Now I’m confused. “What about my car? What’s wrong with it?”
“Nothing’s wrong with it. I’m going to have to drive it there. Just tell me where you are.”
“I’m at Brookdale.”
I think.
“Are you okay? What happened?”
“I’m fine,” I assure her, and it’s true. Not feeling any pain right now. “Just come get me and I’ll tell you all about it when you get here.”
“Okay... I’m leaving now.”
“Thanks... and Rowan?”
“Yeah?”
“You know I still think you’re the one for me, right?”
There’s no sound from her end, and I think she may have hung up, so I let my eyes start to close. Just as I feel myself drifting off, I think I hear her say, “I hope so.”
Throbbing pain wakes me up and my eyelids feel like they’re glued shut. With a solid effort, I open them and stare around, confused. I expect to see the Station sleeping quarters, but I’m in my bed... in my apartment... and I have no clue how I got here.
Then the memories come rushing back and I remember the fire and my trip to the hospital. I have vague memories of Rowan coming to get me, and maybe I’m delusional, but I think she may have been crying when she showed up.
The rest of the night flashes in bits and pieces. Her buckling me into my car, helping me take my shirt off, sitting beside my bed and holding my hand.
I gingerly poke at the bandages on my chest and suck in my breath when the pain ratchets up. Rolling off the bed, I stand up and look down to see I’m naked. A very distinct memory assaults me and I’m quite positive I insisted to Rowan that I sleep naked, demanding that she help me out of all of my clothes.
Oh, God. What in the hell did they give me at the hospital?
I pull on a pair of sweatpants and head toward the bathroom so I can take the monster of all pisses. My bladder feels like it’s going to explode.
Just as I step into the hallway, Rowan’s bedroom door flies open. “What’s wrong? Are you okay?”
I smile because she’s standing before me in just my t-shirt. The one I’d given her to wear months ago when she first came to stay with me. Normally she wears some shorts with it, but this morning, I’m treated to miles of gloriously bare legs with the hem just teasing me short of her panties.
“I’m good. Just going to the bathroom.”
“Are you in pain?”
“Actually, yeah. I’d love some Ibuprofen if you don’t mind.”
Rowan turns to head into the kitchen. “They actually gave you some stronger stuff.”
“No,” I call to her. “I don’t want that shit. Just Ibuprofen.”
She looks back at me in astonishment. “Are you sure?”
I grin at her. “Yup. Seems it makes me do strange things... like demanding that you strip me naked.”
Rowan actually blushes scarlet. “Remember that, do you?”
“Bits and pieces.”
She gives me a smile. “Well, come into the kitchen when you’re done and let me check the wounds. The doctor told me what to look for when changing the bandages.”
After I finish my business, I head into the kitchen, scratching my stomach and trying to stifle a yawn. I feel so groggy and need caffeine immediately.
I find Rowan bent over Capone’s water bowl to pick it up, and I’m treated with a boner-inducing view of her ass barely hanging into a pair of white, lace panties. Fuck, I’m going to pitch a tent right here in the kitchen so I quickly avert my eyes and head to the coffee pot. I concentrate on the burns on my chest, and I let the throb of pain invade my senses, which completely works to help me avoid embarrassing myself.
Rowan steps up to the sink and fills Capone’s bowl. “Why don’t you sit at the table and let me look at the burns?”
I see a cup of coffee already poured with two Ibuprofen laying beside it. I pick them up, toss them in the back of my throat, and chase it with the hot coffee, which burns like hell going down.
Taking a seat at the table, I sip at my coffee a bit more carefully while Rowan feeds Capone. When she’s done, she washes her hands in the sink and quickly dries them with some paper towels. She steps up to me and moves right in between my legs with no hesitation. Memories of that first time we kissed, with her standing between my legs, floods over me. I try like hell to avert my eyes so I’m not staring straight at her breasts as they sway softly under the cotton shirt when she moves.
Focus on the pain, Flynn. Avert the hard on.
“Lean back,” she says softly. “I’m going to take the bandages off and put some ointment on.”
“Maybe I should take a shower first.”
Rowan shakes her head. “No, let’s be careful today with it. Bath is all you get so we can keep the bandages dry.”
I grumble because I hate taking baths. Our tub is large enough to barely bathe a child, much less my overgrown frame. But I comply with her request and lean back in the chair, tilting my head back slightly so she can get a good look.
Carefully peeling the bandages back, I silently will the Ibuprofen to work faster, and bring the throb down from a roar to a dull ache. When the first bandage comes off, the cool air at first feels good, then the pain starts to intensify. I grit my teeth and stare at the ceiling, hoping I don’t cry like a little baby in front of her.
The second bandage comes off and Rowan bends over to look at the wounds. “They actually look pretty good.” Her finger comes out and lightly touches the good skin around the burn, but even that hurts and I suck air in between my teeth.
“Quit being a baby,” she says.
I don’t say anything but let Nurse Ratchet continue her ministrations.
“One of them is blistering pretty badly, but right now there are no open wounds,” she comments. “The doctor told me what to look for, so I think you’re good right now.”
“How big are they?” I ask, because I can’t get a good look at them since they sit right below my collarbone in the middle of my chest.
She holds her hand up and touches her forefinger to her thumb, making a circle. “Not too big... probably like this.”
I nod and watch with dubious eyes as she now advances on me with a tube of cream. “What’s that?”
“An antibiotic ointment I have to put on, and then I’ll put on clean bandages.”
Rowan squeezes a dab of cream onto her forefinger and leans forward. She touches the burn softly and starts to smear it in a circle. The pain spikes even though her touch is gentle and I jerk, issuing a curse from my mouth. “Fuck, that hurts.”
She stands back and looks at me with affection and amusement. “God, I can’t believe what a sissy you are.”
“Well, damn Rowan... you have a touch that is about as soft as a concrete cinderblock.”
Rowan leans back down with another dab of cream to torture my other wound. “Quit complaining or you can just get Jennifer to come over and take care of your sorry ass.”
She’s teasing, of course, because I can hear the laughter in her voice. But I also hear a twinge of jealousy and that works faster than the Ibuprofen to ease my pain. It must be the rush of pleasure endorphins.
“Yeah, well... that will be kind of hard, seeing as how I broke things off with her two days ago.”
Rowan’s head snaps up so fast, she almost catches me under the chin. Her eyes bore hard into mine, and her brows furrow inward. She looks pissed at first, but then I see she is just shocked over the pronouncement and has no clue what to do with the feelings they invoke.
And they definitely invoke feelings. I can see them swirling in her eyes. She stares for just another moment and then goes back to her task, rubbing the ointment in.