should do, or that and reading the philosopher W’s magnum opus. He doesn’t start on page one either, but just flips through the book picking out passages at random. Such a long vigil would be purgatorial, but the screenwriter suspects the old professor would rather wait than suffer the damnation the screenwriter is already feeling, the pain in his stomach, in his heart, that never ceases. Sometimes he asks himself why he keeps on writing, but he never has an answer. There were times he resolved to quit altogether, and was quite serious about it, but within a few days, often a few hours, he found himself back at his writing desk writing. He doesn’t know why. He never has an answer. It’s not for the money, that’s for sure. But he knows he needs the money, and this reminds him to start making headway on the producer’s draft. Whatever money he gets he uses for subsistence, not luxury. So although, technically, he does do it for the money, it’s more accurate to say he does it to survive. If he needs money, there’s always the girl, who’s rich, although she’s also a minor, and perhaps wouldn’t have the kind of disposable cash he needs at this precise moment. When he proposed they run away together, he had in mind a life in which he could easily make a living. Money worries, he says while writing, knowing that it doesn’t matter what he says or thinks, money governs and directs the lives of everyone involved in the movie business, and he means everyone, both real and imaginary. He turns his attention back to the girl, leaning on the balcony railing, smoking a cigarette, her luggage still waiting for her inside, the idle laptop on the table, in its usual screensaver mode. Suddenly, the telephone rings. The agency that handled her personal ad has received a reply. The girl notes it down. It’s short, cryptic, just like her message. It seems to hint at a meeting that night. In all honesty, the girl doesn’t believe it’s genuine, but she won’t ignore it after so many days’ effort. Besides, it’ll only require her to stay one more day in the capital. But she does wonder, why now? Why, at the precise moment she’s about to grab her bags and hit the road — bam! — a reply to her message? She no longer trusts in the prospect of an alien encounter; the law of probabilities tells her it’s unlikely, but it’s not this that suddenly renders her a skeptic, but her recent disillusionment. If she still believes in anything, it’s in the voices; the ones that tell her she’s been chosen for a special mission, but she doesn’t think she can figure it out all by herself, and she doesn’t expect that these voices from another world, perhaps a No World, are about to start whispering any clues. But isn’t she supposed to be gifted, a young woman with enormous talent, a superior being, unlike the great mass of plodding drudges that populate the Earth? And isn’t this the only reason they speak to her? But how does she know they don’t communicate with others? Either way, if they are communicating with her, why is she finding it so difficult to figure out her mission, her purpose in life? Like a wheel spinning in a rut, she thinks about it long and hard before eventually giving up. Still, she has other things to worry about. They may be less dramatic, but at least they’re easier to deal with, she thinks. Maybe she should try resolving her problems one at a time instead of all at once. She wonders what to start with. That damn hypnosis. She needs to ask them who was present. She considers what she means by “them,” and quickly comes up with a list: the young conductor, the brilliant composer, and the hypnotist herself, of course: they’re the first ones that come to mind. Who else? she thinks. The people closest to them: that juggler, the latest conquest, the girl’s mother. . Maybe it happened on the night the screenwriter was with them, although she’s already asked the screenwriter and her mother about this. There were always a bunch of people with them when they hit the clubs, but she wouldn’t have the least idea where to find most of them. She flicks her cigarette away and heads back inside, turns the computer off, and goes out for a walk. She wanders the streets without paying heed to which direction she’s going in, like that character created by the writer who revolutionized twentieth-century literature, a man who wanders the streets of his city aimlessly, divagating through his conscious mind, through regions of his unconscious, dark regions from which bubble recollections of his past, the things he’s read, the music he’s heard, what he fears the most, what he loves the most, mingling the grand with the quotidian, walking aimlessly through the streets, and thinking aimlessly, guided only by the flux of his thoughts and feelings, joys and dejections, the systoles and diastoles that subtend a single day. As she walks the streets of the neighboring country’s capital, the girl’s mind bandies between thoughts of her hypnosis and her meeting with the supposed aliens. Whenever she thinks she’s found a way to proceed, she immediately changes her mind, like trying to pick out a single image, idea, sensation, or association from a farrago of indistinguishable impressions flashing past her at incredible speed. It’s driving her crazy. If sticking her head in a fridge would slow down her thoughts, she’d do it. By contrast, the screenwriter’s story would fit into a feuilleton, the clichéd story of a man facing ruin if he can’t solve his financial problems. He needs to find out if the producer sent the advance yet. He dials the number, but there’s no answer. Then he calls the producer’s wife, just on the off chance. If she’s able to take the call, he’ll ask for the contact information of old friends who live here in the neighboring country’s capital. But it’s useless, he thinks, a stupid plan in fact, and he hangs up. He’s already thinking of other options. He needs to get a loan from somewhere before the advance comes through. He remembers the woman with whom he had a relationship forty years before. He figures it’s been ten years since he last wrote to her. Not too long for an old friend. He remembers where she lived because he’s been there more than once. She was always inclined to spinsterhood, so he doesn’t think she’ll be married. He only hopes her address will also be unchanged. He has other friends, but most are in the movie business, colleagues with whom he’s worked on occasion, but most of whom he doesn’t see otherwise. But if he hasn’t got their contact details, there’s no point in even considering them. He thinks of the box of office supplies in which he keeps all his old agendas. In his imagination he sees pages and pages of collaborative notes from back when he was somebody of note in the movie business. But he won’t be able to conjure up his collaborators’ addresses and phone numbers from an examination of their handwriting. He decides to visit the woman. He still thinks of her as the young woman he knew, but he knows she’s no longer young. He’s no longer young himself. He remembers her as she was then, as he was then: it was another time, another world; and despite their having written to each other long after that world had vanished, they haven’t seen each other since. But the screenwriter never put much effort into the relationship, especially when it became strictly by correspondence, whereas she’d always write to him, always send him a card on Christmas. Walking along the street, the screenwriter asks some pedestrians for spare change, explaining that his wallet was stolen, and he needs the money to get back to his hotel. The ruse works, and he eventually has enough to grab a taxi. Once inside the building, he recalls the floor on which his friend’s apartment was located, but not the apartment number. So he tries buzzing the first one. No answer. Typical, he thinks. He presses the button for the second apartment. This time a boy answers. The screenwriter asks for his friend. She’s not at home, the boy says. Do you know where she is? But the boy has hung up, and the screenwriter’s words are lost in the ether. He presses another button. He’ll ask all her neighbors one by one if he has to. Again it’s not his friend who answers, but the woman on the other end is acquainted with her, and tells the screenwriter she’s gone on vacation. Great! He’s just wasted time, money, and effort he simply can’t afford to waste. Thanks, he says to the woman. He notes down his friend’s apartment number. He finds it curious the floor still lingers in his memory. It may serve as a location to stage the girl’s meeting with her friend, he thinks while heading back to the hotel, wondering who this friend will be, because, at the moment, this character doesn’t even exist.