She was sitting at a small table wearing thick trousers, heavy shoes, a too-large man’s shirt, and a fleece vest. It was hard to tell her age. Her long brown hair fell to her shoulders and her forehead was hidden behind thick bangs. Her clothes were so large and loose he couldn’t discern her shape or weight. He couldn’t even see the rise of her breasts. Her eyes were blue and cool and fixed on him. Her mouth was pursed with anticipation and concern.
“How long have I been out?” he asked.
“Eighteen hours,” she said. “More or less.”
He let that sink in. “So it’s Friday night?”
Her face was blank. She shrugged, “I think that would be correct. I don’t think in terms of days of the week anymore.”
He nodded as if he understood and tried not to stare at her and unnerve her more than she already was. There was something pensive and off-putting about her, as if she would melt away if he asked too many questions.
Joe folded the quilt back. His pants were off, but she hadn’t removed his boxers. He looked at the bandage on his right leg. It was tightly wrapped and neat. There were two small spots of dried blood, looking like the eyes of an owl, where the holes in his thigh were. His other leg was purple and green with bruises.
“Thank you,” he said. “You saved my life.”
She nodded quickly. “I know.” She said it with a hint of regret. “I really don’t want you here one minute past when you can leave. Do you understand me?”
Joe nodded. “Do you have a phone here? Any way I can make a call?”
“No, I don’t have a phone.”
“A radio?”
“No.”
“Any way to communicate with the outside world?”
“This is my world,” she said, twirling a finger to indicate the inside of her cabin. “What you see is my world. It’s very small, and that’s the way I like it. It’s the way I want to keep it.”
He took in the contents of the cabin but tried not to let his eyes linger too long on any one item. There were burlap sacks in one corner: beans, coffee, flour, sugar. Canned goods were stacked near the sacks. A five-gallon plastic container was elevated on a stout shelf with a gravity-feed water filter tube dripping pure water into a galvanized bucket. The drops of water from the tube into the bucket had punctuated his dreams.
Dented but clean pots and pans hung from hooks above the stove. Several dozen worn hardback books stood like soldiers on a shelf above a single bed covered with homemade quilts. Another shelf had small framed photos, but he couldn’t see who was in the photographs. There was a heavy trunk under the bed and a battered armoire with brass closures next to the bed, which made up the north wall.
The kitchen counter, as such, was a four-poster butcher block near the corner of the stove. From his angle on the floor, he could see knife handles lined up neatly on the side of it.
“This is it,” she said. “You’re seeing it all. And me, that’s all there is here.”
“So you live alone?”
“Alone with my thoughts. I’m rarely lonely.”
“Have you lived here very long?” he asked, wondering why he’d never heard of a lone woman in a cabin in the mountains.
“Long enough,” she said. “Really, I don’t want to get into a discussion with you.”
Joe sat up painfully. His head swooned and it took a moment to make it stop spinning. He assessed his condition and said again, “You saved my life.”
She nodded curtly.
“I’m a Wyoming game warden. My name is Joe Pickett. I was attacked by two brothers up on top of the mountain. I wouldn’t be surprised if they were still after me.”
She grimaced, but he could tell it wasn’t news to her.
Of course, he thought, she’d seen his badge and credentials. Which made him quickly start patting the folds of the quilts.
“I had a weapon,” he said.
“It’s in a safe place.”
“I need it back,” he said. “And my wallet and pants . . .”
She put her hands palm-down on the table and fixed her eyes on something over Joe’s head.
She said, “Your wedding band, I saw it when you fell into my cabin. It got to me, I’m afraid. Otherwise I might have pushed you back outside and locked the door and waited for them to show up. I’m amazed they aren’t here by now.”
He was taken aback by the casual way she said it.
Finally, he said, “I think I hit one of them. Maybe I hit them both.”
Her eyes widened in fear and she raised a balled fist to her mouth.
“What?” he asked.
She said, “This isn’t good.”
“That I may have hit them?”
“That you may have wounded them.”
Joe felt his scalp twitch. “So why did you help me?”
“I told you. The wedding band. I assume you have a wife.”
“Yes.”
“Do you love her?”
“With all my heart.’
“Kids?”
“Three daughters.”
She pursed her mouth again and shook her head. “I’m a sucker for wedding bands. And it may turn out to be the death of me.”
“That’s why you helped me?”
A quick, regretful nod.
“Are those pictures of your family?” Joe asked, gesturing up to the shelf behind her bed.
Her eyes flared, and she rose to her feet so quickly her chair shot back. She strode across the floor and turned each frame facedown. When she was done, she returned to the chair and sat back down and glared at the spot on the wall above his head. She’d yet to make direct eye contact, which didn’t bode well, he thought. Like she didn’t want to empathize with him. Like she thought he might not be around much longer. Or . . .
“Are you blind?” Joe asked.
She did a quick snort and her mouth clenched. “Of course not.”
“I’m sorry,” he said quickly, “Since you wouldn’t look at me, I thought . . .”
“I saw you earlier. I know what you look like. I know what you stand for. You work for the government.”
“State government,” Joe said.
“Still.”
“It’s different from the federal government.”
“So you say.”
“Really.”
She swiveled in her chair and wrapped her arms around herself. “Hmmmph.” As if it were final.
“I didn’t mean to upset you,” he said. “So you know them—the Grim Brothers.”
“Of course.”
There was something about her face, Joe thought. Something familiar about her. He knew he didn’t know her personally and hadn’t met her before. But he’d seen her face. Or a photo of her. He wished his head were more clear.
“Have we ever met?” he asked.
“I sincerely doubt it.”
“Are you from around here originally?”
“No.”
“So how long have you lived here?”
She was obviously annoyed by his questions. “I told you—long enough.”
“How do you know the brothers?”
Her eyes finally settled on him. He felt it was a small victory.
“They come by. They bring me firewood and meat. They look out for me. All they ask from me is my silence and my loyalty. You’re making me betray them.”
Joe said nothing. How much further should he push? he wondered.
“Did they bring you elk meat recently? Like a week ago?”
“I don’t recall,” she said icily.
He said, “If you’ll give me my gun, I’ll leave.”
“They’re not all bad,” she said, once again looking away. “They provide me protection. They understand why I’m here and they’re quite sympathetic.”
“Why are you—”
“They don’t ask for much,” she continued, cutting him off. “They could demand so much more, but they don’t. They respect my need for privacy.”
“Tell me your name,” Joe said.
She hesitated, started to speak, then clamped her mouth shut.
“I told you mine,” he said.
“Terri,” she said finally. “My name is Terri Wade. But you don’t know me, and it doesn’t matter.”