"Ruthie asked, 'Can you do that again?'"
"I said, 'Yes, but it takes a long time and I don't squirt much the second time.'"
"She said, 'I wish I could squirt.'"
"I said, 'You can't squirt, but you can get the same strong good feeling. You can come. Haven't you tried to masturbate?' I stuffed my softened peter back into my underpants and zipped up. I was safe."
"Ruthie said, 'Sure. I diddle myself a lot. Dorothy showed me how a year ago. She tells me all about sex and things. She's fourteen.' She finished wiping her hand and smelled her fingers again. She said, 'If that stuff gets inside a girl's crack far enough she can get pregnant, can't she?'"
"I said yes. She said, 'I want to jerk you off again pretty soon. I like to see you shoot. It feels good to jerk your peter like that. I like it. Do you want me to do it again?'"
"I nodded. I sure as hell did. I didn't care if she was my sister or not."
"She smiled and said, 'Okay, and I'll let you put your finger in me and diddle me if you want to.' She hopped off the bed. She said, 'That was fun.' And she went out and I heard the hall floor creak and heard her go into the bathroom and wash her hands. After that, she went into her own room."
"It took me a while to get interested in reading my social studies book again."
"The next time something like that happened was three days later, on a Saturday. Dad went off all day to fish and Mom went downtown to shop. I was supposed to go over to the park to play some baseball with the guys, and Ruthie was supposed to go over to a girl friend's house for a sewing lesson, later."
"So there we were all alone in the house."
"I was in the kitchen raiding the refrigerator when she came in and real quick groped for my peter. I didn't stop her. I'd been thinking this would be a perfect time to do something, if she started it."
"I took an apple from the crisper while she squeezed my peter through my pants. She said, 'It's getting hard already. Want me to jerk you off? You want to diddle me?'"
"I said sure, okay. She took an apple too and we went into my room. She took a bite of her apple and said, 'You take down your pants and I'll take down mine.'"
"So we did. We lay on my bed side by side and she started jerking my peter slow and easy while I started fingering her."
"It was the third time I'd ever gotten to do it with a girl, so I knew what to do. Every girl has a little sex button in her crack that's like the head of a man's peter, only it's real small and sometimes real hard to find. But it wasn't hard to find Ruthie's. Hers was a stiff little bump and she told me when I touched it with my finger. 'Rub me there. That's my hot spot.'"
"She was sticky-wet inside her crack and that made it easy to rub."
"We had our heads propped up with pillows and we were chomping away on our apples. I asked Ruthie if she could come from the way I was diddling her and she nodded and said sure, in a minute. So I kept it up. It was easy, just rubbing the end of my finger over that little hard bump in her crack near the top."
"And she kept up jerking on my peter, too, and she had a smooth way of doing it. I was all hard and tight and getting that special feeling. I hadn't masturbated for three days, hoping we'd have a chance. I had a big load in me ready to shoot."
"I finished my apple and dug my hanky out of my pocket. Ruthie asked me, 'Is it close?' I said yeah, and she said to stop diddling her, to finish her off afterward, so she could really jerk me off good."
"She got up on her knees on the bed by my side and really started pumping me up and down fast and hard and good. God!"
"The feeling got stronger and stronger. I started to get all tense. Then she shifted to her other hand and it felt even better, if you can imagine – it was something about the way her fingers gripped my peter."
"Anyway, I just barely remembered to hold my hanky up over my peter to keep the stuff from shooting all over me and the bed and everything, but Ruthie said, 'No, don't! I want to see it shoot up.' And she pushed my hand away."
"So that's what happened. I said, real tense like, 'Okay, then, you clean it up.' And she said she would, so I pulled my shirt up and just closed my eyes and let it, build up and it just about wiped me out when it hit – God! I just let it happen! It felt like my guts were shooting up out of my peter."
"Ruthie kept on pumping me till I was all pumped out. I had to stop her. She said, 'You had an awful lot!' She giggled. 'It went up higher than my head!' She took my hanky and wiped her hand and wiped up the stuff on my belly and on the bedspread."
"She said, 'Can I keep it?' She meant my hanky. I asked why and she said she just wanted to, that's all. I didn't see why she wanted it – it smelled like that stuff smells and it would get all stiff when it dried, but I didn't care, so I said be my guest."
"So then we went back to me diddling her and her with her left hand on my peter, just slowly jerking the skin up and down."
"I'd never fingered a girl all the way off and I wanted to, so I tried to do Ruthie just the way she liked it best. I rubbed that little bump up and down and then around in little circles. She liked the little circle rub, and so I kept that up and she started breathing real fast and she started pumping me faster, too, without knowing it, I think."
"She turned her head then and watched her hand pump my peter. She stared at my peter and she made funny little sounds and she was breathing faster and faster and her crack was all wet and sloppy and she jerked her hips some, too."
"Then she kind of went all loose and limp and relaxed and her hand slowed down and stopped, so I slowed down my finger and started poking around in her crack."
"I found her hole… her vagina, I guess it is… and stuck my finger in, but she pushed my hand away. She said she didn't like it. She said, 'Can you go off again?'"
"I said I guessed I could if she could keep jerking me long enough. I still had a stiff-on."
"So she grabbed a hold again and started pumping me and I slipped my hand over her dress and down between her legs again and got my finger into her crack – she was still real wet – and started fingering her hot little bump again."
"I hate to admit it, but it was fun. I told myself it wasn't so terrible to just fool around with mutual masturbation with her. It wasn't hurting anybody. It wasn't like I was screwing her, so it didn't matter if she was my sister. And besides, it was her idea every time. She started it each time."
"I was only about halfway to going off again when Ruthie started to act funny – breathing fast and jerking me fast and staring at my peter that way. She went off even stronger than her first time, I guess, because the noises she made in her throat were louder, and she really went limp afterwards, and she smiled real nice at me."
"She said, 'I want to go zam like that when you squirt.' She kept on pumping me."
"I was close by then, too, because her going off from my finger rubbing almost made me come at the same time, so I told her I was close and she slowed down and told me to do her again."
"So we got each other close and we were both tense and breathing fast and just about there, you know, and we looked at each other and I said, 'If you go fast now…' And she sort of whispered, 'Fast circles!' and nodded and pumped me fast."
"It happened the way she wanted – we both went off at the same time. I had a lot more stuff left in me. She kept her eyes glued to my peter all the time and I watched, too, while I fingered her. I think my peter got up close to eight inches it was so big and hard. She had to constantly regrip with her hand because her fingers and thumb weren't long enough to get hardly more than halfway around it, especially around it near the bottom where it was thickest."