“That’s right. Like that Tess.”
“Yeah, her.”
“She stole from me.”
“Well…” Technically speaking, he was thinking, then decided it wasn’t worth getting into a debate.
“That’s basically what she did,” she said. “That money was mine. She had no business hanging on to it herself.”
“It’s not like she spent it on herself. She did use it to-”
“Enough! It makes me crazy, the more I think about it. And I don’t appreciate you defending her.”
“I’m not defending her,” he said.
“She should have found a way to tell me and make things right.”
And how would she have done that, he wondered. But he said nothing.
“Are you there?” she said.
“I’m still here.”
“Was there something you wanted to say?”
“Nothing. Just…well, that would have been a bit tricky, don’t you think?”
“I can’t talk to you sometimes,” she said. “Call me tomorrow. If I need some intelligent conversation in the meantime, I’ll talk to the mirror.”
17
After Abagnall left, I called Tess from my cell to give her a heads-up.
“I’ll help him any way I can,” Tess said. “I think Cynthia’s doing the right thing, having someone private look into this. If she’s willing to take this kind of step, she’s probably ready for me to tell her what I know.”
“We’ll all get together again soon.”
“When the phone rang, I was actually thinking about calling you,” Tess said. “But I didn’t want to call you at the house, it would seem odd, my asking for you if Cynthia answered, and I don’t think I have your cell phone number around here anywhere.”
“What is it, Tess?”
She took a breath. “Oh, Terry, I went for another test.”
I felt my legs going weak. “What did they say?” She’d told me earlier that she might have a few months left. I wondered if that timetable had been shortened.
“I’m going to be okay,” she said. “They said the other tests, they were fairly conclusive, but they turned out to be wrong. This last one, it was definite.” She paused. “Terry, I’m not dying.”
“Oh my God, Tess, that’s such wonderful news. They’re sure?”
“They’re sure.”
“That’s so wonderful.”
“Yeah, if I were the kind of person who ever prayed, I’d have to say my prayers were answered. But Terry. Tell me you didn’t tell Cynthia.”
“I never told her,” I said.
When I went inside, Cynthia spotted a tear running down my cheek. I thought I’d wiped my cheeks dry, but evidently I’d missed one. She reached up and brushed it away with her index finger.
“Terry,” she said, “what? What’s happened?”
I threw my arms around her. “I’m so happy,” I said. “I’m just so happy.”
She must have thought I was losing my mind. No one was ever this happy around here.
Cynthia was more at ease than I had seen her for some time the next couple of days. With Denton Abagnall on the case, a sense of calm washed over her. I was afraid she’d be calling his cell every couple of hours, like with the Deadline producers, wanting to know what progress, if any, he was making. But she did not. Sitting at the kitchen table, just before we headed up for bed, she asked me whether I thought he’d learn anything, so his progress was very much on her mind, but she was willing to let him do his job without being hounded.
After Grace was home from school the following day, Cynthia suggested they go over to the public tennis courts behind the library, and she said sure. I’m no better at tennis now than I was in college, so I rarely, if ever, pick up a racket, but I still enjoy watching the girls play, particularly to marvel at Cynthia’s mean backhand. So I tagged along, bringing some papers to mark, glancing up every few seconds to watch my wife and daughter run and laugh and make fun of each other. Of course, Cynthia didn’t use her backhand to pummel Grace, but was always offering her friendly tips on how to perfect her own. Grace wasn’t bad, but after half an hour on the court, I could see her tiring, and I was guessing she’d rather be home reading Carl Sagan, like all the other eight-year-old girls.
When they were done, I suggested grabbing some dinner on the way home.
“Are you sure?” Cynthia asked. “What with…our other expense of the moment?”
“I don’t care,” I said.
Cynthia gave me a devilish smile. “What is it with you? Ever since yesterday, you’re the most cheerful little boy in town.”
How could I tell her? How could I let her know how thrilled I was by Tess’s good news when she’d never been privy to the bad? She’d be happy that Tess was okay, but hurt that she’d been kept out of the loop.
“I just feel…optimistic,” I said.
“That Mr. Abagnall is going to find out something?”
“Not necessarily. I just feel as though we’ve turned a corner, that you-that we-have gone through some stressful times of late, and that we’re coming out of them.”
“Then I think I’ll have a glass of wine with dinner,” she said.
I returned her playful smile. “I think you should.”
“I’m going to have a milkshake,” Grace said. “With a cherry.”
When we got home from dinner, Grace vanished to watch something on the Discovery Channel about what Saturn’s rings are really made of, and Cynthia and I plunked ourselves down at the kitchen table. I was writing down numbers on a scratch pad, adding them up, doing them another way. This was where we always sat when faced with weighty financial decisions. Could we afford that second car? Would a trip to Disney World break the bank?
“I’m thinking,” I said, looking at the numbers, “that we could probably afford Mr. Abagnall for two weeks instead of just one. I don’t think it would put us in the poorhouse, you know?”
Cynthia put her hand over the one I was writing with. “I love you, you know.”
In the other room, someone on the TV said “Uranus” and Grace giggled.
“Did I ever tell you the time,” Cynthia asked, “when I ruined my mother’s James Taylor cassette?”
“No.”
“I must have been eleven or twelve, and Mom had lots of music-she loved James Taylor, Simon and Garfunkel and Neil Young and lots of others, but most of all she liked James Taylor. She said he could make her happy, and he could make her sad. One day, Mom made me mad about something, there was something I wanted to wear to school that was in the dirty clothes pile and I mouthed off because she hadn’t done her job.”
“That must have gone over well.”
“No kidding. She said if she wasn’t cleaning my clothes to my satisfaction, I knew where the washing machine was. So I popped open the cassette player she had in the kitchen, grabbed whatever tape was in there, and threw it on the floor. It busted open and the tape spilled out and the thing was ruined.”
I listened.
“I froze, I couldn’t even believe I’d done it, and I thought she’d kill me. But instead, she stopped what she was doing, went over, picked up the tape, calm as could be, had a look at which one it was, and said, ‘James Taylor. This is the one with “Your Smiling Face” on it. That’s my favorite. You know why I like that one?’ she asks me. ‘Because it starts off how every time I see your face, I have to smile myself, because I love you.’ Anyway, something like that. And she said, ‘That’s my favorite because every time I hear it, it makes me think of you, and how much I love you. And right about now, you need me to hear that song more than ever.’”