"If any are made, all that will turn up are antibodies to something strange, nothing more."
"But Luther said the retrovirus gets into the germ line!"
"He was wrong." The voice was final.
"But you can't know that. Spirits, he… "
"I tell you he was wrong!" The voice was angry and commanding. "Look, the reason I know is because the created genes he fused into the virus came from what we gave him. They came from the research facility in Azania. And the only reason I'm telling you is because otherwise you'd probably have Sutherland chasing down the suppliers of certain flora to that place, and we would
prefer that you simply forget that any of this ever happened from now on. Luther's scheme might have worked, just maybe, but fortunately it did not. He was wrong, but his obsession blinded him. It only worked in theory his in vitro tests were successful but he neglected the most crucial test of all. He never tested his virus on living humans."
"Then what were those zombies in Azania?"
"Look, you fool, the agent worked perfectly well for neural damage. But he didn't dissect the specimens as he should have, nor did he conduct the proper tests on germ cells. His lab findings told him the germ-line penetration would take some months, and he didn't want to wait that long. He was wrong."
"Then all this has been for nothing," Serrin said disbe-lievingly. "It was a chimera."
"Not from my point of view," the Irish elf said tartly. "I know where Niall is now. Luther's scheme flushed him out for me."
Niall. That must be the elf who'd come with the powerful spirit to destroy Luther and his monastery, though Serrin wished this wasn't how he was to learn his name.
"And now I can dispose of Niall. I also now know the attitudes of certain parties among other elven powers toward such a development. That is useful knowledge to me as well," the elf added.
"So, actually, I am not badly disposed toward you. Luther had become a burden to us in some ways. He had failed. Your destruction of his establishment left no evidence for anyone to trace back to us. And we never had to become directly involved ourselves. Except for sending in our aircraft, of course, but that cannot be analyzed after the fact. We did a little extra mopping-up of the local wildlife, but that, too, has been disguised. No, we will call this one a dry run and chalk up the good points. One renegade we can dispose of and one or two people we might talk to. Thus do we live and learn."
The elf rose to his feet, for an instant allowing his masking to drop.
Serrin was almost blinded. He was brilliant, this one; all the stars of heaven seemed to shine around him, satellites to the power of his being. This elf could crush him like a bug without so much as raising a finger, and Serrin knew it. This was a magician who could call on powers that would make even Mathanas seem puny in comparison.
"You will talk no more of this. No more inquiries, please. Should any of it become public it will warn people who I wish to flush out in private. Actually, it's a bit of hard luck in your case; our surveillance was coming to an end. We thought you had decided to retire to a quiet, simple life. We were due home this morning until Padraic here assensed you burrowing away in the library."
"What will you do with me?" Serrin asked.
"Do? Nothing. There is no need. You know now, and perhaps that is a consolation to you in some ways. But we will continue to watch you from a distance. Obviously, I've taken a little of your blood. If you should cause any problems, we always have ritual sorcery for disposing of you in a variety of thoroughly unpleasant ways."
Serrin didn't doubt that for a moment. Game, set and match.
"One last thing," he said to the elf before turning to leave the room. "Luther did have something that worked in its own way. It wouldn't have done the whole job, but was still highly dangerous. Has it been destroyed?"
What was in his mind was that Luther might have gone only halfway. He had no idea whether the elf talking to him here would have wanted to see it go all the way. The other elf had spoken of the "we" who had supplied Luther. Had they wanted to succeed? Had they deliberately helped him because they wanted to keep tabs on what he was doing, but otherwise been opposed to him? Had it all been a stalking horse to flush out friends and foes, a scheme they had always known could never work?
The elf bowed slightly and smiled at him. "I will let you think about that," he said. "But as I say, do no more than that. Otherwise amp; " He drew a line across his throat with his finger. "Not to mention the girl. Maybe you would risk your own life. But you wouldn't want to even contemplate what we could do to her. Then deliver what was left to you."
Serrin wanted to hate him, but all he could muster was a wretched, cornered, bleak feeling of resentment.
"There's also the troll, of course. Niall's spirit healed him. If he knew the truth, that he never destroyed anything worth the time of day, that his savior" the elf grinned a little at the words "was about to meet a rather unpleasant end, it could ruin his day. You would not want to do that, would you?
"But Niall was right. You do have a chance with the woman this time. If you don't throw it away, you might even come to understand. In the long run." The elf came forward, into the light, and touched Serrin's head. He felt nothing, and just gazed up at him. The other elf had an eerie beauty, a face both androgynous and sexless, golden hair tied back, violet eyes revealing nothing, long-fingered hands with almost translucent skin.
"Take him away." The elf was gone, leaving only the two assassins to escort Serrin, blindfolded, up the stairs and into the car again.
He scrabbled for the spare key Michael had given him. It was nearly five in the morning and he felt completely gutted, entirely empty. He knew the truth about Luther, but the truth behind that was buried in a shroud of secrecy and deception. I have nothing, he thought. It's all dust and ashes. And I can't talk about it. Not least for Tom's sake.
He opened the door quietly, his hand searching for the light switch. A glowing yellow line below one of the other doors became a shaft of light into the room as Kristen opened the door. She stood in the doorway of the bedroom, leaning against the frame and looking at him. The silk shirt reached halfway to her knees, and she stood bare-legged, something close to despair on her face.
Serrin felt something on his own face where the elf had touched him, and instantly he was somewhere else. Far distant, on the other side of the Atlantic, centuries away, and he had just learned that she was lost to him, sold by her father into marriage with a hateful and brutal righ, and the pain of it ripped through his heart and guts. He had to clutch at the door to remain standing.
Then he was simply himself again, looking at her.
Now I'm on the verge of throwing away what 1 would once have killed for. Frag it all. Luther. Magellan. Whoever has condemned me to wonder about all this drek. All the loose ends; I never did find the scarred man, though maybe he ended up just another nameless body somewhere in that charnel house at Schwandorf. I'll never know. And frag running from one place to the next, hanging around for only a week or a month or a season, then packing up the same suitcase with the same handful of things, all just so I can keep on with the same old running and moving and running just for something to do. Yes, I'm twice her age. I'm an elf, she's human. So what? It just means we'll grow old at about the same pace.
Serrin threw back his head and laughed aloud at the prosaic thought. Then he paused and wondered why he had let himself think so far ahead. He never did that.
Kristen took a few hesitant steps, stopped, then she was running to him, across oceans and centuries and so many other times, and he opened his arms wide and found her, found her at last.