She fell against him and he wrapped his free arm around her. “I love you,” she said. “I’m sorry about all this.”
“Shh,” Vince said. “You get Terry out of here. Right away. There’s still the other car here. I can get the keys off Logan. I’ll be okay.”
I wanted to wake up. Please let me wake up.
“I think you better drive,” he told Jane. “Terry’s kind of out of it.”
“Why?” I asked Vince.
“Huh?”
“Why do you have to do it?”
He smiled sadly. “It has to end here. If I leave with you and Jane right now, it’s not over. It’s gonna spin out of control in a hundred directions.” He paused. “Trust me.”