Because when he returned to New Orleans this time, he meant to stay for good.
He looked around at the panoramic view of the midwestern city outside his window, at the signs of autumn, the heat of the Crescent City far away. His surroundings couldn’t have been more different from those in which Josie had been raised. But the city had never really been home. It was familiar, yes. But his brief marriage to Carol aside, he’d never felt a burning need to return here. It had just been a place where he owned a home. There was nothing wrong with Kansas City. The place had been good to him. And it’s where he was from.
But it wasn’t where Josie was.
And wherever Josie was, that was home for him.
He hung up the phone and contacted his assistant. “Get my attorney back on the line, Janice. I was cut off,” he lied.
Truth was he felt like every ticking second was an eternity. And that it put him farther and farther away from Josie.
The telephone rang and he snatched it up.
“Arnold, I need-”
“Drew?”
A female voice. His heart skipped a beat.
“This is Carol.”
His ex-wife.
He rested his elbow against the desk and scratched his head. For a moment, a precious moment, he’d thought it was Josie. Instead, it was a woman who couldn’t be more different from the woman he loved.
“What is it, Carol?” he tried to keep the impatience from his voice, but failed. He really didn’t want to be speaking to her right now. She was part of his past. And he only had room for the future.
“I…” She hesitated.
He closed his eyes. He hadn’t heard from her since she’d made off with his personal savings and the contents of his house. Even then, she’d gotten half the worth of the house in the final settlement.
Of course, he was a man who’d once lived for his career, which meant most of his capital had been tied up in his company, untouchable by Carol and her lawyer.
“I just called to see how you’re doing.”
He squinted at the framed diplomas on the opposite wall. “I’m sorry if I’m having a hard time believing that.”
Silence, then she said, “Do you think you’ll ever be able to forgive me, Drew?”
No. It was on the tip of his tongue. And would have launched right off it only three weeks ago.
Now, however, he held on to it, no matter how much it choked him. Although he really wasn’t sure why.
“What do you want, Carol?”
She didn’t say anything for a long moment and he made out the sound of a car horn in the background of wherever she was calling from. Her cell? Seemed likely.
“Drew, I’m in trouble.”
He clenched his jaw, his suspicions confirmed. She needed money.
“It’s not what you think,” she said quickly. “I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately.”
He bet she had. Trying to find a way to tap into even more of his cash.
“You got enough from me to set you up for life,” he said.
If she worked it right, invested a good chunk of the funds, perhaps started up a business of her own.
“My attorney and his accountant made off with most of it. I have a hundred dollars to my name.”
“And that affects me how?” he couldn’t keep himself from saying.
“Drew, I…I know you have a lot of cause to be angry with me. What I did to you…it was horrible. I know that now…”
“An epiphany caused by your current circumstances.”
“No! I mean, I’m calling you because of that, but I knew pretty much immediately that what I’d done was wrong.”
Silence.
Drew thought maybe she’d given him up as a lost cause and had hung up.
But then she spoke. “We were married for years, Drew. I made a mistake. A stupid mistake that I justified because you loved your job more than you loved me.”
He didn’t say anything.
“Look, I’m not going to make any excuses. It was wrong, and I’m apologizing.”
“In the hopes of…” he prompted.
“In the hopes that we can be friends.”
Friends.
While every other part of the conversation was somewhat familiar to him, sounded like things Carol would say to get what she wanted, the friends part caught him off guard.
He wouldn’t have put it past her to suggest reconciliation. Perhaps even say she still loved him in order to get what she wanted.
But she hadn’t done either.
An image of Josie’s face crowded his mind. He sat back in his chair and loosened his tie.
A buzz, then Janice’s voice on the speaker said, “Mr. Morrison, I have your attorney on line two.”
He didn’t move for an extended moment.
It wasn’t all that long ago that he would have told his ex where to get off. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
But he no longer lived by that motto. No longer subscribed to much of the BS he’d convinced himself of before. Josie had changed all that. Loving Josie had changed all that.
He also knew that if he didn’t help Carol, no one would.
“How much do you need?” he asked.
She named a reasonable amount.
“I’ll give you double,” he said, looking around the office. “But I have a favor to ask in return…”
JOSIE DIDN’T HAVE TO TAKE the test, she already knew: she was pregnant with Drew’s child.
She stood in the bathroom of 2C, where Drew had stayed just over two weeks ago, and the room she’d called home for the past week. The insurance company had been cooperative. The first piece of business had been to stabilize the fourth floor so that the rest of the hotel would be operable while the top floor was being rebuilt.
She shook the testing stick although the directions had told her not to, stepping into the other room and looking around at the little she’d been able to salvage from the burned husk of what had been her and Granme’s private rooms. Some photos, her grandmother’s rocking chair, a trunk of her older clothes. Everything else she’d needed had been supplied by Sabine and Anne-Marie-who’d, strangely, become fast friends, so close, in fact, that Josie was beginning to experience pangs of jealousy. The two women had taken her shopping, displaying a generosity that had humbled her.
While the room no longer looked like the one Drew had stayed in, and also didn’t resemble her old room, she was okay with that. It reflected where she was now. And that was a very good place, indeed.
The Josephine would survive. Better, guests were already returning, the occupancy level at half and another guest looking to check in when Josie had sneaked up to her room during her dinner break to perform the test.
The test!
She’d almost forgotten about the stick. She stopped shaking it. A green dot had appeared in the once-white area.
She smiled, her hand already resting against her still flat stomach.
“Josie, tell Anne-Marie that I’m entitled to see everything that comes into-”
Sabine and Anne-Marie had let themselves into the room and caught sight of what Josie was holding before she could hide it behind her back.
“What is this?” Anne-Marie asked, plucking the test stick from behind her.
Sabine stepped up next to her. “A pregnancy test?”
Anne-Marie stared at her. “What does it say?”
She didn’t think she was ready to share this information yet. She wanted to savor the moment a little longer before letting her cousin and friend in on it.
Still, the news was too good to keep. “I’m pregnant.”
She wasn’t sure what the response would be. She was a single woman with a hotel under renovation and enough work ahead of her to keep ten women busy. How could she bring a child into that environment?